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yesterday i was to watch a few episodes of ANGEL...starting with the first...to remember colin showing it to me....asking me to remember a few things...you see - he had realised that the DAFI weren't going to make it and he didn't want them to...whilst still playing 'a tight game' with dervla because he loved her...see previous notes.
anyway, the dvd containing the first episode had been 'screwed'...how else do i explain it stopping after about the first few minutes...anyway, enough time for me to 'get the idea'...see previous notes upon scarlett's police and myself...walking into MI6....to see a large amount of 'far-too-young-for-the-job' staff...in 'trendy gear' - be it office attire or 'get-fit' sportswear....and you might also refer to previous notes upon that 'keep-fit-class' held within the main area of the groundfloor....and the generally 'manic' behaviour of all of the staff - up and down the stairs/escalators etc...whom we were, later on, to discover were 'all on crack'...run on crack.
oh and you might 'see previous notes' upon eliza manningham-buller's strange reaction to my advice in 1997 - after she had asked an odd question about recruitment for MI5 - what did i think?....well i replied along the lines of what about hiring the 'retired'? ....in relation to the elderly and their wealth of experience and knowledge...e.g. people who had been retired 'whether they liked it or not'...but still wanted to be 'out there' working, in some capacity....i was to argue that they might accept 'lower pay'....
....an argument against hiring 'the very young' without experience/the-knowledge-that-age-brings-in-the-university-of-life.... who also tend to accept 'lower pay....
...but i was going against MKULTRA....manningham-buller was to spit 'phah!', in disgust and surprise..."but we only hire the young....you know (that)..."
...i.e. those who have been mkultra-programmed...whose programming is not beginning to unravel...which, by the age of 40 or so....would make them a 'loose cannon'...
what did she mean? she was under british royal family orders to hire 'only the young' ....the young as in teenagers...those in their twenties....who had been mkultra programmed - because only they, would follow orders unquestioningly.
the british royal family, sandhurst...the MOD...valued 'unquestioning obedience' above all things....and they had applied it to BI...british intelligence services....and that is why they only recruited the young i.e.  those 'without experience/life knowledge'..."those who didn't know any better" replies MI5 ONLINE....i take it that times have changed, recently - then...within BI in general? i do hope so....
1997...the year of that 'fateful conversation' with buller on warwick campus....see previous notes....18 years ago...and when i think about it now...i hardly feel like i have aged at all....which is odd because i was in my mid-thirties at the time...and now i am in my early 50s...that conversation, doesn't seem like 'yesterday'....but i can view it 'up close' as if it were as recent as other conversations....maybe because...."it was so important to remember" replies MI5 ONLINE...."we made you....you had to remember...certain things".
anyway, if i might refer to the general 'work' context...or should i say 'employment culture' of the UK in 1997....it was one of 'hire the cheapest labour and then sack it - when it asks for a payrise and perks - in relation to payscale, pension, health insurance etc'....and this applied to office jobs (more than any other)....
do you see how the 'pyramid of shame' operated and probably still does, as far as i know? recruit young people 'at the bottom'...suck them dry and then sack them before 30 years old.
the UK job culture in 1997 - ran as follows in relation to 'office jobs' (which are currently the main bulk of jobs-on-offer-in-the-UK)...other than 'skills which might employ you in any other environment rather than an office'....i.e. setting up your own business as a plumber, artist, potter, electrician etc....
and as helen rodway was to tell me "if you have not found a permanent rather than temporary job by 30 years old - you will be unemployable after that age.....if you manage to find a low-pay full-time office job (which only covers the rent of your bedsit - and the cheapest in that 'given' area)....a job - in which you are asked to do 'any hour' your boss feels like asking you to do -and end up working 70 hours a week - you do it...if you want to 'get on'" etc etc...

...looking at the above...i had been in 'intelligence' for long enough...

....and even by 16 years old...to have earned £120,000, as a consequence - by that tender age....16 years old -  see previous notes upon 'jumping off a wardrobe' as children -  in order to get used to parachute-jumping and then landing - as we were to do as very young children-in-military-training....I might add....anyway, I had been sent on a military operation that had included the MOD/MI6/ISRAELI INTELIGENCE and various ARAB heads-of state - to result in a successful operation that was to stop the bombing of the old city of Jerusalem.....where joos, muslims, Christians have their religious HQs, let us say....go figure what might have happened if that man and his organisation hadn't been stopped. mr putin was to admit to it 'later on' in relation to Russian intelligence forces in the middle-east and having been a 'communist' operation.

