GILL always looked a bit puck-like...a wicked spirit...in photos but he had a heart of gold, in relation to myself and others...I remember explaining that one 'I have the gold in my head- he has it in his heart - and together we are greater than the sum of two parts - we become a whole'...

I remembered an odd one, this morning...it was being with TOMLINSON on ESSEX CAMPUS...but he was in FATI alter...not dressed up though...and i took him to the canteen...he figured that he had been banned...but nobody told him to go away...the last time he had gone in there with GILL...something had happened...

FATI was upset - we had been in a computer room in one of the main buildings (ELEANOR LURRING was also there - the first time that I had met her - although she wasn't a student there, as far as I know) and suddenly FATI began to cry - huge heaving sobs so I closed the door and locked it - she was horribly upset about everything - once she had calmed down, we went for a walk on campus...we went to eat in the canteen, FATI got two helpings of a main course...TOMLINSON was obviously starving...and I got some bread and butter for him...and buttered the bread...I knew it was important for him to have BUTTER for some reason...

Later on, whilst walking back to the block - FATI told me that I loved 'him' as in GILL more than her...I explained that this wasn't true...GILL and I had known each other since toddlerhood...that is why we were so close...FATI replied 'he's like a brother'...I agreed...I didn't love him more than FATI - FATI then said that he was like a brother to her too but terribly rude - he upset her a lot...I continued 'we are one terrible family', FATI agreed...and we hugged...

FATI then told me that GILL stole food from the fridge and she was angry...I 'knew' something was up and replied 'he's not a pet'...FATI frowned...somewhere along the line I knew that the ill cult starved their 'pets'...so I kept on repeating that he was a human being...if he was rude to her...then women tended to slap men's faces...FATI should do that, not starve him....you can imagine the consequences...suffice to say, FATI didn't starve GILL anymore...but he got whacked around the face a few times, until he stopped being rude...

Anyway, FATI took my advice...the ill had been starving all of them...and FATI ruled the fridge...I simply told her to ensure that they all ate well and that they were healthy (that included the two Americans - in the same 'radio research' boat of SCARLETT's)...what else could I do?