All I know now is that the grand old age of 48 - if somebody starts to act like JADE around you....do not wait for a professional to label them as 'emotionally retarded' etc etc....distance, draw a larger circle...understand the situation...and then do as most people did...get the hell out of the area....

...the horror for me, was...that LAING stuck to me like glue...from day one - at DARTINGTON...CAROLINE managed to prise her loose for a while...obviously 'more powerful' in terms of her own 'personal power'...despite being much lower down in the ill cult, at that point in time (although once she had moved to FRANCE and come under the PRINCE OF MONACO's 'PARASOL' things got a lot easier)...but LAING continued to pursue me and then GILL became an 'issue' decades on....to the point where...if I hadn't remembered him as a young boy and teenager...I would have said 'yeah ROCKEFELLERS have him - all yours'...but I had memories...and I couldn't let go...