in DARK BLUE: erigh

I can remember now…at one point…in the CIA LAB…GILL stating that he wanted to be ‘mafia boss of the world’ because he was the ‘best at it’…

Yes, I do not disagree with that one at all…you took SOLIHULL by storm - but MARK ROCKEFELLER had a very unfair advantage…immunity to the ill cult CROSS type of programming…

So did you become ‘mafia boss of the world’ - I do not mind…so long as nobody is allowed to eat babies or CANNIBALISE human beings, in general…or to torture them out of their minds in order to create MIND CONTROL SLAVES. Add to that, the abolishment of the SLAVE MARRIAGE market and we are almost home…

The TASCHMANNS used to eat ‘grilled’ human testicles on toast and ‘chopped up, cooked foetus’ on SPAGHETTI as their ‘Bolognese’…yes, I can remember it all, now…complete and utter CANNIBALS.

So what was that strange RUSSIAN SPAM comment left on EMB this morning? It talked about two dishes:

BALABOL - BOL means PAIN in Polish and it might do too, in Russian…BAAL was TOMLINSON….A was OBAMA and the BOL was MARK R and AMADEUS…they also referred to themselves as the BOLE as in the French for an edible type of mushroom…but in fact what they meant was POISONOUS TOADSTOOLS which they used to force slaves to eat…see previous notes upon GREENIE’s son and myself almost dying…down ‘death corridor’ at the TEMPLAR CASTLE…however, AMADEUS, THE PRINCE OF MONACO and TODDY got overthrown…locked in a cage…MARK R tried to commit suicide (GREENIE’s son and myself came down from ‘death corridor’ to find that a ‘great battle’ had taken place and the SAS had figured that they had won…)

So in brief…the new ‘coalition’ at the top of the ill cult after the TEMPLAR CASTLE was:

TOMLINSON/OBAMA/TASCHMANNS…and you can add PUTIN in to the mix, somewhere along the line…as well as DAVID MILIBAND.

The top ill as in PRINCE PHILIP (with the ROTHSCHILDS behind him - running him, I suppose) issued a decree that if we could ‘work it all out’ before the NWO began…then they would reconsider…hence the CRAZY COMPANY’s crazy capers, all over the world…

The BRITISH ROYALS/PRINCE OF MONACO/TODDY appeared to be trying to form a resistance to those who had knocked them off the top…it is all so complicated…because OBAMA was running GREEN TOWER with MARK R…

Perhaps it is because there was a fly in the ointment and that was ‘other frequency desks’ that didn’t show up on their radar…such as JAPANESE DAD’s frequency desk…or the INVISIBLE TASCHMANN slaves, smuggling gold bars out of NY via the CHRISTCHURCH BANK…who knows?

All I know is that ‘nobody quite knew what was going on’….but that the ROTHSCHILDS would have had more of an idea than most…even though the PRAGUE ROTHSCHILD was microchipped in the neck, like the rest of us…and so that really puzzles me…unless I then go on to talk about TADCO and the real MITTAL family…the ultra-hidden ‘of ROMAN colonial ancestry/Northern African BEK aristocracy’ families…which OBAMA didn’t want mentioned…because he was related…more than related…a descendent of…yes, OBAMA looked a bit more African than Arab, to Western eyes and so could pass himself off as ‘black’ which wasn’t quite the case, was it? Not in his eyes, at any rate…but given the horrific programming he had had as a child, to put the ill cult LIE-IN…one can see why…

JADE LAING was the ‘key-in’ to all of it…showing us where the hidden doors/entrances were…to the ‘underground city’…underneath the old city of Jerusalem…and she was of TADCO descent…and one wonders now about DAVID BOWIE and his wife IMAM…who hailed from ETHIOPIA…as apparently did MICHELLE ROBINSON in terms of her ‘Sephardic descent‘ according to AMADEUS…OBAMA’s wife…

SEPHARDIC or SEPHARVAIM as GILL puts it…I would guess that my Swiss-French family had known these families for centuries but made some sort of a break with them…to become penalised into the ground…because they wanted to protect and continue the knowledge of both left and righthand paths…whilst the ill only wanted to follow SATANISM…the lefthand, negative path…I do not suppose that many children or adults, down the generations, were given a choice…JADE LAING certainly wasn’t, as AMADEUS was to clearly outline.

