I had a symbolic act to do, yesterday and it wasn’t nice - I had to cut the flowers off the geraniums that I had been so carefully tending…they were in full bloom…those BULLSEYE PINKS…
I then threw away the plants and left the flowers on show in the window.

GERS symbolised NAZI scientists…the ‘gerbils’…ROZ, GILL and RIMINGTON were left ‘symbolically’ beheaded - upon my window sill - in a small cup that my mother had bought from a potter…see notes upon that PAUL CELAN poem about he who beheads the TULIPS…TU being a reference to AMADEUS/ROCKEFELLERS/SHIN BEIT.

SCARLETT had ordered me to try and keep ROZ and GILL alive for so long…it was a shock to have COLLIE tell me that I had to deal with CHEMIC ALI (she told me that ROZ had been found dead in ’mysterious circumstances’ in a LONDON flat) …but I knew that I had to, in the end…and I did…it was extremely painful…I had my memory taken away from me after that…just as well.

OTHER NOTES:

I also ‘saw’ that BI had got better at removing microchips - quite a few people survived…but BI explained that they were ‘a bit simple’ afterwards…yes but most of them would have been, without the microchip that gave them access to ‘internet’ databases for languages, scientific knowledge etc…the ‘software’ of the ill cult…once access to this had been denied…they would have gone back to being ‘simple people’…

OTHER NOTES:

I also ‘saw’ PETER MANDELSON’s role at the tannoy…he had been programmed in as the ‘lisping snake of knowledge’ in the garden of EDEN…really. Not a bad role I suppose…or ‘not as it seems’ - he had told me that he would try and give me clues whilst in this role…and try not to work against me…that sort of thing.

OTHER NOTES:

I picked up an ALEXANDER MCQUEEN ‘GENIUS OF A GENERATION’ book at the library the other day because I ‘recognised’ the RED/BLACK dress upon the front…I had designed it for TODDY…in simple words and an image…of magpies and an Escher ‘effect’ to the shoulder…MARK R told me that it was POSH SPICE who in fact, designed most of MCQUEEN’S work…he was just another actor…and lots of other ill cult slaves…also have their designs in this book…so if you would like to explore the NIGHTMARISH world of the ill cult in ‘fashion’ - then this book is for you - a real HORROR show…fun, I suppose…why people love his shows.

POSH SPICE had also designed this laptop for those with ‘small hands’ - so I am now getting used to typing upon it…a bit different but I like it better than the TOSHIBA keyboard. I now understand why VICTORIA BECKHAM was so humiliated by the ill cult in relation to her ‘design projects’ in public…they used her for design work (which she wasn‘t allowed to put her name to)…and then made a fool of her in relation to other things…and MCDONALD had set me up to do it upon this blog too - apologies (see NASA rocket prototype)…so for the record, the COMPAQ CQ62-220SA is all her own work.