I went into M&S today, surprise, surprise… I went because I had noted their new stock of TEE-SHIRTS…lovely colours and designs…simple and classic…and good quality cotton…yes I sound like they paid me to say it but I have never received a penny off of M&S nor will in the future…it is simply that this stage of the ill cult game is ‘all about them’ because of CAROLINE, THE PRINCE OF MONACO and the ALLO ALLO TEAM who had a ‘big hand’ at this late stage and at M&S…

For example - upon £55 per week in HARWICH…my weekly shop was from SOMERFIELDS (free delivery) and normally consisted of a lot of cheap brand canned tomato/baked beans/pasta and sauce/potatoes/one large chicken etc etc and I would cook…I had an oven, stove etc…

So it was rather fun to get to this stage in the 13TH ONE ill cult game and get to eat loads of good quality ‘pre-packaged food’ from M&S…something that I had never ever done before in my life…I had been brought up to cook…however, minimalist the cooking e.g. boiled eggs, pasta and sauce, salad etc…

Anyway, 2 years ago I bought some lovely TEE-SHIRTS at TESCOS - I had cycled out there whilst staying at EAGLEHURST which isn’t that far away from their out of town store in Greater Clacton…and they have lasted me until now…

…although SONIA would say that they hadn’t - because the ‘underarms’ went on most of them a while ago because of deodorant stains - which aren‘t noticeable on the outside of the tee-shirt, SONIA….see previous notes upon her calling me a ‘smelly cheese‘ in KATOWICE 1994 because I kept certain tee-shirts and shoes that I loved even when they were beginning to smell ’off’ - I didn‘t know it at the time but SONIA was making an indirect ‘NUDGE‘ in relation to TOMLINSON‘s Bosnia diamonds, lodged in the back of my newly acquired ‘cheap at the price‘ golden framed and ornately carved FULL LENGTH antique mirror - £25 in UK prices at a local antique shop - can anybody resist an obvious bargain? - which SONIA and IRISH MARK had been instructed to get back to the UK via their car…

…and I wasn’t having any of it…I had just read up on the newly changed legislation in POLAND which stated that there would be fines and possible imprisonment for any foreigners trying to take antiques out of the country without paying a massive tax at customs…

So I figured, that as much as I loved that mirror, during my last 6 months in POLAND…that I would give it away…who would buy it from me? Nobody, I figured (I had old-fashioned tastes - the mirror was so ‘fairytale‘ and most men would hate it even if their wives loved it)…so I decided to just offer it around to people who would ‘appreciate’ it and stand their ground with their husband, in terms of antiques, valuables etc…like my best POLISH friend AGNIESZKA…however, MARK R and his mice, got in there first…end of story. AGNIESZKA was to contact me later about it….how it had mysteriously disappeared from my room at HOTELU ASYSTENCKI after I had left…and everybody claimed to know ‘nothing’ about it…

So MARK R and his monkeys really SCREWED TOMLINSON there…and he would have found out…and there is one thing in his biography, as written by MARR (so not an ’autobiography’ if we want to be clinical about it) which was true…see the MOUSETRAP and the ICECREAM cornet scenario…TOMLINSON was the worst ‘dirty trickster’ of the lot…

So I am tempted to think that TOMLINSON thought up the MAUS HAUS horror - on MOD land, now…who else?

However, anybody in ‘intelligence’ can APE another - pretend to be another…TOMLINSON was an adept at that one, at the TEMPLAR CASTLE…his main brutal trick, to keep anybody in line…was to hack their ID on the internet/ill cult intranets…and write whatever came into his head, in relation to harming that person and their social relations…and post lots of stuff in their ID…send emails using their ID…etc etc….

Did anybody else stoop that low? I do not know…

All I know is that, for a laugh and upon TOMLINSON’s blogspot…was that circa 2005/6.…I pretended to be those who were laughing at my posts…yes, I was quickly exposed for not bothering to copy a real SPANISH upside down question-mark…but that was the point, wasn’t it?

How easy it is to imitate somebody else’s style of writing and their general demeanour and perspective (gleaned from their last posts)…so SVINYA and CUERVOBRILLANTE had to then discuss what to do about my ’impersonating them’ (which is almost the same as HACKING AN ID) and the ribald pisstake of themselves, involved - because I was simply pretending that ‘I was them - and then them having an argument with each other, in their posts - in order to up the stakes and make it look more real‘…easily done…register the same screen names and act like them, in their ’crazy’ posts etc etc.

…that is what TOMLINSON had done to me and countless others…remember that old SOE maxim ‘learn their techniques and use it against them’?

