THE SIMPSONS latest comic:

it is all about the 'ugly sisters'...and MARK R said to me 'you will be so fat and ugly at this stage - that you will feel like them'...

Yes I can now see how that ties in with the 'bride' upon those photos who kept on saying that she was too fat...what did it matter...oh so pretty...

MARK R did anything that he could to make you look and feel unattractive...that was a big ROCKEFELLER trick...even if you were as slim as a model...MARK R drove his point home along the lines of 'even if you don't get that fat - you will look old and your hair will be grey and you will rue the times in your young life when you thought that you weren't attractive and didn't make the most of it because look at you now'...

I was screwed up completely as a teenage and for the next few decades of my life because if I had a relationship...the trauma of sex and getting pregnant...was the biggest psychological horror...