OTHER NOTES:

....and this evening, I was to remember where and how scarlett's 'cods on a slab' programming had begun...see previous notes upon that Harwich 'fish n chips'...'fission chips' shop....

COD
'children of destiny'

toddy was to claim that his real first name had  been 'desmond'....des' tinies....

anyway, as his 'sinister assistant' in the 60s...I was to help him with the following:

a 'doll's house' size of theatre, on the floor...toddy and me, lying behind it...upon the stage, was a pack of tarot cards...and 'behind the curtain and 'in the wings' was a book...more of a manual really....a typed up account of so many 'destinies'....toddy was to lay out the cards - in view of his 'tiny' audience i.e. Michael Richardson's gang...and then unbeknownst to them...read out whatever was their 'entry' in that manual....

toddy believed in 'the cards' and so it was an interesting exercise in relation to him looking at the 'random fall' of the cards...toddy was then to privately interpret the cards and 'what they said' - whilst reading out the 'frequency program future' installed for Michael Richardson's gang - upon a computer system....of course the two differed and significantly...'now and then'...but he wasn't allowed to say...he simply had to read out 'what was in the book'...

the whole thing interests me now - in relation to toddy being a mathematician....you see, when you 'read the cards'...they never fall in the same way....which means that the future is never certain...never 'fixed'...no matter how many times you play them....because you want a 'concrete idea of the future'...it never happens, does it?.....which somewhat counteracted that 'set in stone' future within the manual...

anyway, this evening, I received a message that a certain 'generator' in Switzerland had 'gone down'...the one that had controlled the CODS...no further explanation given.

OTHER NOTES:

....I had a strange dream this evening...of taking a 'new turning'...in short, I was no longer 'dreaming/reading other people's dreams'...i.e. those who had 'applied' or been chosen to 'have a day in the flat'...see previous notes....

anyway, I then remembered nigel havers, in the 60s...a bit older than us...in attendance to Elizabeth taylor....

...and Michael Richardson's gang...along with a whole load of other children, were also present...we had been lined up in front of her...and she was to make it quite clear, that she hated children...'little colin' was then introduced to her...and so yes, that was his very first meeting with 'liz'....rimington used to call her 'liz' in a very familiar way...they seemed to know each other 'of old'....

I can remember whispering by way of explanation "never appear with children or animals"....in those days, famous actors/actresses took that warning seriously...for some reason....

liz then laughed to toddy...how shall I say this...she was to joke about whether or not it was time to torture his nuts...a queen of the dungeons then?

roll on the decades...to 'col the sol' staying at liz's mansion...she was to tell him "you will have strange dreams here'"...whilst conveying the image of a generator, upon the premises...go figure what that was all about...

oh and one final note...and it is all about THE MAGUS and how the holliday family had used the novel....liz knew all about that one - and in relation to Richard burton...."serves him right - he should know better than to go against the 'gods'"....