An odd thought this morning…OBAMA GIRL versus GILL’s sister…the odd thing is that I am now beginning to question my memories…because I am sure that GILL’s sister Leah in Solihull, looked rather like him…and was almost as tall as him…yet the ‘woman in NY’ was tiny…much shorter than him but claimed to be his sister…this is all too weird for me…perhaps that is just because I never met her in SOLIHULL and LINDA FORD said something like ‘she looks like him and they fight a lot etc’…which was pretty much what she did say in fact…

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The GREY MAN’S FLAT is lit up this morning…but I am not sure what it signifies…a quick runthrough of images from left to right…actually the ill had planned it from right to left so here goes:

PETROL PUMPS - then ill cult military…underground bases etc…OIL cult…then MOTHER SUPERIOR and CYBORG slave….then ‘Mohammed’ Arabic face/ISLAMIC DALEK…then BLACK TOWER and MOON signifying ‘klepto bee’/werewolf programming…and finally the POLISH flag and battlements and the INSECT…with the MOON in between them…

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Bizarrely enough…I am getting something ‘weird’ back around helping JADE to survive…in the hope that she would help me in the end…because she was a PI slave as much as the rest of us - just a ‘better off’ one…so she ended up on a frequency desk at that TOM PEPPER office…but AMADEUS had programmed her to continue to try to pass herself off as myself…to try and get into this flat…

‘JANE GREEN’ had been drugged and shown what she could have ‘in her dreams’ by MARK R…so she wasn’t a ‘bad woman’ - just heavily manipulated…she was in a dreamlike state when she opted to buy a PI SLAVE’s work (unlike say SHARON OSBORNE who ‘knew‘ the whole show - in the CIA LAB)…not knowing the repercussions of that one…I.e. being made to believe that she had really written the books…and then being humiliated upon the other side of the mirror, in a way that J K ROWLING was by the TEMPLARS at their castle events…

…and this morning, I could ‘hear’ AMADEUS telling JADE what would be left in this flat for her to use…symbolic things…from food to kitchen cleaners…so I have cleaned the lot out…even at this late stage…he had still been hoping to pass her off as myself…and one wonders why it was so important to do so…

The networks are telling me ‘because you would be the next CAMILLA’…and that the issue surrounds being ‘queen of England’…I am laughing, that is one job that I would REFUSE if offered it at the local JOB CENTRE…’yes you can cut off my benefits - I don’t care - but I am NOT doing it’…I want to be married to GILL and to live ‘happily ever after’…to start again where we left off, living as ‘happily married couple’ at MANCHESTER UNIV…we had such a good time in our young lives…working it all out - how to be a couple…from ’work in the lab’ to sorting out recipes, trips out in the ‘old motor’ to explore the local tourist attractions…and then it was all cut short…

The only thing that I can remember of CAMILLA whilst staying the night at PRINCESS ANNE’s house with the ‘crazy company’ who used to put me into a ‘baby alter’ at night...so that I didn’t try to escape…well, one night I began to cry….and CAMILLA came in and treated me as a mother would a baby…gave me a big cuddle…real affection…she had the right maternal feelings unlike so many ill women…an oddity then…

Anyway, what can I say to JADE but ‘he’s all yours - be the next CAMILLA for all I care’…what is all of this insanity, anyway? I do not see how my own history could be airbrushed to make me into a type of CAMILLA but I suppose that with MEMORY DUMP…the ill can do anything…and that is why I am OUTING everything that comes up, upon this blog to ensure that the above scenarios do NOT play out…

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I had a look at THE MIGHTY BOOSH the other day and it left me cold…I cannot be bothered to watch it…because as far as I could see…the audience was made up of ill cult programmers who ‘got’ the in-jokes…and I didn’t want to be reminded of any of it…

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…and a little bird is now telling me that CAMILLA never wanted to leave her husband…her happy family…she was forced to do so by the ill…

…and so yes, I can see ‘heartbreak’ all round…I can imagine what it would be like…

…and I can remember PAT ANDREW telling me that she didn’t think that CAMILLA was so ‘bad’…and me retorting (circa 2004) ‘how can you say that? She replaced LADY DIANA’ etc etc…as if CAMILLA had planned the lot…and had replaced a ‘goddess’…

…yes I can see how it would all pan out….cast as the ugly old hag who replaces the ‘goddess’….

The top ill obviously compete with each other to get their ‘pawn’ in as QUEEN OF ENGLAND…

…and I am reminded again of KLEPTO BEES and HIVES…the bees who go off and colonise another hive…take it over…that type of thing…see previous notes upon that MOROCCO trip…

Let me think about this a bit more - what about the title QUEEN OF HEAVEN? Surely that is a more important title and ROZ appears to have got that one…see previous notes…

JADE was supposed to have been cast as the ‘queen who touched heaven’ see previous notes upon AMADEUS setting her up as that, at BELVOIR CASTLE…but it was ROZ who took her place and ‘woke GILL up’…shades of an inverted SLEEPING BEAUTY here…

…not to mention the entire ISIS/OSIRIS/HORUS shebang attached…as well as the EASTER/CHRIST horror…and the TEMPLAR rite to be held at the PRIORY in ST OSYTH…