I remember remote-viewing AMADEUS’ childhood…he was an idyllic child…kind, good, thoughtful…rather like JOHNNY ROTTEN…rather like ‘that girl upstairs with rings through her nose/tongue whatever’…who is consistently in trouble with the POLICE/CHP…

DALDRY had told me in PRAGUE 1995...that when the GOOD turn BAD…they are far worse than a child born ‘naturally inclined to be evil/anti-social’ etc etc…

…and that is what the ill tried to do to children and adults…to make them ‘flip’…

The best and also the worst example of this type of thing…and it is a bit of a joke but there you go…is that SOMERSET MAUGHAM story of an English (or was he Scottish?) fundamentalist bible-bashing preacher who goes out to ‘foreign lands’…ends up on ‘paradise isle’ with lovely native women who do not tend to ‘dress much’…and ends up a rampant, fornicating alcoholic (who is convinced that he is going to hell)…a bit of a TASCHMANN eh? The man has swung like a pendulum…from one extreme to another….that much is made clear, within the story…a view of human nature…

You see why one has to take the values of the EAST and not get too ‘fundamental’? One has to say that it is better, as my JAPANESE friends at WARWICK were to state ‘to just keep the evil in your character in check…we are all born 50% good and 50% evil (their idea of human nature)…make sure that the good side is always a bit more than the evil…to keep it in check…to keep the whole world in balance.

The joos added a bit more to that one, in my book…in terms of the ‘evil impulse’ being a blind, self-interest impulse…do not let it rule your life or your character - or you will become a zombie, controlled by the ill cult….everybody does, who goes down that lefthand path. Read the ZOHAR - BERESHEIT (Genesis) to get an idea…

…and as DABYDEEN was to state - there is a ‘natural law at work here’…those who became zombies of the ill cult…no matter how high up they got…their lives were riddled with horror…unbelievable emotional, psychological pain (not to mention physical pain or ’early death’) in relation to events that followed…

SCOTTIE and his SAS mate - told me that I could ‘out’ a MASONIC secret which ‘wasn’t too bad’…the mind boggles - if what they had told me ‘wasn‘t too bad‘ what was ‘really bad‘ then?…

I had asked them about that one because the 13TH ONE ill cult game, demanded that you do so…and I had no idea of what to ‘out’ to the general public.

They told me that MASONS sometimes keep ‘two families’ and run them both as the father/husband figure without either family knowing about the other…sometimes more than two families but that wasn’t possible for most men…as SCOTTIE and his friend laughed…two families was enough.

I asked them why - any man could be bothered to put that much energy into more than one family? I mean surely, raising one family - drains a man into the ground?

I didn’t get it at all. In fact, I found it difficult to believe, in UK society…

They then pointed out HELEN BROWNE and her mother and father…MR BROWNE had two very separate existences…to HELEN and her mother, he was a ladies’ clothing salesman…and he travelled all around the country…and was sometimes away for 3 MONTHS…

Yes, I get it now…

MR BROWNE had another family who lived like millionaires…their house would be worth a million if not more, nowadays…and nowhere near LONDON…a country residence…I forget where but a large house with ‘everything laid on’…the children had horse-riding lessons etc etc…a paddock even…

HELEN BROWNE and her mother felt that they should be of a ‘better station in life’…and they took it out on my family…even though we had less money than they did…simply because we were ‘born to it’ within the class structure as in naturally middle-class accents and an education (despite the fact that HELEN had gone to a PRIVATE SCHOOL before 4U and went through the same education as myself)…and brains…and morals.

