GILL continued to be 'put out on dates' by his father...and the result was - to 'favour' none of them...as I have said before...through sheer wit and intelligence, DEBBI SMITH earnt three dates...but he got too 'fond' of her and that was the end...

I was left wondering - what the hell is this?

Particularly after GILL and I, had the first sexual HETEROSEXUAL intercourse of our lives...together...and it was MIND-BLOWING.

He then asked me to marry him - I blissfuly agreed.



...after that, it was all downhill...never 'together'...always 'forcefully separated'...by the ill cult.