VANESSA FELTZ showed how it is possible to grow up and out of the ‘hot-house’ culture of an arranged jooish marriage and to become happier and healthier, in body and mind - as a result…yes, she did a lot of wailing in public beforehand but that was important - to expose what it is like whilst trying to grow up…rather like having had your feet bound psychologically…and then learning how to walk on your own two feet again…

CAROLINE never managed to do the above - and used to bore those in JULIE BURCHILL’s circle out of their minds - ‘she just sits at home and wails’…’I don’t take her calls anymore’…

OTHER NOTES:

I can remember SCOTTIE and co feeling quite sorry for CAROLINE…she was so hopeless…yes, it all depends upon your experience of people doesn’t it? From my own point of view - having been horribly beaten up and then to have that fat cow sneering and screaming in your face because I had been the one who tempted a SEPHARDIC husband to have an affair…or perhaps you would prefer the perspective of the ‘saintly husband’ who had done everything he could, he had been a ‘loving husband‘ to the best of his ability…but eventually ‘the devil on his shoulder’ was seeing red and imagining ‘all sorts of things you could do’ with that shower hose…

CAROLINE’s network is now screaming that her second name is AHERNE…what a pathetic network - NO your surname wasn’t AHERNE and you know it…enough said….or maybe not…AHERNE was much, much prettier than you…beautiful even…and she had about 9 O’ levels grade A…and she could act. Try not to compare yourself to your ‘betters’.

OTHER NOTES:

Whilst having a bath this morning…I remembered that strange modern house in LEICESTERSHIRE that HELEN BROWNE had taken me to…in order to show off her £30,000 company car, her toddler son and her generally ‘wealthy lifestyle’…she picked me up from the WARWICK campus in 1997.

The entire house looked unlived in and there was nothing to suggest her husband’s things, in there - at all. There were only two bookcases in the entire house - and these were entirely filled with DANIELLE STEELE books. In passing, I asked HELEN if her husband minded (I was thinking along the lines of ‘men’s interest’ books - fishing, sailing, football…you name it)…and she told me grimly, that he had ‘no option’. The décor of the house was all ‘flowery’ and pastel colours - nothing ‘masculine’ in sight. I almost laughed at her bedspread duvet cover. I couldn’t imagine any man wanting to sleep under it. SISSY was hardly the word…even I couldn’t stand that much ‘feminity’.

Anyway, I asked various people at GREEN TOWER who had written the DANIELLE STEELE books and DAVID BOWIE replied:

PRINCE WILLIAM

Yes, it figures - doesn’t it?

In his LUCY IN FURS alter, no doubt.

MAN OF STEEL/STEAL

DAN-I-ELLE (SHE) STEAL

I was then flashed an image of him writing them - surrounded by his MALIBOU STACEY collection.

OTHER NOTES:

I then got back another association:

At DARTINGTON - DAVID DIBNELL (lover of JARMAN) was the leader singer of a pop group that played music - similar to the B52s. I remember loving the B52s - ALLISON STONIER had introduced me to the group at ESSEX.

ROCK LOBSTER was always a perennial favourite.

Speedy dance music with crazy surrealist effects to the pop promo videos…all very 1950s PSYCHEDELIC.

Anyway, DIBNELL used to dress up in a US army jacket with as many medals as he could possibly pin/sew onto it…it was far too big for him…gargantuan…and I can remember now, TOMLINSON was behind this one…involved.

DIBNELL used to have one woman in his band - she used to wear WRAPAROUND RAYBANDS the time, whilst she was at college (they were both on the drama course)…and CAROLINE once introduced me to her…she took off the shades and explained that her eyes were so photo-sensitive that she had to wear them, she wasn‘t trying to be ‘cool‘…her pupils were PINPRICKS…CAROLINE told me afterwards that she had really ‘suffered’.

This woman used to dress up in an RAF UNIFORM…precisely the one that PRINCE WILLIAM tends to wear - but with a ‘to the knee’ skirt…she looked rather like an airhostess and to complete the effect, upon stage…she used to do rapid AIR-HOSTESS MOVEMENTS to the beat of the speedy music…in a clinical ‘NAZI’ type of way…robotic.

I flashed my network an image of this band performing at college…immensely popular…all the students packed in and used to ‘dance like crazy’…and SONIA knew what it meant immediately:

“They are imitating PRINCE WILLIAM and MARK R”

The insane US GENERAL with so many medals upon a jacket which was far too large for his small frame…pogoing around the stage…whilst AIR-HOSTESS gave us all her ‘signalling’ instructions…whilst the guitarist and drummer belted out the crazy beat…immortal - better than the B52s I might add…so that was their ‘clue’ to me - what a clue. This is all about remote-viewing…we all ‘knew’ what would happen…and we all gave ‘clues’ to each other.

My sister gave me the ‘clue’ about INBREDS in relation to CAROLINE and her family…she had said that of people on the street in TOTNES…see previous notes…whilst she was visiting me at DARTINGTON.

IN-BREAD

Geddit?

Look at CAROLINE’s site and the dodgy comment about WOOD written upon the back of one of the photos…a reference to what this TEDDYBEAR family got up to, in the WOODS…their CHALDEAN rites.

OTHER NOTES:

EARWIG GO A WAS SAILING = WAS command ‘here we go a wassailing’…

So what was TIS?

CYSTITIS

SIS- TIE ‘TIS’

OTHER NOTES:

GILL’s wife wanted it to be known that she considered him a ‘dead-loss’ and would have divorced him a long time ago - if it hadn’t been for the money that he bought in. She went out to work as a business manager in order to pay for ‘care’ for her daughter because it would have driven her crazy to stay at home all day.

None of it is ‘pretty’ is it?