I went to the LIBRARY today and got out two new DVDs:

MARGOT AT THE WEDDING for laughs (because I have a sneaking suspicion that MARK R showed me that one to order to attempt to program me to ‘muck up’ my sister’s wedding - didn’t happen).

LIMITS CONTROL

Jim Jarmusch…knows a massive amount about ill cult and ‘layers of the onion’…I had first seen a film of his, with my father…about an ESKIMO BOY and an AMERINDIAN GIRL who are at the same orphanage…he becomes a WWII pilot and she gets a job on the RAF base and near to the end, we are shown many images of RAF aerial MAPS (a lot of the film is about ‘defying gravity‘)…I cannot remember how it ends but a ‘miraculous film’…and I am sure that it has resonances to ‘real life’ along the line…the ill and the resistance, highly encode all of their films…COLETTE had noted that film and told me to watch it at least twice, in the future…I took SARAH HOLIDAY and another art student friend to see it in EXETER…recommended it to them…SARAH was blown away…happiness…she loved the movie.

This JARMUSCH film is called THE LIMITS OF CONTROL

…and as soon as I saw it I ‘knew’ that the main character was supposed to be TOMLINSON…what he had ended up involved in…somebody must have told me that in the CIA LAB…

TILDA SWINTON also stars…as a blonde-haired cowboy - as far as I can see from the images on the back of the DVD.

OTHER NOTES:

Whilst in the library - I remembered one important thing…KATE CHEDGZOY had apparently been the surrogate mother of MARTIN GILL or rather specifically MARTINE…she knew his female child alter…and loved her passionately - cared about MARTIN(E) for the whole of his life…

She was the ENGLISH DEPARTMENT lecturer who had delivered the most important series of lectures at WARWICK that I was to attend - the GAY AND LESBIAN studies ‘overview of lesbian/gay literature) which gave me the platform and context to begin my dissertation upon DEREK JARMAN (not to mention CHEDGZOY‘s book on QUEER literature)…although I also have to mention another lecturer in that department who was to do the same thing with ‘modern film and literature’…the ENGLISH DEPARTMENT was obviously on the ball and delivering top class academic lectures…at least the two that taught those courses were (I didn’t attend any others)…you really do have to find the lecturers who can teach top-class seminars/tutorials - it is no good opting for a university simply because it has a ‘good name’…SUSAN BASSNETT and her friend - also did a top-notch introductory lecture upon BRITISH STUDIES but this series then clashed with my timetable, so I was unable to attend…and that was after SHARKEY had disappeared…and that centre had really begun to ‘pull their finger out’…COLLIE also did a very good ‘overview’ series of ’tutorials’ for her translation studies group and anybody else interested in ACADEMIC LITERARY THEORY…without having to wade through the ponderous and dubious TERRY EAGLETON book (which was the ‘bible‘ in those days), bandied around at 6th form college.

OTHER NOTES:

Whilst rooting around for DVDs…a woman approached…a J K ROWLING lookalike…and I knew that she was yet another stand-in (if I am correct upon that one - see previous notes - she would be unlikely to turn up anywhere, ever again)…she stood close the whole while, that I was choosing DVDs…

OTHER NOTES:

MI5 networks were very disgruntled today…everywhere I walked…what on earth was I doing? What had I meant about giving MCDONALD the knowledge to build a tool that would break through their doors?

Let me put it plainly: MCDONALD and MARK R told me that they wanted to get the financial details and evidence that MI5 wasn’t funded by government…that it was a privately owned ‘spying company’. They would prove it with documents…so we got into the building and they showed me them…it was true.

If you had enough money - you funded MI5 as you might fund a POLITICAL PARTY and you got ‘favours’ because of it.

EMB knew that one, only too well.

ROWLING’s father had contributed - that is why his daughter had enjoyed ‘certain privileges’. He hadn’t contributed that much (in relation to other sponsors) - but a significant amount to secure those ‘privileges’ for his daughter.

MARK R pointed out the sheets…the bank accounts…the names…where MI5 really got their money from in order to do what they did…

I immediately saw a loophole…the ROYALS didn’t contribute that much…they relied upon sponsors…they were too greedy…too mean…and the fact that so many people were ‘share-holders’ in MI5 meant a ‘way in’ to me…

Let me now backtrack…EMB had taken me around MI5 ‘in good faith’ as she was to tell me…so many very high up ill cult figures did…because they had all been ordered to take part in this 13TH ONE ill cult game - and they were all supposed to ‘give me clues’. Some more ‘sincerely’ than others.

