This morning, I also remembered just how much MARTIN had loved me as a teenager...so many more memories flooded back...it is so painful to remember your 'first love' when you couldn't remember what had happened between you from one day to the next - and for the next few decades of your life...

I also remembered what we had done, with our 'heads together' in his office - to AMADEUS/MARK R and the rest of them...SCARLETT and RIMINGTON included...by 'driving TODDY as a robot' in his ROTHSCHILD frequency centre...put simply, I acted as the 'interface' between TODDY's brain and MARTI's...who wrote the programs because he was highly computer literate...a genius at ill cult MATRIX programming...and I wasn't...it was 'fun'.