Last night a lot of events came back together…and this is how they then coincided:

Firstly AMADEUS as in ‘MR SATAN’ drafted in TILDA SWINTON as his demonic aide…she had sold out to the ill cult in order to have a HOLLYWOOD career after appearing in the DEREK JARMAN movies…

Hence the film BURN AFTER READING…

Secondly I began to realise what GILL/SPRINGMEIER as well as HULBRUSCH had been going on about in relation to that passage from the second book…which is quoted upon CAROLINE’s blog spot…the passage which talks about how the little boy was so abused by the mother…that he lost his identity completely because he had been made to feel so helpless and traumatised…that he then took on the identity of the mother…

At the time, I didn’t know what GILL was talking about…his mother was such a ‘good woman’…but now I understand what is was all about and it runs like this:

RIMINGTON used to tell the little boys that she was their ‘REAL MOTHER’.

MARTINE and MCDONALD’s ‘female child alter’ then began to study RIMINGTON as their female role model…she had broken their spirit and now they simply wanted to grow up to ‘be just like her’…yes, that meant EATING BABIES and murdering people and not just being the ICE QUEEN - which RIMINGTON tended to project most of all as well as very highly strung…on the verge of a nervous breakdown, for most of her life…

That is why GILL was to say that he completely understood RIMINGTON…he had watched, studied and emulated her, as MARTINE…from virtually babyhood…

Anyway, GILL’s favourite actress was the red-haired one out of SEX IN THE CITY….and so it was then decided to draft in SWINTON in order to seduce GILL back to SATANISM…

SWINTON then thought up this stage of the ill cult game for GILL and it runs along these lines:

If and when she outs AMADEUS upon the internet…this is what we do:

Firstly you send her the photo of PENGUIN WITH CYMBALS WAKING UP POLAR BEAR…then you programme EMILY with:

SEE WHY EM ‘BALLS’

This is what GILL was to then tell me in the CIA LAB and I was simply annoyed and confused ‘what do you mean BALLS?’ but he wouldn’t tell me…

This morning…I realised what it meant:

My new toaster started to act ‘oddly’.

You see I have learnt that with the sliced loaf that I have…you need to put the toaster onto 3 for the toast to ‘do well’ or if you want it slightly less toasted…you put it onto 2.

This morning…I put exactly the same slices into the toaster and it hardly did at all - upon 3 - even less than it normally does, upon 2 - no ‘brown’ at all.

I ‘knew’ something was up and realised…I was supposed to put the toaster on again upon ‘2’ and then the toast would burn horribly…and set the FIRE ALARM off.

I was then supposed to have an EMBOLLISM.

I can remember that I was told CORONARY…in relation to this…so PULMONARY EMBOLISM for outing AMADEUS upon the web…

CORONARY relating to CROWNS and CORONETS as in the MONARCHY…

OTHER NOTES:

SWINTON was a very similar character to RIMINGTON…she was even picked for the role of ICE QUEEN in the recent NARNIA films…

Maybe she was supposed to be her replacement in the ill cult - who knows?

OTHER NOTES:

Anyway, let us now look at RIMINGTON and what actually happened to her, once she had found out that all she needed was a BLOOD TRANSFUSION to regain her health and that ‘eating babies’ didn’t really do her one bit of good…it sent them all mad, in point of fact…madder and madder…

RIMINGTON decided to ‘go public’ at a meeting which included REBBEKAH WADE and her husband to be, as far as I know…

She showed a film of her aborting a child and then screaming at the ‘men’ around to cut out the liver as quickly as possible so that she could eat it…

The ‘men’ around are those whom I will now give a collective term to:

“MY NAME IS NORMAN BATES”

…and I shall label this chapter:

PSYCHO

This is basically what had happened to those like GILL and MCDONALD…they had turned into NORMAN BATES characters…HITCHCOCK knew it all, didn’t he?

See previous notes as to my sensing that one in TODDY’s Blackheath houes…

Anyway, ‘MOTHER’ as in RIMINGTON - had found a way to cure herself and get out of the ill cult…she had bravely admitted all, to a collective group of very influential people and she wanted to go ‘public’ about it all to the wider media…to use the newspapers to stop the ill cult…

What I would like to know now is:

What effect did MOTHER getting well, have upon all of those NORMAN BATES characters?

Did they take it well or badly?

What happened next?

All I know is that the PRINCES then captured RIMINGTON…drowned her many times in a bath - in that mental health unit which doubles up with a pre-natal clinic upon a road near here…and she was then terrorised into programming me with all of these ‘new’ stages for the ill cult 13TH ONE game.

OTHER NOTES:

Anyway, there is a popsong from the 1970s which I used to love…it used to make me laugh…the band was a bit like THE JAM in terms of being ‘BEAT’ and looking a bit ‘MOD’ - the lead singer simply used to sing in a toneless way ‘MY NAME IS NORMAN BATES’ with some synthesizer accompaniment and he reminded me of GILL I suppose…and that is why I liked it…it ‘spoke to me’ about something that I couldn’t make conscious at the time…that GILL was following in the footsteps of TODDY and becoming a MOTHER SUPERIOR…a NORMAN BATES type of split personality…