When you walk around CLACTON...despite the women who want to look like 'superwoman' with their MASCARA, FAKE TANS and LONG DARK HAIR...

...everybody is different...young and old...it is real...it is how life is...human life really is... a joy to behold...it makes me happy to be in this 'sanctuary' of REAL HUMAN BEINGS...and not a 'Solihull' environment of wannabe BARBIE DOLLS AND BARBIE KENS...

MASCARA is a big problem...

Various top HOLLYWOOD WOMEN were photographed without it by that ridiculous magazine ENQUIRER...and told that they needed or else, in order to be thought of as 'attractive'...

Now I can remember GREENIE's son and his gay partner 'abrahms'...telling me that MASCARA was such a 'turn-on'...despite them supposedly being GAY MEN...they could be 'turned on' by a woman wearing fake eyelashes and enough of it.

What do you make of the above?

FETISHISM - you might say. The guys aren't really gay - they get 'turned on' by certain buttons which are pressed.


If a guy had enough MASCARA and FALSE EYELASHES on - he would attract the pair of them.


MARTIN GILL - who was taught by TODDY to have a stocking fetish in relation to being made to watch SUSAN ALCOCK wind down black stockings against her white skin and white blonde hair....TODDY had wanted him to get fascinated by BLONDES...but he didn't...

His best friend had light brown hair...shiny, healthy hair which curled at the ends...GILL had looked at me, that day...when we had 'saved' him at his best friend's house...as he lay upon his best friend's bed under his duvet, trying to recover...and he had watched his BEST FRIEND and myself chat...we really got on...we 'understood' the music....understood the records...just chatting about music...pop records and how they made us feel...GILL then began to realise that he was so attracted to that shiny, light brown wavy hair...his best mate had it...I had it...as we sat by the bed....he put a hand out to touch his best mate's hair (he couldn't touch mine - too far away) and laughed as his mate said 'fuck off you perv'...rolled back laughing...

LIGHT BROWN HAIR...GILL then decided that an albino - as far as the ARAB CULTURAL input went, into mind control - meant light brown hair and blue eyes...just like the guy he had made his best friend, at school...just like me...it didn't mean 'BLOND(e)'.

See CARLA BRUNI for an example of 'white Arab'.