I remember now...REBBEKAH WADE told me to remember how her name was spelt and now I can remember why:

TODDY with a large OVEN GLOVE which was DARK TURQUOISE on top...modelled on a finger puppet for the hand...calling me REBBEKAH whilst aborting me...so that was my alter...

REBBE-BEK

...and the soul as a KA I suppose...see Egyptian myth...

RE-BEK perhaps...trying to restart the BEK cult...