The calculator just came up unbidden as I tried to pull up WORKS WORD PROCESSOR…and it had that ‘epsilon’ symbol as far as I am aware…an elliptic shape…with a diagonal line through the centre of it…a mathematic symbol as far as I can remember but my memory is not good….

So this will relate to MARTIN and his RATCLIFFE site…and will probably be a clue to the scientific brains of the regiment in some way…not sure how though…

All that came to mind was e for epsilon at LANGLEY SENIORS and being given an A for achievement in an early maths class (first year) and an E for effort…yes, despite the teacher doing her best to discourage everybody who liked maths and was good at it - from doing any work at all during the lesson…this teacher had decided that because I had got the most sums right, in that particular lesson…and because of my attitude in class ‘can I have some more work please’…and her reply ‘do the same exercise again then’…I was then given an ‘Epsilon for effort’ as punishment - for ‘bad behaviour‘ I suppose…does that figure to you…it doesn’t to me…after that I stopped maths lessons altogether and began ‘radio room’ lessons in the broom cupboard, as it were…LANGLEY SENIORS had a two tier marking system…ACHIEVEMENT AND EFFORT…although EFFORT was loosely defined in real terms, as ‘getting on with your teacher’…and EFFORT was marked in GREEK symbols…those very same symbols that were used by the CIA to denote different brainwave levels at which you were programmed as children…alpha, beta, delta, epsilon…

ALPHA, BETA, DELTA, EPSILON…

So I got an EPSILON FOR EFFORT and arrived at the ‘broom cupboard’ for ‘radio people-controller network’ teaching…

EPSILON was supposed to mean ‘zero effort’…‘effortlessly‘, one might say…is that what GILL was getting at…

CAROLINE used to tell me that her life had been somewhat ‘effortless’ in so many words…she just ‘was’ and ‘effortlessly’ herself…and things just used to work out her way…open to everything…listened to everybody…that sort of thing…if you block things coming into you…then you create a dam, which is dangerous…if you just let it all go…let things come in and out…then nothing gets pent-up and potentially destructive…that sort of thing…

Just let it all come and go but hold onto your CENTRE and know who you really are…sort of thing…

If something or somebody came her way who/which was hostile/aggressive…she would generally collapse with laughter…until she got to PHIL, a Catholic student…and he hurt her badly by telling her that her work was shit…out of character for him…and uncharacteristically, she didn’t laugh it off…

I retorted to her that if you wanted to know what shit looked like…to look at his work but she only managed a small smile…

PHIL’s work…his early work, when I think about it…was rather like mine…he had done a similar ‘first self-portrait’…as a tall but indeterminate androgynous figure…waving their arms and legs about in a sort of ‘windy mist’…yes, I can see where we were both coming from there…mine had long hair, the only difference to his…WINDSORS…ECT ‘misting of the brain’…and trying to escape…

EPSILON was supposed to mean ‘zero effort’…‘effortlessly‘, one might say…is that what GILL was getting at…

A force that is ‘effortless’…that can move anywhere…GRAVITONS in action…your soul…that can do things effortlessly…glide through matter….remote-view…at EPSILON brainwave level?

MARK R then termed it a ‘ghost in a box’ upon GILL’s RATCLIFFE webpage (see below comment)…

…it is a real ‘ghost in the box’ though…and entrapped by soul-trappers who know about this very special ‘gas’…