"I wasn't a troll" she says "but they used and abused me as one"

The ill cult men like TOMLINSON used to come into her beautiful flat with beautiful flowers, chocolates and 'words'...after they had buggered her (extraordinarily painful for her - the piles)...she would then engage them in conversation...they would LAUGH at her...tell her that she wasn't a real woman - only a MAN IN DRAG...to get real...to look at herself...they would break her heart...then wipe her memory...and then they would do it again and again...and film the whole indescribable horror, to laugh about it afterwards.