'the son of john sawer'...that is a key point, isn't it?

rather like 'the son of john scarlett'...and you then have to ask 'which one'?

...and the daughter of my parents....and you then....do you see how it goes?

this morning I was to think about that MI5 team who had been running 'chuckie doll' janus robot - in order to 'hack on through' to the heart of the bank of england....and having been told by that team...as I walked by her in M&S, yesterday...to be prepared for a little 'upleasant'  interference upon the networks....

well let me just put it this way...having scanned her...I knew that she had been tagged...and that I was therefore 'safe'....I also knew that I had to work as a 'trigger'.....to bring forth that 'chuckie doll alter'...which I then did - so that they could track and trace 'the whole thing' back to the bank of England.....'main-man hub' replies MI5 ONLINE...simply by 'janus robot' registering my presence....and she was to go red with embarrassment/rage...whilst packing the shelves....with a sinister smile upon her face....as I walked by, in dark glasses, grinning....

however I was then hit by 100 curses upon the networks...really, really terrible ones...janus robot with a super-computer chip in her head...is 'no joke' I can tell you....

her 'daddy' had coded out that PDSA bin-outside-of-the-shop yesterday...he had left a poster on top of three dolls...the poster had DIABLO across it....one of those dolls - had represented 'janus robot'....janus' daddy used to call her a "devil doll"  - no joke...so who were the other two?

...additionally...if you were ever to meet 'janus robot' and get to know her, socially...if you were unkind...you might think 'harmless lump - inclined to bullying because she's too thick to do anything different'....but you would be wrong...go figure. I have just had footage back of 'marianne' with her brains fried - smoke coming out of her ears...courtesy of janus robot and her daddy...and yes they had really 'done her over'....Marianne - MI5 radio expert....go figure.

so why haven't that MI5 team 'switched janus robot off' yet? why are they still keeping her 'active'? are there more 'safes' that they want to break into? you see I can remember 'so many years ago now'...that this was the case....they had all wanted to  break out of mind control slavery and be paid for their work....and getting control of that super-computer chip 'janus robot' was bargaining power.....real bargaining power...if you see what I mean...I do not judge them...in their situation and circumstance...I would have probably done the same...

...hmmm...there is a 'difference in culture' though - in relation to the above MI5 team....let me explain it in the following terms....they are not like 'buddy' and his gang of 'jokers' (see previous notes upon mcdonald and the DIA) and 'going back in time' - nor are they like 'Michael richardson' and his gang of 'jokers')...and why?

because this particular gang doesn't believe in 'jokes' (despite having been responsible for that 'janus cat gains control of the couch' video...

they are of a different generation...a younger generation i.e. you cannot 'buy them off' by giving them a promotion within the ill cult military system of mind control....quite a few of them really want 'out'....out of mind control....out of the whole thing...paid up, 'in full'...for all of the work done.

quite a revolutionary demand, I would have thought....

....because for most people within the public sector - and on 'civvy street'...handing in your resignation...means - normally a month to a year, in terms of length-of-employment-contract....you work it through and then you are free...and well who would think anything of it? you work your contract until its end and then you are free...to go on to another job....

however 'whilst under mind control and in the military'...your 'bosses' tend to crow at you...that you can 'never leave'...because they will 'use you' willingly or unwillingly...until the day you die....despite your attempts to leave and change jobs/lifestyle completely....they can 'ping you back' in a second...sorry gill....but I had to 'keep you by my side' metaphorically speaking....during this whole 13th one ill cult game. because let's face it - I wouldn't have survived otherwise, would I?

OTHER NOTES:

...and I don't suppose that it helps to say that 'from the bottom of my heart'...a 'world without you'...would make me severely question why I wanted to continue living in it....because there would be 'no point' would there? you were to make it plain that your feelings weren't as 'deep' towards myself....and so one can say that perhaps I felt the bond of 'martine and henry' far more keenly than you had ever done....and that is perhaps why I 'made the break' and went on to 'col the sol' at dartington...my 'lovely boy' upon whom I doted....what a choice....and from the earliest of ages....your 'best friend - whom you could not imagine life without - so dull, without colour'....and your 'baby monkey'....whom you think the world of.....impossible, impossible to choose....between 'the one that if he didn't exist' - you wouldn't want to either....and that impossibly adorable baby boy...who used to make you laugh so much....go figure.

do you see what 'psychological hell' I am being put through here? in relation to the GAF?

...in 1993...Poland...mr putin was to say that he would never work with women....not by his choice....because he knew what the opposition would do to them...'a mother's love' and all it entails...you see - he knew that women disassociated so quickly and that it was so easy to make them do so - in relation to impregnations and satanic abortions....i.e. they 'went blank' - and then they were so easily 'run' against whichever side, that they had originally been on....not trustworthy at all.

mr putin was to tell grieszek and his men...that spying was a profession only fit for men....he despised those who used women for that purpose....'it wasn't right' you see....

...until he had met agnieszka pantuchowicz-suchaj....working for polish/Norwegian intelligence....and Sonia fisher and myself....he didn't change his mind....but he realised that 'sometimes'....women are able to stem the tide of 'extreme horror' in relation to what has been done to them....and fight back, accordingly....and effectively, I might add.