I cannot believe that CAROLINE and Iwere put into such a dire and dangerous position by ALL of the men concerned…no help or support from any quarter even though SCARLETT claimed that he was ‘running us’ as mind control slaves for MI6...unpaid slaves…

I had had enough of everybody by that point in time…I couldn’t trust my family…none of BI…and I didn’t have a direct phone line to anybody anyway - as I had told SCOTTIE…they contacted me as a rule…although I did have SCARLETT’s number but hell, I wouldn’t have used it…and it was better to contact somebody in country rather than dial out through an international operating system…

I didn’t trust the MOSSAD either…even though as GILL was to then say…I had learnt how to ‘wake golems’ as the joos called them and from watching the Israelis…I.e. trigger CAROLINE to use a channel to talk with me…and then return to her body in order to use it…the feeling that she described afterwards is hell upon Earth…’cold’…rather like GILL who simply went comatose and nearly died…you had to be fighting fit and mentally as strong as they come, in order to overcome that sort of horror…and CAROLINE was always a stronger personality and healthier in body, than myself…

Upon the notes of joos…GILL wrote an article about surviving MONARCH slavery, which is available upon the web and it mentions a top jooish mind control programmer known as HANS…the article is a very disguised account of what had happened to GILL in relation to myself…apparently MARK R had set him up to see me as ‘evil’ and then aborted me…left me covered in blood and in an NDE and then showed GILL and told him ‘we murdered her for you’…which sent him off his head, at the time…he was ‘new’ to MARK R’s psychologically crippling, ill cult games.

When in the hands of jooish golem programmers…they are like NAZIS in a way…they do not have the ‘active evil mind’ of a MARK R…they just do what they do, robotically…turning everybody that they can into ‘robots’ like themselves -then running them and it is truly scary, in that way…’the machines have taken over’ sort of thing.

As a child - I always had more fear of the CYBORGS than the DALEKS…the daleks were a slightly more intelligent life-form, as it were. Even if their main motto was ‘we will exterminate’ all non-daleks.

When I first mentioned DR WHO at the CIA LAB…MCDONALD wasn’t interested…he had no memories before 11 years old and the USA hadn’t taken to the series…no real interest apart from a tiny ‘cult following’…I suppose that is why the BBC had to go ‘upmarket’ with the series in order to get them interested as in ‘high production values’ akin to HOLLYWOOD….and the CRAZY COMPANY then gave ideas as to what should be aired to the public…I can only remember saying ‘handsome US pilot - shades of RICHARD GERE as a GI in one of his early movies - but looking a bit like FREDDIE MERCURY without the make-up’…

I know that I keep on talking about my input as some sort of big egotist…but if I talked about what I could remember about everybody else’s…my notes would come to a standstill, diverted sideways - from keeping on ploughing through this deluge of information…so all I can say is this:

These are my recollections of my experience, and my contribution/input…others can write their own stories about the equivalent.

MR ICKE saw the CRAZY COMPANY as ‘mad children’ to put it politely…he was furious but at the same time…he had no option but to accept the ‘help’ offered…as far as I can see…he saw himself as GULLIVER amongst LILLIPUTIANS who were holding him back from giving his ‘big message’…now that isn’t entirely fair, is it MR ICKE?

Yes, there were many ‘strings’ that you had to cut through…but you got there in the end…you didn’t allow yourself to be tied down.

More worryingly, as a ‘man’ with the ‘men at the pub’…he accepted MCDONALD, MARK R and that MI6 OFFICER as ‘friends’ who wanted to defeat the whole ill cult financial program…yet MARTIN wasn’t there…and he was the one who ran it…controlled it from GREEN TOWER and the other two didn’t know as much as MARTIN did…their ‘talk’ wasn’t quite ‘it’ as far as I was concerned…but I didn’t know enough to put it into words at that point in time…just that they were ‘off the mark’ and that MARK R was deliberately misleading MR ICKE big-time and so was MCDONALD…with subtle disinformation…and I knew it…he was sitting with SHARKS…but maybe he sensed it too but like myself…you play it by ear…your closest buddies are your worst enemies as DALDRY appeared to be saying and so forth…no wonder I never trusted anybody but I always knew that if I trusted anyone - it was MARTIN(E)….but not in the ‘darkest alter’ possible…and that is what the 3 MONKEYS had been in, at that CENTRAL MASSIF base…pure ‘black energy’ in their minds…no ‘light on’ at all.