The DESIREE potatoes...I enjoyed them a lot...i do not suppose that i will be able to dig up as many memories and thoughts...with the KING EDWARDS...

Even though TODDY is telling me that BRAIN-SIZE is not relevant....okay so i always called PRINCE ANDREW the PIN-HEAD of the ROYALS...how can you have a head that small and actually be able to think? I used to complain to TODDY and to MARK R etc...that his head was so small, that it could fit at least twice over into the 'meathead' muscle of the width of his thighs...how could you trust a man who had a head so small? PRINCE ANDREW used to make a point of focusing upon his thighs as a sign of 'masculinity' with slaves...by standing akimbo as if he were riding a horse...and I used to think...if your thighs had intelligence - according to the size of them...you might actually be bright...but he always acted in a MEAT-HEAD way, by the size of his 'pin-head' brain...just THIGHS and nothing going on 'up there'...in the pin-head.

Could I have been wrong?

i remember PRINCE WILLIAM trying to help PRINCE ANDREW out of his 'homosexuality' in terms of UNIFORMS...dress FERGIE up in one and do the business...it failed.

...the point is that PRINCE ANDREW had tried...but he couldn't get it up with a woman...any woman...no matter how he tried. COT programming. Not 'natural' homosexuality.

...and from the 'brief encounters' that i saw...he LOVED 'FERGIE' - there is not doubt about that...

"Terrible woman" TODDY is saying....why?

"She took instructions from the QUEEN and she was basically a lesbian at heart..."

So what is new, TODDY? - lesbians and gays at court - and ne'er the twain shall meet.

TODDY is now telling me to look at the history of that one and how it began...

Let me think - arranged marriages.

People not allowed to even think about marrying for love - it is protocol and procedure to marry for MONEY or else we kill you off...

Everybody knows it, down the centuries...lines are drawn...between the sexes...

Everybody gets very self-protective...

Men are 'better at it' than women in their early years...but when women come to maturity, they are 'better at it' than the men...the 'system' I mean...where nobody married for 'love' and nobody cared about who slept with who (unless it was 'allowed')...and the whole sexual/emotional thing was tied to MONEY...as in buying a 'slave' that took your fancy...or 'renting one' in the case of ELTON JOHN to MARK ROCKEFELLER (who only used GILL in relation to a VICARous experience upon his control frequency desk and obviously ELTON JOHN was somebody to be held off and 'begging')...

"Just a fat bastard" says GILL again.

Meaning what?

That ELTON JOHN had woken up enough to get FAT MEMORY to save your skin GILL...but didn't have enough 'allowed' ill cult money to do so?

"That just about sums it up" says TODDY.


Naturally that reminds me of the ill cult 'wedding that wasn't to be' between the GYDES and GILLS...where the GYDE family didn't have enough money...circa 1981.

So ELTON was a good guy?

"Yeah i loved him, in my way" responds GILL.