I also remembered TODDY showing us videos of GILL and myself when we were very young...about 4 or so...at that DEPTFORD mind control programming centre.

I was surprised to learn many things.

Firstly that I had thought of myself as a BOY and a JEWISH BOY at that.

Secondly that GILL was a 'rival' for the attention of TODDY and RIMINGTON.

Thirdly that he was as thick as two planks but so 'pretty'.

I hated him.

He was always trying to get one over me but failing.

He normally got any question - wrong.

He tried to goad me and to fight me - but I was physically stronger.

He used to pick fights whenever he could and got beaten up, as a consequence.

TODDY and RIMINGTON used to protect him - tell me off for being mean - shades of my relationship with my brother HUMPHREY.

It was almost as if I was a little BOY attacking a DEFENCELESS AND STUPID GIRL - that was the way that they used to treat it.

Not so defenceless though - he kept on picking fights - he always hit me first -and woujld get a punch that winded him as a result.

I remember one 'session' where GILL and I were sitting before TODDY and I had put my hand up to answer a question immediately but because I always knew the answers and GILL never did...TODDY was liable to pick GILL...he did so...GILL got it wrong as per usual, in my book...and so I looked at him in disdain (as only a very young child can communicate)...

He then began to try to hit me in a fury...telling me that I was MIDDLE-CLASS and that was presumably the reason for his attack...

I responded in a fury "TODDY says your DAD is much RICHER than mine" (this was actually true - the ill cult paid him a large amount of money plus his normal salary)...and hit GILL so hard in the face that he fell backwards...

Yes, I had conveniently been MIND-WIPED to forget that particular bit of my 'history with MARTIN GILL'...until years later...at LANGLEY SENIORS...and at 9 years old.

I had hated the little bastard...after my initial encounter with him, in the EAST END...because he was always trying to get on over me - when I was far brighter and quicker in my reactions i.e. my FISTS...

Anyway, in synopsis - all I can say is this:

As children, we were taught to be DIVIDED and to fight...he was ISLAMIC...I wasn't...he wasn't that bright...I was...he was working class (but his dad was wealthier than mine - and money = power) and I was middle class...he went to PUBLIC SCHOOL and I went to the local 'COMP'...he learnt how to be top mind controller...I didn't...I was used and abused as a slave by him, in later life...that is, from 10 years old...and for the rest of my life, for that matter...