That is why I already knew the layout and premises…although one network is telling me that the official name of the agency in that building was MI7.

What do I know?

I have always confused the lot of them…MI5, MI6, MI7...that is why I tend to call them BI in terms of networks…

RIMINGTON - in the press - was supposed to have worked for MI5...and in 1989 she had used me to steal a mind control manual from her office (because she wouldn’t have got away with it, herself, apparently) - her office was one of three at the penultimate level of the building - she was a head of department - there were three of them - three offices on that floor, and the office of the ’boss’ was above them…

The manual consisted of HUMPTY DUMPTY codes…I.e. ALICE numerical codes beginning with the UMBRELLA numerical code - just sheet after sheet of ALICE references and number codes…

…and this was in the building with the massive archway…near to the THAMES…and that is generally known as MI5...but most people in the ill cult considered RIMINGTON to be MI6 through and through…so what was an MI6 person doing, being a head of department in an MI5 building (according to the press).

You see the difficulty here?

Anyway, today I ‘outed’ what the CIA LAB had done in relation to what TOMLINSON exclaimed (yes he was still alive at that point): “GREAT! LET’S BLOW THE DOORS OFF!”

MARK R and MCDONALD with his ‘special pen’…had got us all in there…the presenter included…to film (with a hidden camera I might add) the presenter in front of a ROTHSCHILD portrait.

After that one, they had then gone into somebody’s office and found what they wanted in terms of financial documents…it was that easy.

Afterwards and back in NY…I began to feel guilty (but needlessly - these BI people were all planning my death in horrific and meticulous ways - according to the 13TH ONE ill cult game)…simply because they had been ‘nice’ to me in terms of taking me round their various establishments and ‘giving me clues’…which they had been told - I would never remember and even if I did…I wouldn’t understand…sent mad by extreme abuse and drugging - OLANZAPINE and tooth control…as in the PINS in my filling.

You now see why I haven’t gone back to the dentist to let them ‘build up’ that filling with ‘pins’?

PINS are electro-conductors…I know how they work in relation to what ‘lies beneath’ in your canal root of a tooth…

Anyway, I said to MCDONALD that I would offer MI5 - to give them an invincible set of doors, as a replacement for what I felt responsible for….I could knock off a ‘one off pattern’ of electrical charges that nobody would be able to guess…

MCDONALD advised me not to do so with a simple warning:

“MI5 murdered the last locksmith to keep it secret”

So I swallowed that one and turned to other things.

OTHER NOTES:

Did I mention that I then went to SAINSBURYS….that ORANGE place…and another stand-in past me down the aisles twice…all I know is that he was a stand-in for SCOTLAND YARD/CID…a boss of a detective squad…

…I bought a £1.49 bag of mixed DRIED mushroom shiitake, oyster and porcini…because I ‘knew’ that this was very important…I had searched for them before but not found them in supermarkets.

Once at home - I put them into my slo-cooker…and added Knorr stock…the smell was delicious…haut cuisine….reminded me of France…so much better than an ‘add in sauce’ and cheaper I might add…the mushrooms make the water into a sauce…just add meat and you are there…and serve with rice I would have thought…and a bit of cream perhaps…

…and I knew that I was on to something but what?

SAINSBURYS call that small packet: MERCHANT GOURMET

OTHER NOTES:

THE MUSHROOM CULT

PORCINI
OYSTER
SHIITAKE

OTHER NOTES:

After doing my usual promenade walk to see a CADBURY’S COOKIE PACKET left out by the bridge…shades of my niece’s programming…

I went to the library and then to SAINSBURY’S…and then BOOTS…and in BOOTS at the till a MARTIN GILL lookalike walked up…I studied him closely…not him…but why so many stand-ins today? Let me count how many…

SCARLETT and CHEDGZOY both had ‘stand-in’s this morning, outside of MAGNET HOUSE…so did CAMERON…who else…DEBBIE SMITH…who else…I can’t remember…an odd woman who was dressed in a Victorian way, walked in…she had a hat that my sister used to wear…a black ‘chimney sweep’s hat’ in black velvet….who knows why there were so many stand-ins today?