HELEN and her mother, should have been taking it out on MR BROWNE…

So a lesson to MASONS everywhere…if you are going to continue this system…and I can see that it was a good one, in terms of how it originally emerged to compensate…and if used in the proper way…you see, it is possible to fall in love with two different women at different times in your life…get another woman pregnant and want to do the ‘decent thing’…so I can see how this MASONIC thing was born…but if you ‘prefer’ one family to another, as MR BROWNE obviously did (he was leading a double-life, the whole time)…it screws up the family ’who gets the least’, immeasurably…and that is what happened to HELEN BROWNE and her mother.

The two bitches then took out their subconscious ANGST upon my family…and the rest is history.

So if you want to continue that one, MASONS…make sure that the man pays for the upkeep of both families EQUALLY.

…and I am still worried that the above was the ‘LEAST BAD’ of your secrets.

What was the worst?

“EATING blood” says TODDY.

You do not ‘eat blood’ TODDY…what do you mean?

“DRIED BLOOD” he says, cryptically.

Any more, TODDY?

No answer.

So you mean ‘blood clots’ of some description?

BLOOD CLOTS?

You mean like TOMLINSON (aided by ANDREW MARR and STEPHEN DALDRY)…in 1980...cutting open, several veins in my legs…whilst I was in a ‘baby alter’ and then administering an electronic probe to ‘seal the vein’ (these veins then became so-called VARICOSE VEINS but luckily MR D‘AJANI stopped TOMLINSON from doing too many)…so that in later life…and like my mother recently…the ill could trigger a BLOOD CLOT to the brain or to the HEART and kill almost instantaneously, unless the woman was lucky?

“That is the type of thing that I am thinking of” he replies…

Meaning - I have circled it - but I haven’t quite got to the heart of it.

OTHER NOTES:

My ORANGE MOBILE has just gone off…it rang for a few short rings and then stopped…my mother’s number…at 14:32.

Maybe she will leave a message.

Yes, I can hear the ansaphone tone to say that a message has been left.

OTHER NOTES:

So what happened today?

I walked out of my flat to see a PLASTER upon the floor…


I then met my neighbour from FLAT 1 who told me that she had been so ill for 4 days, over XMAS with flu that she hadn’t been able to move…and only ATE ONE YOGHURT IN FOUR DAYS…really?

She would have been dead - four days and only one yoghurt…a very unlikely story…anyway, moving on…RIMINGTON wanted me to befriend her, in order to get sucked into ill cult ‘business’…so I simply said to her that if she needed an aspirin she could call on me…

…however if she does call on me…I will hand her the aspirin…and if she asks ….as I know that RIMINGTON programmed her to do, to ask to be let in for a cup of tea….I will say ‘I’m on the phone right now’ and hand her a box of aspirins and job done…close the door…

I do not want another PETRONELLA incident upon my doorstep here…and I do not suppose that my neighbour wants to become a PETRONELLA either…circa 2003, I can remember, that this neighbour of mine in FLAT 1 of BELLE COURT, was being terrorised by the ill, as much as I was…an entirely different character to PETRONELLA…and so I can sympathise with her…but best to leave things ‘friendly’ when we meet on the corridor/stairs but no more than that…and I am sure she feels the same way too…

I do not want to ‘trigger her’ into doing something ‘bad news’…and I do not want somebody coming round for ‘cups of tea’ in this flat, at this point in time…

At least now - if I get HIT in public…by whoever…I know to report the incident to the POLICE immediately…rather than to let the ‘criminal element’ then ‘get away with it because they are well-sussed about the law’…in relation to reporting the incident first…

I mean, after being PHYSICALLY ATTACKED by PETRONELLA - I hit back (as most people would do - it is a ‘human response‘)…but in terms of the law…because PETRONELLA had reported the ‘fight’ to the POLICE - she had immediately got on the phone after PROVOKING it…I could have been sent to JAIL…and GREENIE’s son (JESUIT programmed) was going all guns, to get me behind bars…

…and that is a WARNING to all MILITARY PERSONNEL who are involved in the rebel group…be very careful….if you are involved in a fight…MAKE SURE that you are the first on the phone to report it…

Insane as it might sound…that almost automatically puts you into the RIGHT.

