During my bath…I remembered a bit more…firstly:

LEVEL NUMBER 9 upon the MI6 carousel visualisation was THE DEVIL - as represented by that TAROT card - meaning blind impulse, sexual bondage etc etc…this was a very low brainwave state.

Secondly, that this level was related to really bad suicide impulse triggers…and that bizarrely enough - the ROTHSCHILD who had visited us in Solihull - knew that eating GOAT at this restaurant, worked like a ‘banishing spell’…I have no idea why.

Anyway, the menu was a varied and extensive VEGETARIAN one - except for the odd addition of GOAT upon it.

Now, I related what had happened to KATE HOLLIDAY years later and she had laughed along the lines of ‘Afro-Caribbeans eat loads of goat…I’ve eaten loads of it…what a silly woman…’ The HOLLIDAY family had grown up on St Lucia, in the Caribbean…

…when I look back at my life - I must have seemed really, really odd…this very posh young woman (who looked rather like PETRA PHELPS) who had just got a graduate team position in a telesales/marketing company in Oxford - lived down the corridor to myself…and she had asked me if I wanted to try out that restaurant one Saturday lunchtime…so we sat outside…scrutinised the menu…she had figured on ordering loads of vegetarian dishes and sharing them…but I then said ‘I feel like meat - I’ll have the GOAT’…she could well have been vegetarian, as far as I can remember…or trying to be…so she got really annoyed and tried to dissuade me but I wasn’t having any of it…even worse, for this rather snobbish young woman…we were sitting outside and a group of her work colleagues came up and asked us what we were eating “Goat? Oh…” and left quickly, with a silly look on their faces…highly embarrassing eh? If you didn’t come from a strange family like mine…or GILL’s for that matter…who smell each other’s farts, eat RADISH salad in order to breathe it in through your nasal cavities and ignite the pineal gland, cut up their fruit carefully and eat the pips now and then to see what images come up etc etc…but without us, BI wouldn’t have got far at all, in understanding what the ill cult was all about…

OTHER NOTES:

...and I can remember now...MARK R and the rest of the top ill were to come to believe that they had tortured to death...the ROTHSCHILD who had come to stay for a weekend at 14 St Bernards...but by that point in time...i had learnt how to do 'mass hypnosis' upon their microchips...so in brief, they had murdered somebody else and he is still alive, somewhere in the world, as far as I know...