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MARK R made GILL and myself write this one...no idea why, as yet...but it appears to be about a card game called SUGAR (spades are the BRITISH ROYAL FAMILY) and the Cocaine trade, I suppose...

GILL was supposed to be 'isaac' and I was supposed to be his wife...another insane fantasy of MARK Rs no doubt in relation to 'splitting us up'...whilst recounting what he thought were funny 'drug trade' incidents...

GILL told me that the ill cult used to dress ROZ up in GINGHAM a lot to reinforce DOROTHY/OZ programming...I can vaguely remember some of the 'incidents' described such as GILL in 'recovery position' on the living room floor one day...

SUSAN ALCOCK is probably referenced by the very blonde woman at the top...probably because GILL as an 11 year old had teased me that he had found a new girlfriend and so I refused to speak to him until he told me that it wasn't true...

I am beyond 'jealousy'...I was from a very early age...'just walk away' time...that is what I used to do again and again in order to make them 'behave'...and then MARK R would repeat the patterns...set up new horrors - wipe everybody's memories beforehand...try again...the guy was obsessive...to the nth degree....so was TODDY.

OTHER NOTES:

i had an odd flash of 'el zombo' as in JO SMITH this morning...she had been very like TOMLINSON as in non-too-bright but a tour de force in terms of BULL like energy...to force things through...ROZ was very attracted to this type of character...JO had also been a 'personal favourite' of PRINCE PHILIP...

I also flashbacked to GILL protecting me from an EL ZOMBO attack from his NY frequency desk (before MARK R banned him from using it)...thank you...she didn't 'get me' in the way that she had got JACQUI CARROLL...el zombo appeared to be running both ROZ and JACQUI...

JO appeared to make good later on though...at that hotel with ROZ and the laptop...see previous notes...so she was a 'good person' when not in her demonic alter...