Secondly, whilst you are in JAIL - you can launch a COUNTER-CASE…to say that the other person started the fight…in relation to public CCTV upon a street, for example…

However, the fact that you are already in JAIL…goes badly for you….because the ill cult member phoned up the POLICE first and got you ‘done for’.

You already ‘look’ like a criminal.

You see - the POLICE are bound by a certain ruling…that once a ‘possible crime’ has been committed…that they cannot take ‘your statement’ as well in order to arrest the OTHER PERSON involved…that person is the ‘wounded party’ (the one who called them up)….until you have gone through the whole test and trial procedure which might mean a long jail sentence…simply because that is ‘procedure’…

As I pointed out, in TAPED INTERVIEW at CLACTON POLICE STATION…I wasn’t ‘savvy’ with that one but that I was now…and if anybody attacked me in public again…I would be ‘straight on the phone to the POLICE’ in order to ‘report it first’…

I also pointed out that PETRONELLA wasn’t hurt at all…no bruises…no nothing…and that NOBODY had seen the incident at all…there was no CCTV in that ‘private garden’…and therefore GREENIE’s son WHO WAS TRYING TO CONVICT ME AT THE TIME…had to admit that one, he couldn’t prove one way, or another, that any incident had occurred at all….

I pointed out that because I wasn’t ‘savvy with the law’…but PETRONELLA obviously was…that I would have reported the incident first and would do so in future…this was a ‘lesson in life’ for me…

I also pointed out (on tape) that those like PETRONELLA who ‘know the law on that one’ - know it because they have had clashes with the law beforehand…

“you get in there first, or they’ll do you” says GILL.

Yes, I can remember you…having been lenient about ANDREW TRIGG…to then discover what he had really been up to, in relation to ‘bringing you down’ after you had ‘got him’ for trying to rape you at SOLIHULL SCHOOL…these people never give up until they have ‘got you’…when they are that evil…until they end up dead or disabled (unable to talk)…etc etc…

I think that I have a better understanding of ‘mafia’ these days…I am relearning - what I had already learnt, in the CIA LAB…as myself…and also as HENRY my youngest child alter. No ‘rosy-tinted glasses’ employed.

OTHER NOTES:

SCARLETT had figured that BABY ALTERS…those raped and abused children…were the ones that the ill cult controlled by…and so GILL was told to ‘get me to grow up on him as a baby’…and he did so…he was really good with babies and children…a perfect ‘father figure’…he had a patience and tolerance for babies and children…that was diametrically opposed to his tolerance of adults….rather like TODDY but not…he didn’t rape babies and children…that wasn’t his job in the ill cult….his function was Finance, computing etc etc.

Anyway, after he had successfully mentored me, into a much older child alter…my baby alter that is…into one that could take mature decisions…

I have already related what happened to ROZ and her ATILLA THE HUN attitude…

Of course, one can see that ROZ needed a MOTHER and not a FATHER figure to ‘grow up on’…but that is in retrospect…so many mistakes were made…and the ‘baby ROZ’ made that one quite clear…

MCDONALD was put into BABY ALTER and parented by GILL…and oddly enough, he was rather like me…the most docile, clinging and loving baby…hanging around GILL’s neck as he worked at his computer in his office…

I must say that I found the whole ‘image’ hard to take as I walked into GILL’s office…mainly because MCDONALD was a lot larger than GILL…suckling…sucking his thumb, entwined around GILL’s neck…

GILL asked me if I wanted to ‘take charge’ of baby, for a while…and I declined in terms of ‘I do not think that I am strong enough’…eg the weight of MCDONALD upon my lap etc etc…

The guy was 6 foot something and muscular….large-boned…

GILL was shorter and thinner…much smaller-boned than MCDONALD…but he could handle it.