So if anybody has ever received an offensive email from somebody called EMILY GYDE…and I am NEVER offensive in emails…please accept my apologies………………….for TOMLINSON.


OTHER NOTES:

So what was it about M&S tee-shirts that caught my eye (and my heart)? The fact that I only had ONE TEE-SHIRT as a hand-down from my sister, at 17 years old…after the BI COURSE….RIMINGTON had stolen the clothes that I had worn, whilst abroad, during that ill cult tour of the world…

….and that tee-shirt was of a certain greenish light grey and I wore it to death, for two years…and so MARTIN put together the SHADES of colours that he ‘knew I would go for’ in the new M&S selection of TEE-SHIRTS…yes, I could almost go for all of them…but that particular shade of greenish grey - which replicated that particular 1980 tee-shirt…thank you. I had never ever found that shade again and wanted to - but never - in all my life.

Yes you might think that ’greenish grey’ sounds horrible - it looks ARMY…but men love a ‘woman in uniform’…and it suits blue/green/grey eyes down to the ground….in fact, it suits brown eyes too, very well indeed…so if you want to look a bit ‘military’ then this is the colour for you…a strict, ‘classical’ shade of colour…depends upon your mood, doesn’t it?

As an older woman now…there are prettier, lighter colours in terms of the tee-shirt range….but funnily enough I liked the ‘darkish brown’ which also had a ‘grey tinge to it’…it suited my mood…and set off the fact that I am so pale and middle-aged nowadays - but in the best possible light…rather than looking like a ‘washed out, wrinkled’ vampire effect…which almost ALL other dark colours (in terms of clothes) now make me look like…I used to love black…now I cannot wear it…

So thank you, from my heart MARTIN - you understood what it is to ‘feel ugly’ and to compensate for that one - knowing that I would be ‘middle-aged’ by now - and always cared about my looks. (Unless there was a hitherto ulterior motive within this ill cult game).

OTHER NOTES:

Anyway, on to the BUSINESS of M&S…yesterday I walked in and got two tee-shirts for £10 and in anybody’s book…that is good value for good quality (unless you are a label fiend - are you barcoded on your bottom too, with ‘exclusive design‘?)….and an odd event occurred:

The two assistants (I do not know their status) had been discussing how they knew….and had put forward in M&S meetings that women were buying tee-shirts in M&S twice as large as their own size if not more…because their own size was far too ‘tight’….which is the prevailing fashion upon the catwalk…

…now in M&S sizes…I am normally a 10-12 on the bottom and 12-14 on the top…but I like baggy teeshirts that do not cling…

So the new fashion in TEE-SHIRTS is ‘not my thing’…

However, I knew that if you go ‘up’ in sizes…you can get the ‘perfect tailored but loose around the body teeshirt’….it looks like it fits…but you look as if you are still really slim underneath it…because the ‘tyres’ of fat (big or small) in relation to midriff or ’under the arm’ are artfully hidden…unlike other shops I might add…which cater for the anorexic teenage body…and that is all.

So yesterday I bought two tee-shirts - one a size 18 and one a size 20 (in what are supposed to be ‘tight, stretchy teeshirts‘)...the assistant questioned me…presumably because they are supposed to do if you haven’t bought the same size, in the ladies’ section…

I explained that I was probably a size 14-16 now on top (the woman couldn’t see- I was wearing a white anorak)….and that I didn’t like anything tight-fitting…

She then told me that if the size 20 wasn’t right…that they would refund it…

I got home….both tee-shirts ‘hung off me in the right places to hide the middle-aged curves etc’…and yet were shaped around me to ‘look good’…yes, I was very happy with my acquisitions….

…and so went back for two more tee-shirts today, it is lovely, seeing natural shades of colour that really accentuate the natural colours of human beings - rather than colours which do not….and met the same woman at the till…she smiled and told me that this time I had chosen two tee-shirts, both at size 18.

I am sure that CAROLINE was behind this,…she would have had an ‘eye’ for natural colours…and GILL would have recruited the best person to do it…

Anyway, what were the two attractive if not glamorous blondes of middle-age - behind the counter of M&S thinking about whilst I explained that I wanted larger sizes…upon my initial buying of two tee-shirts? They were thinking:

“Those idiots in management keep on pooh poohing our ideas but we know what sells upon our floor and this is EVIDENCE that most women don’t like stretchy clingy teeshirts once into middle-age….and that is why we have SEEN so many of them buying ‘up’ at least two sizes ’too big’, in order to get a tee-shirt that fits them, the way that they want it to fit them…and that leaves a whole sector of the market OUT…’ meaning ‘if those of us who are size 14 at M&S are buying size 18/20 or more’ and M&S only goes up to size 22 (and this size is rarely in stock) that means M&S is losing out on a MASSIVE market of women who are above size 14.…and these women knew it. Statistics show that the majority of women in the UK are not below a size 14.…and a very large sector of the market are around 18+ once they have hit middle-age.

