You see...whilst under mind control...and during that period whilst I was with MARTIN GILL...at MANCHESTER...we had touched upon ISLAM...and I had said (stupidly) that I wouldn't go near to an ISLAMIC man...because of the culture...too much of a battle if he 'turned to the bad' in terms of how ISLAMIC men treat women...GILL was pulled up short...he replied "but I have never treated you badly"....yes, just kept me under mind control and used me for sex in a child alter...

GILL really didn't appear to understand that what he had done was wrong. He felt that he had always been 'good' to me.