Yesterday - my SEROTONIN levels were supposed to dip horribly because I had done the MOONWALK - my dream of CAROLINE the other night - had forewarned me. It didn't happen - I simply raised them immediately and eradicated the programming.

HELTER-SKELTER was the name for this programming and attached to JOHN LENNON's song - I can remember GILL attempting to program me with it in his ISLAMIC ALTER:

"I'm coming down fast but don't let me break you..." he had hissed into my face...meaning that this was precisely his intention - to 'break' me. "You may be a lover but you ain't no dancer" meant that he had hoped that I would no longer be able to access my 'gifts' so to speak - see previous notes upon WHITE WEDDING and 'hey little sister what have you done' - the little girl alter with supra-normal powers...linked to the BALLET DANCER costume...


I now have to type in a RED code: torin