I haven't mentioned this as yet because it is 'peripheral' to what happened to me...


...picture yourself as a young teenager...very 'wet' behind the ears - feeling extremely 'virginal' and 'what did JACKIE magazine say about attracting the man you fancied again?'....and in the SNOOTY FOX bar on the ground floor of SOLIHULL HIGH STREET.


AMANDA PRICE was to also claim to be a 'virgin' once she had had an ectoplasmic what-have-you...and been told in no uncertain terms that she wasn't a virgin...the extreme trauma of it all...she required emergency treatment to save her life...


HELEN BROWNE had then told the 'whole of SOLIHULL' that AMANDA PRICE was just a whore who 'went with truckers' and that they had got her pregnant...yes, really.


Anyway, let us get back to 'me' at that ghastly establishment...whilst I went to the WC...money exchanged hands...LINDA FORD took the many £20 notes saying 'THANK YOU, DEARIE'... and that was that.


I was 'seeing it all'...I went outside of that evil place and stood in the shadows...I 'called GILL' telepathically...in terms of 'what the hell are you doing???'

He replied that he would be out there immediately.

He was - he met me in the shadows and took me in his arms...I stared into his eyes and questioned him hard...I was a 'secret joo'...he knew that...his synagogue knew that...yet he was dating people like DEBORAH MCDONAGH who were not on their books but considered 'those he could date' even though the synagogue had no record of them...they were not even 'hidden joos' what was going on?

I asked GILL...took his head in my hands and told him to THINK...use your common sense...your reason, your logic...WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?