It was what I shall call ‘insect day’ today because TOMLINSON had sent a WASP to annoy me whilst swimming…this is what I was told upon the networks…yes, during my 21st swim a WASP attacked me - continually buzzing around my head as I ploughed through the sea…does that often happen to people whilst swimming? My head, face and hair was wet…so I didn’t ‘smell’ of anything but salt water…

It was an ‘odd occurrence’ at any rate…whether or not the ‘wasp’ in question was a robotic one…didn’t MR ICKE have an article upon his website at one point - stating that the MOSSAD had invented remote-controlled ‘insect’ type UFOs (in the real sense of the acronym - not ‘alien’ craft) - maybe he didn‘t but an article touching upon the subject…and I know that they were already using remote-controlled birds - microchipped bird-brains…

Anyway, TOMLINSON admitted that he had sent it to his netowork but only because he wanted me to SPLASH AROUND A LOT in the water to get rid of it…and that was in order to remind me of my dream, early this morning…about SPLASHING AROUND A LOT with the SWEDISH au pair ANNETTE…in my dream…I was in the bath…and she had walked into the bathroom…I was laughing and calling her MUMMY…and then when she tried to get me out of the bath…I splashed loads of water at her…

“Swedish intelligence” the networks are saying…yes, I can remember my mother viciously telling me that ANNETTE was an au pair because she wasn’t ‘intelligent’ and so I told ANNETTE and she laughed and said that she had the equivalent of O and A levels in straight A’s…and that made her intelligent…she was only an au pair to improve her English…and that cancelled out my mother’s bitchiness…but then my father had become infatuated with this au pair and so I can see the depth of her jealousy at that point…more to the point, ANNETTE was the only au pair that the children loved…she had no real problems with any of us…and so my mother had kept her on…

I now wonder…how confused was I, as a kid…because I figure that I did start calling ANNETTE ‘mummy’ at one point…because my mother had been told to alienate me by TODDY and RIMINGTON…she wouldn’t even let me touch her - never mind go near her…for so many years of my young life…you are ‘love-bombed’ for the first year of your life by your birth-mother and then she is instructed to deny you any affection at all…this was made horribly difficult by my mother getting pregnant immediately after my birth and then devoting ‘the rest of her life’ to my brother HUMPHREY…a fact that JUDY DANCE was to remark upon (she had worked with my mother at the CANCER REGISTRY in B’ham during our teenage years) in that because my mother only talked about HUMPHREY she figured that he was an only child…when she found out about me from HELEN RODWAY she was surprised…then even more surprised to find out that there were two more siblings…

My mother had devoted herself to HUMPHREY and ELIZA MANNINGHAM-BULLER was to say, in 1997, that this had ‘ruined’ him but I am not so sure, now…because TODDY was still furious about that one, many years later…see previous notes upon TODDY showing us a WHITE SNOW LEOPARD mother - protecting her cub upon a high rocky mountain…in his insane way, he barked at me that this had been just like my mother…but they had ‘got her’ anyway…they ‘got’ that WHITE SNOW LEOPARD with a dart…and then TODDY put her into a cage…in front of all of us…’that’s your mother’ he had told me (see the DAVID ATTENBOROUGH video about this event - he had the footage)…and I had flashbacks to what had happened…my mother in her bedroom with my brother HUMPHREY as a toddler upon the bed…the window was open, it was a summer’s day…the doorbell was continually ringing…she was ignoring it…TODDY and RIMINGTON were trying to get in…my mother had had the locks changed…

You see how insane - the controllers of TODDY and RIMINGTON could get - around my family and their quest for independence/freedom from the ill cult? I would assume that it was GRANDFATHER GYDE that had sent them into berserk frenzies around my family - their ‘need‘ for revenge, was so intense…and I would assume that most of the surviving SOE families also got it in the neck, too…and in terrible, terrible ways…

“…but we still fucking got them in the end” says SCOTTIE.

We always do, eh? This is the LAST time though…no more messing about with these monsters.

OTHER NOTES:

Anyway, SWEDISH INTELLIGENCE spying upon my family…what was that all about? I haven’t worked it out as yet…but I would assume that they were trying to get a handle upon myself and my siblings…using a stun-gun now and then…that type of thing…trying to get a ‘backdoor key’ into SCARLETT’s posse of child remote-viewers.

You see - to most people - LISA’s BIRTHDAY PARTY was just a collection of toddlers having a birthday party…but it was in fact, SCARLETT’s ‘DESERT EYES’ or should I say DESERT FOX group of MIDWICH CUCKOOS for want of a better word - of my generation (what happened to the rest of them? - about 10 of us or more)…and quite obviously, other organisations, were on to it…enter the ‘au pairs’…

Will you ever look at a JANITOR, CLEANER, CHAUFFEUR or AU PAIR again, in quite the same way?

How to make the rich paranoid eh?

You can bet that those like the ROCKEFELLERS torture all applicants to their ‘servant’ class - into the ground - a complete and utter brainwashing process (just in case they are being run by another organisation) - before employing them. Therefore the lesson to be learnt here is - try not to apply to the super-rich as a servant unless you fancy being put through NDEs to the nth degree, before you are ’eligible’ to be employed.