So I was given a ‘sign’ having bought the first two tee-shirts…by the assistant at the till….she made a big show of saying that she could only give me TWO FIVES back and not a ten pound note…

Yes it was odd…until I realised that even the SAS had known about that one…they were thinking about their mothers and their child-bearing sisters etc etc (how they would get on, at a later age in life)…and how insane it was….this PAEDOPHILE CULTURE…that one had to try and ‘be young’…more than that, older women were even being forced by clothing stores to adopt ‘tight clothing’ in a size 22...even thought that size 22 would look like a ‘normal non-fitting tee-shirt and not ‘super-size XL’ upon a very thin teenager….

I mean -what is fashion all about now - accentuating your BULGES? Accentuating how much FAT you put on recently so that the ill can see it?

FAT = MEMORY

Let us go with ‘fitted’ but not STRETCHY TIGHT CLINGING fashions…

The women employees at M&S were entirely right…how to alienate most of your customers (normally seen as ‘middle-aged’ ) from your store….by coding a fitted tee-shirt as two or more sizes too small for her - I.e. the size that she thinks that she is….that is HOW TO LOSE CUSTOM big-time.

Not everybody is as ‘unorthodox’ as me…in terms of not caring about the size on the label, nowadays….as a teenager, I had to get into a size 10 or 12 or else…

Nowadays….I judge the garment…if it looks the right size…I am interested…the actual tag in relation to size makes no difference…for example, I have an M&S pair of jeans I bought last year which still fits me…a size 10 (although 14 would probably be more the mark in terms of M&S coding)...and the TESCOS tee-shirts…ALL size 14.…because I like it a little ‘loose’…

I am going on an on, about women’s concerns…but men have them too….why don’t these BIG STORES ever get it right?

Why do they have such shoddy designs (most of their stock)…and change them because of FASHION again and again?

Different tastes…or different microchipped slavery bands, who have been taught to buy a certain thing? A certain BRAND…a certain STYLE….a certain SIZE and nothing else will do…


…that is a key point says TODDY…

….most slaves will NEVER buy a different NUMBER (as in if you were allocated size 12 as a teenager to them)…

… you will always try to be that or not buy clothes until you are that size again…

…and BIG BUSINESS accommodated what TODDY calls ‘conflicting ideals‘ by changing measurements over the years because if women rebel and get fatter (more memory) instead of keeping themselves upon insane teenage diets - “you have to, don‘t you?”…what about men?

“They were taught to ‘keep quiet from birth’ TODDY says cryptically.

You mean the MASONS?

“No, PENIS torture”

I see…or rather I don’t see…

“You’re not a man.”

I am sorry you feel that ‘way’ about FAT - MR WILL SELF……

See his novel - working out how and why he HATES fat - as the little boy of an ASHKENAZIM JOOISH ORTHODOX mother who pummelled her other ‘disobedient son’ into the ground - whereupon in later life he had to spend a certain amount of time ‘sectioned’.

WILL ‘jolly’ SELF didn’t….no way….he could take as many drugs as he liked…and get away with it…until picked up for doing something ‘indecent’ upon JOHN MAJOR’s flight - as part of the pack of ‘elite journalists’ upon ‘political tour’ - yes, SELF might have been hallucinating that it was a ROLLING STONES tour but he was firmly but into his place, upon that one.

(strapped at the back with a gag after ‘tap water’ MARTINET?)

GILL confirms that the above was the case. Upon a whim, the ROYALS had thought that it would be ‘funny to watch’ upon their CCTV.

Like many other ill cult slaves, SELF could handle his ‘drug intake’…it was ‘pure soda’ after all…but not when faced with PURE MARTINET.

How the ROYALS laughed at the CCTV upon that plane. Except that he wasn’t ‘that funny’ and that meant that his life was on the line, from that point on…and MARK R made it his personal mission to plague that guy….in order to make his life utter hell…(that was MARK R’s way of becoming indispensable to the MAD ROYALS….he was their controller and also their ‘best friend’ - an uneasy mix - for those that they thought of as ‘servants‘ - and ‘slippage‘ as I had said to DABYDEEN, occurred but in a different way to what I had previously described I.e. the ill families who own and control INTELLIGENCE SERVICES around the globe - they start fighting - all ‘shareholders‘ and ‘slippage‘ occurs I.e. information gets out)…