RASPUTIN’s…I have no idea who owns the nightclub now - the one under TOM PEPPERS…but circa 2003 it was like descending into hell…even RIMINGTON was somewhat scared of it all…and ROZ was to say to me that ‘we don’t stay long down here’…as we made our way across the dance floor to the toilets - through the drugged out, twitching and contorted bodies…like zombies…the animated dead with piercings…and I was reminded of TOMLINSON’s performance in that IRANIAN GAOL in relation to his facial expressions and bodily movements ‘I am just a lowly boy - an empty house - possessed by the devil - you can bugger me, dominant male’ sort of thing…

Two ‘ugly girls’ started to shriek with aggressive laughter at RMINGTON ‘what’s that old woman doing in here?’…yes, RIMINGTON didn’t appear to have her usual ‘power over others’ and even told me that I was ‘protection’ for her in that ‘den’…because she knew that I could do things by ‘thought’ upon the networks rather than use actual symbols, gestures and mind control commands…

They led me into the toilets where we had to wait for ages until MARK R and GILL turned up with PURE SODA let us say…and then we left.

The experience of that hell-hole was nightmarish…and one can only hope that it got ‘cleaned up’ a long time ago…a bunch of demonic mind control slaves…how youth culture had degenerated…it was terrible to see because in 1980 - you had what THE CULT and IAN ASTBURY had shown us was ‘slave dancing’ but that was all a bit SALOME and lyrical in its way…a slave dancing seductively for his or her master…whereas what was being performed in RASPUTIN’s that night…was something completely different…much worse…