Various notes:

A shame about the GERANIUMS…MARK R’s idea that I would have to ‘behead’ the lot of them if I were to stop the ill cult and their baby-eating and destruction of the entire world with SATANISM/CERN etc…he took his cue from that PAUL CELAN poem…sent to me by FRANCO…

Anyway, I get the idea that COLLIE and CO might have found a way to remove microchips before time…making the beheading no longer necessary…but who knows? No idea over here…I am sick of raking over different ‘futures’ that I had seen in the past…which were then changed…either by myself or others…mainly because the BI networks were telling me this morning that my plan to get GILL instated as ‘boss’ of MI6 after SCARLETT - had succeeded and he is there now…

Now, I had seen him ‘fail’ that one…see previous notes - so who knows?

If he is boss - then all I can say is this - the USA has OSAMA and we have CHEMIC ALI on top (not good for CHINESE relations - see notes on SARS/SHANGHAI 2003)…more bad news…

OTHER NOTES:

A guy with blond greased back, blond curly hair came into the library this morning, talking loudly upon a mobile phone that he had reached the library…like a roving BBC presenter…and I was reminded of the time that the teenage GILL began to slick his dark hair back in the same ‘HISPANIC MAFIA BOSS’ way…he asked me upon the tannoy what I thought of it - to which I replied - how would he like it if I did that to my hair…he thought about it and replied that he wouldn’t…I told him that I knew why…you wouldn’t want to touch it…disgusting…oily hair…

He then told me that it was to scare people…I told him that he scared me enough already…he replied that this was the idea…and good…he didn’t need to use the oil then…

I then remembered MATT SMITH of the PRAGUE DTO doing the same thing to his hair…yuck…TOBY MACKLIN thought it the coolest hairstyle upon earth and tried to imitate it…but it doesn’t work on lightish brown hair with freckled skin (or blond hair for that matter)…you have to have dark hair and vaguely Hispanic looks…otherwise you just look a dork.

OTHER NOTES:

I remember now…the ALEXANDER MCQUEEN book ‘GENIUS OF A GENERATION’…I was to ‘out’ his designs as having been thought up, predominantly by women (for example, PETRONELLA thought up the ostrich feathers in PURPLE/RED dress, in the ‘asylum’)…and to describe what had happened to them and women that they knew - within the ill cult.

However, I was not to do so until after his death because apparently the guy was rather sympathetic…a lot of people liked him as a friend…and he didn’t want to deal with the shame of having to admit the above in public. Let others do the explaining, sort of thing…

MARTINE designed the 1950s ‘flowery dress’ which looks like it has been ripped off the model’s front, for example…yes, she was that angry with me…p55/6

I designed for TODDY…who was asking me questions about my ‘vision’ - p31 the woman with the predatory birds…I told him that she wasn’t frightened of them at all…he could put them up on wires…stuffed birds around her…her expression had to be angelic…mouth open…innocent and unafraid…also based in the psychiatric hospital…I wonder why…GILL had a BUZZARD alter…

P20 and what I shall call the MUSHROOM head dress…was from DAVID MILIBAND as far as I can recall…one of the few men to contribute a design…mainly RIMINGTON (with the chequered black and white suits) and POSH SPICE designed the shows…

P19 - MARK R had coded this sequence of notes (on a notice board to commemorate the memory of ALEXANDER MCQUEEN - the fashion designer who ‘never was‘)…I have no idea how and more to the point why…but he had done - see illustration.

All I can say - looking through this book is - the creativity of women is stunning…to show in dramatic visual statements…what the ill cult were doing to women…but they were only allowed to do it through a GAY MAN lens…with the ‘gay man’ taking credit for all of their work…maybe I am marginalising those like MARTINE and DAVID MILIBAND’s ‘little girl’ who also contributed…but the point here is the crucifixion of the ‘feminine’…of the ‘female’…the tormenting of her…the fetishes about her…the obsession with harming her in ‘beautiful’ ways…

P38 - MARK R laughed ‘that’s you that is’…I.e. zygote slave in MAUVE with her wolves…chained to her wrists…he told me ‘ they run you and not the other way round’…

He also showed me p16 of the buxom figure of a woman with a silver alien ‘mask’ over her head…with some sort of oxygen tube shoved into her mouth…naked but covered with moths…he also said ‘that’s you that is’…meaning ‘flame that attracts moths’ and on an oxygen tube I.e. only alive apart from my connection to him…a ROCKEFELLER…

I remember him getting all zygote slaves to pose for this photo in the same setting and props…

…and that is why when I found a similar rubber piping and tuber nozzle stuffed down behind the desk at COMET’s help desk in their office…where RIMINGTON had put all of their stuff…I removed it…and also a very tatty GREY fan heater…with a GREEN TOWER ‘green’ label attached to it…and laughed about how I was helping COMET to clear up their debris before the move…I stuck everything I found (apart from the large objects) into their bin…GORDON didn’t blink an eye…he just smiled.

He then tore off a label upon a glass/black layers tiered table…it had stated upon the label in black ballpoint ‘MISS HURT’…as written by RIMINGTON.

OTHER NOTES

I remembered warning GILL (during an under the radar moment) at GREEN TOWER about how every time he went out for a ‘decent cup of coffee’ with MARK R…that MARK drugged it and then anally raped him…GILL swore his head off…poor guy…he really hadn’t got a clue, in many ways…he was simply too attractive…and as attractive as the people at GREEN TOWER were…they all made a beeline for him…just what was it, about MARTIN GILL? TOMLINSON was completely under the spell…besotted to the point of maniacal rage if anybody else tried to claim his ‘territorial rights’…yes, I had the ‘sun in my head’ and so did ROZ…but what was going on with ‘STARS IN HIS HEAD’ MARTIN GILL? Everybody tried to seduce him…or was it MARTINE?

No wonder, GILL had identified correctly and from early teenage years - that he was a DEBORAH MCDONOUGH to my EMILY GYDE…but would our strange ‘friendship’ and ‘bonding in the face of adversity’ survive it all?

OTHER NOTES

Somebody is trying to hack this laptop already by asking to change USER ACCOUNTS and their file is being stopped - it is called:

jucheck.exe

I have now downloaded all updates from HP…I saw a SCARLETT stand-in outside MAGNET HOUSE again…with his pipe and looking at the backdoor to HP law…COLLIE had put him in to remind me of various things…she had put a lot of people in who ‘reminded me of important people’ that I should then remember something about and write about…see previous notes.