Why would CAROLINE not want me to be there...and also my father...and what has GILL got to do with it?

I had assumed that she simply didn't want me to 'have another look at her'...but there again, it could be much, much worse...remember what happened at my SWISS GRANDMOTHER'S funeral at the crematorium?

...I appear to be the only one who has woken up and begun to talk about all of this in public, out of the entire family...although as far as I know HUMPHREY and CIELO woke up some time ago...and possibly also ED and SUSAN...but they haven't talked about any of it in public as yet, as far as I know...