Last night a few memories came back...firstly of getting GILL to wake up to what had happened to him at ESSEX (I had remote-viewed it at the Templar Castle) - he had lost all memories of being at MANCHESTER etc etc...and I had found out why...TOMLINSON had told the Turkish Cypriot students to steal his khaki green suitcases...they represented 'memory compartments' - quite a few of them...

Secondly I remembered TODDY programming GILL and I as 'she-wolf and cub'...

At the TEMPLAR CASTLE - GILL and I were walking through the woods at night...we left the main path that the others were on and went into the forest...I then 'sensed' a wolf pack...it was the TASCHMANNS...we weren't scared...we just clicked into 'wolf alter' too...I walked into the middle of their group and lay down...GILL followed me...then began to roll around in the grass a bit...acting playful and youthful...the oldest TASHMANN told the rest of them that the 'she-wolf had brought her cub along'...he then told me to leave and that they would train the cub up as part of their pack...

GILL told me later that he had loved that number...being one of the wolf pack...you see, the TASCHMANNS were consummate actors...GILL was the same...they really got into their roles and parts...the TASCHMANNS knew every move, every 'howl', everything about being a wolf...and they projected them, intensely...as a pack they would move through the forest, each one aware of the location and positioning of the others, at any given point...a collective telepathic consciousness, whilst they were on the prowl and hunting...

There is something fascinating about wolves...I read 'Women who run with the wolves' at Dartington...the immense freedom of being a wolf...part of a pack...running with them...and then the symbolism of the full moon...and the wolf relationship to the moon...

Anyway, ROZ was also programmed as a she-wolf and we managed to outwit the pack as it were...who had surrounded us, one night...ROZ had sensed their positioning around us and closing in...I immediately told her 'run in opposite directions' because they won't know which one to follow...it will confuse them because they think that we will stay together...luckily it did...we weren't gang-raped as she-wolves...

I can also remember GILL telling me what he had learned from the pack as in that 'terrible light' which terrified them all...a spotlight...I remote-viewed and later found out that what they most feared was the intense bulb of a NY cabbie's torch...