I remember, whilst at GARDEN COTTAGE…before I got a part-time job at COUNTYWEB…MRS FISHWICK had told my mother to buy me THE LADY magazine, so that I could apply for servant jobs in the back of it…at aristocratic houses…luckily my mother never bought it for me…I had a flick through one in a newsagents…I just ‘knew’ not to apply for anything and didn’t…

A year or two later - the FISHWICKS told my mother an alarming story about a young man who had died upon one such aristocratic estate - he had been an assistant to the game-keeper…they had known him quite well and liked him a lot…apparently he had been shot in mysterious circumstances on the grounds and the police were involved…see previous notes.

It is all BILL AND TED again isn’t it? TASCHMANN stuff.

OTHER NOTES:

This morning I realised that KATE CHEDGZOY was giving me a big ‘clue’ by writing my name ‘Emily’ as M. LEE upon the roll call for her class at WARWICK…

M-LEE

ALI as in GILL was R. LEE

ROZ was ROZZER. LEE or ROSALI - ROSA LEE if you prefer eh ROZ…I used to make a joke of it and call her the ‘ROZZER’…there was always something of a policewoman’s demeanour about ROSALIND…and that is probably why MARK R modelled the new DR WHO assistant upon her and dressed the actress up in a policewoman’s outfit…with a ‘too short’ skirt…(I haven’t seen any of this new series and therefore cannot comment upon it)…

I can now see why it was so easy for AMADEUS - a ‘servant’ of the SAUDIS…even though he didn’t see himself as such - to get us all into SAUDI ARABIA and back out again ‘in burkhas’ I might add…as the SQUAD ALLAH remote-viewing team.
It didn’t do you much good - did it MR POLIO?

The SAUDIS then blew up the ROCKEFELLER ‘ufo pod’ manufacturing base - upon the defunct volcano isle, near to the North Pole.

MR POLIO as in AMADEUS appeared to have turned against the top ill and helped us all immensely in ‘getting them’…that TADCO family amongst others…

He had also helped us to clear the ‘negative energy’ in SAUDI ARABIA from TASCHMANN programming…and so as a plus point to ISLAM…SAUDI ARABIA had been freed of ill cult control and was a purified land in spiritual and ‘cosmic energy’ terms…that is why I felt ‘freedom’ there despite the shackles of religious ‘thought police control’…because ISLAM is that, without a doubt…but if you want a vision of ‘peaceful Islam’ - SAUDI ARABIA can now supply it.

STONING THE STONE was great fun - a really good ‘cleansing exercise’ in relation to getting rid of ROCKEFELLER control - I mean, MARK R thought that he was the ‘devil’….a prancing, evil, maddened child alter…

MARK R had been bemused by that one - STONING THE STONE (a ‘modern practice‘)…and he told us all that ‘none of them can make a dent in it’ and so it didn’t bother him - that much.

OTHER NOTES:

So what can one make of MARK R?

He was running the MOSSAD before he died (or got ‘relocated‘ by the CIA to ‘forestry lecturer in WINSCONSIN‘ - I am unclear as to that one)…and then GILL was supposed to take over…along with TOMLINSON.

Let me just say this:

Whilst having lunch upon my third day of being with MIKHAIL FISHMAN in MOSCOW…we were passionately ‘in love at first sight’…and the extreme cruelty of it all was that MARK R and AMADEUS were ‘watching’ us…the whole thing…and discussing it in these terms:

“They do not know about us…they do not know that we fixed the lot…they are just robots under our control…how sad it is…that they are so stupid….so small…so unintelligent…we know everything there is to know about the chemistry of ‘love’ and ‘sexual attraction’ - how easy it is to manipulate these lesser beings - they are just animals - just cattle - slaves”

You see - once I began to wake up - I could ‘see’ all channels. I was capable of ‘recording’ every single channel - even though, at the time I was only concentrating upon one channel, as my ‘reality’ - sitting in front of MR FISHMAN in a restaurant/canteen, upon the upper floor of a large tower block.

Anyway, years later…I telepathically talked to MR FISHMAN about his life…he had ‘lost his memories’ of ‘intelligence’ and he had met a lovely girl in the ‘bureau’ as he called it…BI networks are saying the ‘polit bureau’ but he had given me flashes of a NEWSROOM but hey, maybe the two are one and the same thing…anyway, they got married and had a son…she then got pissed off with him and wanted a ‘separation’ claming that she was a lesbian…he didn’t want to separate but he had to agree…he still loved her…and that was the point where I suspected ROCKEFELLER abuse….they wanted to use him as a pawn…send him back to the UK again…to MI6...

I told him - not to worry - his wife would wake up, at some point - she had been in a very ‘dark alter’ when I had remote-viewed her, during the time of claiming to be a lesbian…and that he shouldn’t worry about the ‘money’ either, in relation to the £80,000 he was sending back to his mother and also his wife and child…I would get the HARRY POTTER money back at some point…and that would make £80,000 p.a. ‘peanuts’ - wouldn’t it?

