Stoat was obviously the worst alter of the lot and a 'reflex action' one because I can remember what happened when I visited him in his hospital bed after having been demicrochipped at that PRINCE OF MONACO contact hospital...I sat on the edge of the bed and asked him how he felt...GILL had that 'nobody at home look' in his eyes, which TOMLINSON often had...and then he put his hands around my throat and tried to strangle me...I punched him in the stomach to wind him and left the room crying....I was terribly upset...okay, I didn't expect 'darling you saved my life' exactly....but strangulation?