Anyway, i should keep a note of the 'day after the ROYAL WEDDING' which - thanks to BARCLAYS 'TV monitor' showing BBC news....told customers that the wedding is on FRIDAY and so TEMPLARS have to be 'prepared' for what happens on the SATURDAY...

...I am supposed to be 'really stressed out' at this point in the ill cult game and writing nonsense....if I am writing anything at all....the idea was 'if you are not dead by then' YOU WILL BE 'homeless and posting insanities from library computers'....

So I figure that i am not doing too badly, here.

Yes I get things wrong...typing so quickly day by day...sometimes I spot the mistakes and rectify them...including TYPOS...but there again I leave the TYPOS in (mistakes in typing) if they are symptomatic of ill cult programming...because BI knows all about that one....COLLIE told me that nobody ever handed in a perfect dissertation without one mistake...I figured that I would prove her wrong...I knew the couple of mistakes that I had made....one included a 'space bar' one...I should have left a space and didn't...that type of thing....


...could she spot my mistakes? I regarded the whole 'linguistic matrix thing as a joke'....

I was a MATHEMATICIAN at heart (TODDY had brought me up as that)...and used to PHYSICS...like the back of my hand - I didn't need 'notation' to see 'how something worked' and the energy forces at work in a scientific experiment...the 'SHA' LITERARY THEFT ORGANISATION - as I have nicknamed MI8 - were the lowest of the low to the scientists of the ill cult and I knew it...

In short, I knew that LINGUISTS like COLLIE could never ever 'join the dots' as a RENAISSANCE type of person (as MANNEKE had said about the LINGUIST/TRANSLATION course within that department - none of them got the equivalent of a maths o' level - they do not get maths at all or science in general - it is unfair to laugh at them for not getting elementary stuff in maths)....

...however, COLLIE was an ill cult scientist too, upon the other side of the mirror....it is simply that upon this side of the mirror...she used LANGUAGE to distract and to diffuse 'real knowledge' coming out of SCIENCE...to A - MAZE people....ill cult programming...to 'put them in a maze of linguistic and image horror'...

"FEELING your way out of it is key" OBAMA once told the CIA LAB.

yes, that is, if you can still 'feel' in an 'ordinary way' which the TASCHMANNS and JADE/AMADEUS/MARK ROCKEFELLER obviously couldn't...

If one wants to look at the 'greatest minds' of the last century - then JUNG comes up....read what he had actually written and not some silliness from a JUNG READER...he had written extensively about the HISTORY OF ALCHEMISTS for example....volumes of detailed analysis....available at WARWICK UNIVERSITY 1996-7 and by the SIGMUND FREUD collection of 'oldish musty books'....i remember checking the date of publication and thinking only that recent? Not that old then...but books expire quickly once left out in an ordinary library...

I mean that the books looked 'ancient' in every way...typescript, lettering, binding...but they were published way after i was born...

Let me take you back to 1996/7 - having a look at what WARWICK were boldly broadcasting as their original editions of the works of FREUD and JUNG in full....yes the books weren't original publications - obviously not, the dates were wrong but they 'looked it' - rather like a DISNEY FILM of a library of really old 'mystical books' in musty greenish or brown vellum with faded gold text down the spine....of course, nobody would have been allowed to finger these books in the reserve section of the library and they took up a whole 'stall' - so many books...a huge amount of books...apparently the 'collected works/writings' of both authors...

...and I 'know' that GILMORE was involved...but I have no idea why....