He agreed.

You see - even thinking about continuing a ‘love affair’ that only lasted 3 days and 10 years ago - is ‘insane’ isn’t it? I have to put everything into perspective.

OTHER NOTES:

I also got images back this morning…of MR PUTIN…at last, he was curious…what was it like to have a SUN IN YOUR HEAD experience? He liked it…he finally understood - what I had been going through and for all of those years…used and abused by the ROCKEFELLERS - to be impregnated - heart-broken - and then for the whole vicious cycle to be started up again…and again.

MARK R and AMADEUS…MR PUTIN had never ‘liked’ the MOSSAD to put it mildly….and to know that those to had run it, as well as himself….your guess is as good as mine.

OTHER NOTES:

I wonder now about RUSSIAN culture…the TASCHMANNS appear to have been quite attached to it…and they came out as PATRIARCHS in the best sense of the word, in the end…FATHER FIGURES…doing the responsible thing…loving their families and communities…and MR PUTIN joined them because he had always been a ‘bit that way’ himself…although ill cult programming had twisted him the other way…he had been through a ‘normal life’ in relation to getting married and having children…and he had always been a ‘proper husband’ and ‘proper father’…

OTHER NOTES:

This morning, I also remembered meeting MARTIN GILL in a hospital ward of all places…SCARLETT was there…so was GILL’s sister…I remember greeting him in the best way that I knew…by simply giving him a hug…he responded with:

“I fucking hate you for what you wrote about me”

He was referring to what I have written upon these blogs- yes, it had all been documented and put into ‘frequency tapes’ years ago…I am now wading through it all again…regurgitating what is upon those tapes.

At that point in time, I had got to grips with MARTIN GILL and my own perception of him as ‘desperate DASCHUND’ whom I just wanted to pick up and cuddle…because he was SO pretty, and SO small and so FUNNY in his rages…

That FAT DASCHUND that TODDY had been surprised by, in the EAST END…

I reminded GILL of that incident at the SERVER TABLE at LANGLEY SENIORS where he had snarled BITCH! So violently at me….in a flurry of DASCHUND locks of long hair, as he twisted his head around from his food plate…that is the way that he had always been to me…even after I had swapped my salad plate for his and that had encouraged my table to take pity on him and to literally throw food at him…they all liked him…loved him, maybe…

That was the great ‘charm’ of MARTIN GILL….so many people loved him and throughout his life. He made you laugh - he was pretty - he looked like a BLACK AND TAN DASCHUND - a criminal one - and that made you laugh even more.
Yes, the JESUIT PRIEST would have done well to question a bit more about MARTINE’s hands - which were particularly ugly in their way…massive knuckles - real ‘caveman’ hands (at odds with the whole ‘delicate physique‘ and face)…and with the ugliest, short thumbs imaginable…but he didn’t…he simply registered that one, as odd for a girl…

Yes, I suppose that nowadays - all I can say to ‘intelligence’ worldwide is this:

LOOK AT THE HANDS

If you want to work it out…in terms of ID at many different levels.

OTHER NOTES:

Whilst swimming - a couple were on the beach…one looked rather like BARBARA ELLEN and the other, perhaps her husband but he looked a bit ‘gay’ to me…anyway, he was on his mobile quite a bit (a typical ‘journo thing‘ whilst she swam and really enjoyed herself)…ELLEN had had very young children when MARR had taken me to her party in a tower block above ELEPHANT & CASTLE ring-road 1988/9…and so I would guess that they have grown up now…she was lucky…to have been allowed a career and children…I wasn’t…I am not ‘jealous’ of her…but wistful…my life was simply a ‘soldier’s one’ in a war that had to be fought and I wasn’t allowed to go back to ‘civvy street’ at all…no real marriage, no real ‘love’, no roof over my head that I could call my own…no payment for any ‘work done’…just another ELECTROCUTION JOB at the back of the neck after I had been used and abused as a slave and then flung out into the nearest and cheapest bedsit…the ROCKEFELLER way.

I was a MOSHE DAYAN cuckoo - a daughter of MOSHE DAYAN.

The greatest ISRAELI general that had ever lived.

What does that make the JEWS?

They helped to rob me blind and what do they do about it now?

OTHER NOTES:

After I had swum and cycled back to BELLE COURT…I walked to my flat door and found a LADYBIRD upon my shoulder…I remembered RIMINGTON telling me to ‘bring it into the flat with you’…

See previous notes upon these monsters guiding you through your ‘remote-viewing’ of your own future and then telling you to harm yourself within it…your best remote-viewing alter is always a very young child that these monsters think that they have under control by sheer torture…


I didn’t - I knew what LADYBIRD meant: fly away home - your house is on fire and your children are gone’ (really nasty childhood programming as threats)…and so I simply BLEW it off my shoulder and left the LADYBIRD in the corridor and then closed the door to my flat.


I now have to type in a BLUE code: tribl