I can still remember the 'horror performance' that i was put through of 'he's a stoat but I love him - even though I'm a rabbit'...at the TEMPLAR CASTLE...where I was less than 7 stones...dressed up in a size 00 beaded white dress with a shrug (which ROZ had supplied) to cover my anorexic looking arms...forced on stage by MARK R to sing that song...an image of anorexic 'youthful purity'...

In a very young CHILD ALTER...loving GILL with all of my heart as I sang it...

THE ROYALS in the auditorium, laughing their heads off at the tables...and then a crowd of PUBLIC SCHOOL BOYS in 'evening attire'...bow ties, the lot (they looked like an OXBRIDGE crew up to no good - upon that day of the year where they all get drunk around OXFORD and the press photograph them - I cannot remember why)....these men then mobbed GILL and dragged him away from the stage - literally carried him off, kicking and shouting with rage...because GILL tried to 'rescue' me...swearing profusely, as he was carried away by these 'JOKERS'....the PUBLIC SCHOOL BOYS in that MOB who 'got' GILL were all very proper and 'RIGHT - this is not decent' sort of thing - he cannot try to pull her off stage - but also laughing their heads off in the audience, with the ROYALS...it was a PUBLIC SCHOOL BOY 'event'...


I now have to type in a RED code: dureazol

It sounds like a 'drug name' to me.