Anyway, I also remembered what TODDY had done with me - and AMADEUS...in relation to THE TURN OF THE SCREW...we were all in that massive mansion - where the BBC SERIES was shot...and the production had attracted the top ill of the UK...so many people there...outside, in the building...like BEES TO HONEY...

...TODDY had given me a 'fatal heart-attack'...in order to kill off HENRY...that is to make me believe that whilst I was in 'HENRY alter'...that I had died...to then be resuscitated as EMILY...but HENRY wasn't having any of it...I fell to the floor and then HENRY did, what he normally did...he made everybody in that room kill each other...TODDY with a scalpel, the SAS opened fire from the doorways that they had been guarding and a lot of people died...i then got up, stepped over the bodies and walked out...to find a member of the top ill, outside...and rewrote his files to make him takeover a BLACK CAB and drive me back to MANNINGTREE...whereupon I locked myself into my flat and took the phone line out of the wall to lie low...until the ill had worked out, what had happened...

...I then arranged for somebody to deal with the ill man who had driven me to MANNINGTREE by rewriting files...

anyway, RIMINGTON eventually found out where i was and 'got me' again in MANNINGTREE...which makes me wonder now...that was the last time that I had seen GILL and the others together...so who cleaned out the 'bloodbath' of bodies after that BBC production then? I am astonished that they even got the film edited and released...as far as I know...it was the last time that I had seen the lot of them together...because I was then to start work at ACORN VILLAGES LTD...

HENRY escaped as usual...and I suppose the top ill must have finally figured out that attacking me in such a way...trying to kill my youngest alter off - the one who held all of the memories...wasn't going to work...because they simply ended up killing each other off - around me, time and time again.