i had a very odd dream last night of two people who were supposed to be going through the 13TH ONE GAME in CLACTON at the same time as myself...one looked like a PETER MANDELSON type...charming, brown-eyed and very well-spoken...and the other was a psychiatric nurse who had been unable to keep up her mortgage payments and the ill had given her a job as an ISIS PRIESTESS...an executioner of their slaves...at around £400 a night...the location being somewhere in a forest in OXFORDSHIRE...

I had met her circa 2003...and she had told me that she used to work in a 'NIGHTCLUB' in OXFORDSHIRE...so she stopped working full-time as a psychiatric nurse and eventually gave up work at PETER BRUFF ward...she had thick dark blonde hair...and I met a similar nurse there again (but very likely to be a stand-in this time around)...who left, early on...she reminded me in looks of KATHRYN STOCKS best friend at school..called CAROLINE who also lived down St Bernards, not far from her....another jooish family...she might have been CAROLINE for all I know...probably was...

Anyway, the actor was a WARLOCK...so the two of them went together, in a way...

He told me in my 'dream' that he had already eaten on the train back to CLACTON...the 'diner queen' and when I looked puzzled he replied 'not that type of queen' as in a gay man...he said the phrase as if it were a buffet car 'special'...in my dream - i was putting him up in my old bedroom at 14 St Bernards Road...

The nurse also turned up and I gave her a choice of my Swiss grandmother's old room or the 'pineal gland' bedroom...

The oddest thing of all is this:

That new 'time' for an ATOS APPOINTMENT had triggered the above dream:

11.25

You see RIMINGTON circa 2003 had snapped at me (because I had managed to escape entrapment by the ill again) - "the appointment is at NIGHT and so you will miss it"...

11.25

II - SS

Now circa 2003, that nurse had told me that she used to catch the 11.25pm train...she was explaining how she got to this 'nightclub'...she had to go through LONDON to get there...

I then remembered SONIA at the TEMPLAR CASTLE pointing this nurse out and telling me that the ill cult had murdered her mother...and that she would go through a far more terrible time during her 13TH ONE ill cult game...yes, I can see that now.

I then thought about a phrase that I had read before sleeping - in PRIVATE EYE:

FACE THE MUSIC AND DANCE

Now that is what we all had to do and in many different ways, whilst at the TEMPLAR CASTLE...that LURPACK/LOEHRPACK 'TANGO' for example...

TODDY and MUSIC programming - MUSIC is always a big number...particularly popular music - in ill cult programming.

So then I began to think about this 'nightclub' in terms of a RAVE in the WOODS...and then i began to think of the TASCHMANNS and their PAN god of CHAOS programming...a sort of PAN orgy...a festival of sorts...so what is going on here then? The 'heart of darkness' in OXFORDSHIRE?