I remember 'cooking' for the tedious GILL - all gay male character - and it was hell upon earth...no money for ingredients, for a start off...at that BEACH-HOUSE...next up - he wouldn't eat anything GREEN...or SHEPHERD'S PIE...you name it...he had a list of almost every good that he 'couldn't eat'...

When I look back upon my life and what hell it was...it was almost unimaginable.

...and all the time gay male GILL was looking down upon me and despising me...firstly because he found me far more sexually attractive than men (whom he normally found more attractive than women) and he hated me for that...secondly because I was such a submissive character...always trying to please...always trying to make the peace...make it up....make things 'all right'...he despised my adult EMILY character as being the weakest personality out...

...and underneath the surface, there was HENRY and MARTINE.


I now have to type in a green CODE: socif

GILL was right - and he attacked me in that CIA LAB in his ROTHSCHILD islamic demonic alter...his 'black shell' alter "I KNOW YOU ARE IN THERE, WATCHING EVERYTHING..." ranting and raving...but he couldn't 'get me' and everybody else thought that he was crazy...and told him to keep away from me or else...