“Do you want to take charge of BABY now?”

ANSWER: “I think I’ll pass on that one”


MCDONALD, upon seeing what I had written upon my blog…or was about to write ( he had seen ‘it all’ in the CIA LAB) was then to say:


“THIS IS WAR”

The guy never could take any pisstaking against himself…even when we weren’t….it was the simple truth…yes he was a bonny baby….a happy child….a very loving one.

It is GILL that you should be worried about…the babies that like ‘messing up everything for the adults’ and then ‘laughing loudly’…CROWING about it…

That is the term isn’t it?

CROWING.

ED was a real CROW in that way…TODDY used to invariably describe him as CROWING…in relation to ED messing up his system…as a little boy.

OTHER NOTES:

CAROLINE…she would have been another CROW…


You see she told me that her MALE ALTER as a very young child had been HARRY HOUDINI.

Now I understand how we ‘really got on’…HARRY HOUDINI and HENRI PEULEVE…both ‘great escape artists’…

…and now that ‘great escape’…ART PERFORMANCE that CAROLINE began to think up…to get around the fact that neither of us had ‘done much work that term’…was it our second year?

Anyway, CAROLINE said to me, whilst in that ‘near to BUCKFASTLEIGH COTTAGE’:

“We get naked by the main art building….we have loads of pots of different coloured paints…we throw them at each other…coat each other with them…and then, and then we jump into TWO GRAVES…which we have already dug for the purpose and lie in them as if we are DEAD!”

CAROLINE was giggling and giggling by that point…I considered it carefully…and then began:

“Okay so we throw the paint and then jump into graves….but surely the art lecturer panel will lynch us for it - not to mention any other students watching around….”

CAROLINE countered with:

“So I have my MINI running behind the hedge, the keys in the ignition…and at the last minute, we make a dash for it and drive off in my car…”

I considered that one too…”but you will get paint all over the inside of your MINI…we would need covers, some sort of polythene….”

CAROLINE replied: “yes, we will do that too…”


CAROLINE…as I can now see…was trying to ‘OUT’ what had happened to all of us…all of us ill cult programmed slaves…I ‘knew’ my colours from birth…and I hated them…see notes upon the MOBILE…LANGLEY SENIORS and the fourth year.

Secondly, in 1980...the entire BI course, was taken to some MEDITERANNEAN isle….a TEMPLAR/TASCHMANN establishment…where one by one, we were made to strip and then get hit by pots of CAR PAINT…which you couldn’t wash off…your ‘colours’…

I was miserable…my colours were like something out of a dark swamp….ROWLING for example, loved the experience…she had light reds, oranges, YELLOWS…thrown at her…and she revelled in it…

she was laughing and happy as the entire group of people threw the CAR PAINT at her...whereas, I saw the MURKY...MER-KEY colours of what they threw at me...and I knew what they would all do to me...pull my babies out of my womb, eat them in front of me, tug so hard at the umbilical cord, that I would disassociate with PAIN...and be no longer able to recollect...what was to be done to me, time and time again...


...BECAUSE COLETTE and her FAMILY had DARED...as KOHANIM..to go against the DEVIL-WORSHIP OF THE LEVITES...

The ‘murkier your colours’ the worse it was….

It is hard to understand, even to myself…why I walked to the cliff nearby and thought about throwing myself off, seriously (that BI course all knew what my ‘colours‘ meant - sex slave -used and abused for foetuses and they didn’t care - they were just glad that it ‘wasn‘t them - I had no ‘friend‘ upon that course - anywhere in my life)…despite my extreme hatred of the ill and my NEED to get them, in the end…and one had to stay alive to do that….but the COLOURS thing…really got me….and I decided to live and to fight…