....to then see my father give the money that I had earned - at 16 years old -  to his 'norwegian robot doll' - 'ingabot' or 'helen weale' as she is now called....who was then bought a house by uncle bobby....bobby then rented the house out, via a local estate agent's company...so that ingabot had 'money' whenever she needed it...1997 - £120,000 was a lot in those days...that house is probably worth nearly half a million, nowadays....and ingabot was to live on that rental money, for the entirety of her young life...whilst my parents pilloried me....and from pillar to post - comparing me to that 'norwegian robot doll'...and in relation to how, in comparison -  i was a useless good-for-nothing who hadn't managed to get a proper job....despite having written the 'harry potter series' (but not the last book) with gill's input....to then have 'the whole lot' stolen off of me - by the british royals (Tomlinson was my 'slavedriver' at the time - see previous notes) - the books were then given to a member of the satanic ashkenazim i.e. rowling - who was to 'cash in' (until 'taken out' along with her real mother  i.e. satanic jooish 'baroness browning' - see previous notes)....
anyway, I was then to 'watch', from the CIA LAB - as eliza manningham-buller told my parents, at their chateau, in vieilley...that the harry potter book series  i had written, wouldn't make any money (the first book was published in 1997)...she was terribly sorry about the whole thing...anyway, all she could do, was to offer them £100,000 for the 'rights' to the entire series (as if they had any 'right' to it anyway, it was my own work)....the upshot?....my mother was to immediately tell my father, to sign...she wanted things 'doing up' at that chateau...the money would be a 'good thing'...my father wasn't so sure....he took away the 'harry potter books'...read them...then agreed with buller that it was unlikely that anybody else would like 'something like that sort of thing'....he had enjoyed reading the books....but didn't think that anybody else would like them, that much....go figure.

...and so - yes....backtracking now... I was to watch the beginning of that first episode of ANGEL....which then brought back 'the whole thing' of how the young can be so terribly manipulated by the ill...."and the not-so-young penalised" replies MI5 ONLINE....i will talk about what else i found out (and perhaps more importantly, was to  remember) - after watching other ANGEL episodes...in another post.

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....and all i am left with, today...is the extreme annoyance...that nobody has 'got the big idea' as gill used to say.....and what do i mean by that? i will have my money back...everything that was stolen from me...and those that have withheld it, will go by the wayside...that is the nature, of this 13th one ill cult game.  it is a 'network thing'...and to all intents and purposes...the accidents, the 'bad luck' and the 'curses' etc etc.....are nothing to do with me...untraceable programs upon the networks i.e.  you continue to keep the money that you have stolen...well, just see what happens next....i have no idea, nowadays - what is happening to those ill cult criminals - at this point in time , because believe me, i wouldn't want to know - something that i do not want 'look at'.... and what is more - i really don't care....i turn a 'blind eye' to it all. i am just waiting for the point where there is 'only one left standing' - the 'last one'.....the last ill cult member of elite ill cult circles - who might just have the sense to 'pay it back'....but naturally, i am not holding my breath. robots...just robots...either that or the stupidest people alive...'in their ivory towers' or as it turns out...nowadays....in their high-rise biznez towers/country estates/castles.
anyway, i didn't get to the top of US intelligence and 'network control' in relation to 'future scripts' for nothing - did i? makes sense, huh? the 'unseen hand' ha ha ha....and so this latest stage in my 13th one ill cult game hasn't 'amused me' at all...let me see.....the DAFI trying to get a local doctor called shamshad.....to put me through scarlett's 'psycho-lens' experience and THE EYE reprogramming.....see previous notes.....no, that's 'not funny' and i am 'arbiter' of what is 'funny' and what is not...from this point on. ...and if you, appear to be somewhat of a 'killing joke'...you will not last long, upon the networks....go figure.
...and as i have always said...once i have been paid for the work that i have done...once i have been paid for the harry potter books....then i will truly know - that the ill cult...as in the 'we don't work we steal club' has come down.....you see - it is the litmus paper, in relation to 'the whole lot'.