Every time I log on to the internet - the first ad at the top of the page...and I can remember it being put together - is of a guy in a MUSTARD 'truth colour' tee-shirt who is dreaming of 'two sizzling sausages' on Sue's barbecue but he can't go because he just had to sell his car...

The PRINCES were behind that one - and it is because they knew that STEPHEN DALDRY would have left the ill cult by this point and so their knee-jerk reaction was to try and impoverish him.

Who was the SUE in question?

SUE WALKER

This evening I had some nasty flashbacks to what that woman had been about in her late teens...she had made about £10,000 from being 'ill' by that point in time...and she then asked RIMINGTON if she could buy SEBASTIAN SEVERALLS as a slave...because she was so jealous and envious of HELEN BROWNE and her love affair with SEV...

SEV was highly under control by that point in time - having been tortured into the ground during the 1980 course...RIMINGTON told WALKER that it would cost her most of her savings...but in the end - WALKER got it down to between £5-6,000 and it was the best 'investment' she was ever to make - she didn't look back after that one...SEV was that popular and resourceful as a slave...

WALKER even instructed him under mind control that he couldn't stand BROWNE any more and wanted to finish with her because he was now 'in love' with WALKER...

The above is an example of what you are facing with a top ill cult woman...and that was in her late teenage years...

She was also behind the DASCHUND programming of MARTIN GILL...and the terrorisation of MARTINE...MARTINE was taught that her arms had been cut off...and that programming took place at 14 St Bernards Road - in our attic...

This was a strange airless room between ED's bedroom and mine - the original owners of the house (supposedly) had left a lot of Georgian junk or earlier, at the back of this long windowless room...including a large chest which RIMINGTON had put in there...it was of a steel silver colour with large black 'trimmings'...she used to put children into it overnight...

Every now and then as a child - I would sometimes hear people rooting around in that room from my bedroom and low voices...I would tell myself that my father was trying to find something even though i knew that my mother only kept a few things in there...an old sewing machine and a cardboard box of old prints...that sort of thing...a few books piled up...but in truth, I was shit scared and would just go under the covers and keep as quiet as possible...ED used to say that it was haunted...

The worst memory of that room which was to come back - was of TODDY and RIMINGTON cutting somebody's arms off in that room and leaving the body in the trunk...I have no idea what happened next but I figure that the next owners of the house found it...and as far as I can remember - my father was questioned but he simply said that the trunk wasn't his...previous owners...

I also remembered little MARTIN GILL in that room with TODDY and RIMINGTON - I was there also - they were going to leave MARTINE in the trunk overnight...but I began to chant PRIMPING at them and then told MARTIN to run home...it worked...I ran down the stairs after him and whispered to him to get to the BROOKS house - not far up the road and to get their mum to call his dad...which he did...so MARTIN missed out on that horror, luckily....

Lastly, I remembered the PRINCES telling MARTINE and I - at that hotel with LISA's sculptures in the grounds...that MARTINE had no arms and HENRY had no legs....and so I told MARTINE - you've got the legs, I've got the arms...let's go - and I then ran back to the hotel waving my arms at the others - shouting that the PRINCES were there...MCDONALD and MARK R and GILL...who then hid in a hotel room - got a radio connection to inform the CIA/OBAMA...as to our location...

Anyway, 'having no arms' is linked to DASCHUND programming...and it was put in by watching SUE WALKER chop off somebody's arms...and I suppose that HENRY's dog alter would have been forced to watch somebody having their legs chopped off...

How did the above memories come back?

This sounds crazy but it was by eating CHOPIN POTATOES...M&S had them at half-price for a large amount...and I wondered why at the time...now I know...