I then thought around the word: PRESIDENT

presi-DENT

pre-si-dent

si is MARK R's signature as in 'simon magus'...in fact I got the novel THE MAGUS by JOHN FOWLES out of the library the other day...it is a new addition to the library but an old 60s novel...a bit like the ILLUMINATUS TRILOGY in tone and I remembered how DEBORAH MCDONOUGH had read it and loved it...

...and last night the networks kept repeating 'julia' plaintively...it was horrible...until I realised that they were actually stressing this 'JEW LEAH' which was the name of GILL's sister who had taken such revenge upon him...even though he had tried to make it up to her in every possible way...I then flashbacked to 'how my sister had been the same'...because HELEN and LEAH were very similar....highly under ill cult control and easily used against MARTIN and myself...a very painful situation which the ill did their best to exploit...

I then thought about PRESIDE-ANT...and wondered if that was how the ill saw OBAMA and any other US PRESIDENT for that matter...controlled 'dentally' as a military ROMAN ANT....for example, even BUSH was controlled by the TASCHMANNS...

Anyway, JULIA...at least DEBORAH MCDONOUGH had a sister who was a rebel to the ill cult...even though it all ended in such tragedy...my sister was too physically weak as a child...and everybody knew it...better to keep her in complete obedience and out of any rebel group so that she might actually survive...although how she did is still a bit of a mystery...because as SONIA was to tell me, the ill were abusing her for foetuses - more than myself...