Yes, you had a heightened LSD type of trip on already heightened senses...the drug input was minimal and basically harmless, in that small a dose. You got lucky. Others didn't - they changed the name plate now and then.

The last murder victim was in 2009.

Plus HENRY figured....having seen what you saw...that you learnt a lot about many things during that terrifying trip...you pushed back boundaries...you saw things that might never have seen before...in relation to scientific discovery....images and conceptions of things that hadn't been noted before...even by the ill.

No wonder the word ARIZONA came up - as ARIZONA DESERT upon the ROCKEFELLER oil cult truck...was that tree, where they had got their occultic but basically SCIENTIFIC knowledge from?

As far as I know it was...their 'tree of knowledge' if you didn't die from it, in the process...

...and I had been made to go through it at a very young age...but GILL hadn't...

HENRY's thinking was in terms of 'you want to know what I know? Join the party...' but in relation to GILL being an adult who had been hideously abused, physically and chemically by the ill...he had to 'watch' very carefully and manipulate events from behind the scenes...watch 'body levels' every nanosecond, sort of thing...TODDY had told HENRY what to do, let him go through that horror but ensure that you keep him safe...