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this morning i was to ring up CHP and an assistant was to tell me that i could cancel that 'brian plumber' appointment 'scheduled in'....and that i would not be charged for cancelling it...she would send a confirmation email 'to that effect' - she then asked if i wanted another appointment time/date....i replied that even though i had nothing 'scheduled at present'...i would ring up again at a later date - when i had a better idea of what time/date would be suitable...
let me see...something around the word 'schedule'...cathy had used it for 'something'...the difference in pronunciation...'skeduel'...shed-yule'...and put it into her computer program of 'future events'...
anyway, MI5 were perfectly right...cancelation was the only thing to do given the circumstance, at this point in time.....i mean to say even if they had managed to successfully deprogram 'brian'...well, there is always the danger that they hadn't 'dug all of the poison out'...and that cathy's program would kick in...and heaven's above...if you were to find out that somebody called brian, had been programmed to 'knife you through the heart' with a paring knife - having gained access to your accommodation, in order to 'change a mixer' in your kitchen tap....well, i mean to say....even if he has been deprogrammed, which i do not doubt...best to play 'on the safe side' eh?
what else came up today? well i was surprised by one of the men, painting that 'formerly green and white pagoda' type of 'bench hut'.....changing the colour to 'grey and white'...and the british army had been behind the repainting job....anyway, the man was to come up to me...ask for a selfie and then plant a kiss on my cheek...as i was holding up the camera....now what was that all about? yes i had let him do it...because i was to remember 'just in time' that we had set a 'memory aid'...along the lines of him saying "i've got soft skin"...to which i was to reply "that's the baby lotion..."
...but i still cannot remember what that one, was all about...bay-'b'-low-shun?
what else? i won't be putting up that photo because he was to ask me 'not to sell it to the papers'...however i will say that he had looked into the lens of the camera with 'one eye'....in fact you can only see 'one of his eyes' as he kissed my cheek...and that was his 'clue' to me....
"on one side of the brain" replies MI5 ONLINE....which might go hand-in-hand with the next clue that i was to leave, today...in M&S, at the fast tills...having already been to the library and chosen a few 'new books' to borrow - which had displayed by the 'self-service tills' there....i was to take those books out of my sainsbury's 'recycling' bag....and put them upon the till to my right...which the assistant checked out my shopping...and then placed it in that sainsbury's bag.
and so what was the 'signal' then?
apparently a book called 'THE WAKE'....a bit of a 'green man' illustration upon the frontcover....
"have a nice day" the assistant was to tell me, as i was picking up my shopping bag....and she closed down her till to then 'walk away' at the same time....
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i can remember listening in to ill cult elite conversations around "they're working it out too fast..."
well if we weren't - we'd be dead by now, wouldn't we?
i can remember 'mr punch' and the other 'mainly MI5 rebels' who had refused cathy's leadership and bid to 'win' this ill cult game - around the time of her programming session at colchester castle...
additionally, the police and the CID were also involved....and i might add that the police were to say of the whole matter...something along the lines of "at least they are opening the doors now and we have a better idea of what was going on" in relation to BI (british intelligence) in general - mind control, drugging and MKULTRA etc etc...
i.e. they have a much better idea of 'mind control' in detail...."and within a specific context - our context" replies MI5 ONLINE...see above - in relation to how a spy used to operate until 'recently'...until it all began to be exposed....because the whole 'signalling system' had been around covering up a 'blood cult'...eating babies, vampirism - not to mention what was 'behind that number' as in the royal genome project and 'norwegian cuckoos' etc....see previous notes....and i suppose that is why....MI5 'on the whole' had decided to expose this sick cult...and its signalling system...."from top to bottom - we no longer use 'anything like that'"....a good answer....it depends of course upon everybody's willingness to dig as deep as they can...in order to find out what the ill have programmed us all with...and then deprogram us, accordingly....it isn't an 'exact science' is it? more importantly it means 'stopping anybody else from trying to continue the above cult'....the 'human egg cult'...
...anyway, 'mr punch' and his MI5 colleagues....'weren't bothered' (in relation to that modern colloquialism)....along the lines of "they've got many more upon their side but we've got the clever ones...the skilled ones....whereas they only got the idiots..."....well those who are mainly idiots - or something like that....'brawn vs brains' was on the timer system...but in point of fact, MI5 had been talking about 'numbers'....
oh i remember now - 'brawn' wasn't about muscles....far from it...that was a reference to jade laing and her 'braun hairstyling kit'....'BRAUN VS BRAINS'....MI5 brains and muscles, i might add....against the ill cult and their 'braun hairstyling kits'....
well you can see why 'mr punch' would have coded 'that one in' can't you?......a normal heterosexual man..."BUT WE ARE NOT KIND" replies MI5 ONLINE...reduced to 'appearing in public' as a gay 'flasher' - who targets young male teenagers....by asking them if he can go to the toilet 'al fresco' in front of them....
well, i am sorry but in my book - that doesn't sound 'serious' - that sounds laughable (the young man had been seriously frightened by the 'whole thing' as the pentagon online was to point out, see previous notes - as well you might be)....
in terms of seriousness?....in 'some cases' you could be very, very wrong....and no doubt cathy will have studied files....to understand that certain 'SILENCE OF THE LAMBS' killers 'started off that way'....oh i see - you fabricated those files and 'put them in her way' did you, gill? oh i see - i am wrong there...you wrote them....little colin showed them to her....how wonderfully devious.
anyway, when faced by robert webb 'off his head' doing his 'skin dress dance' in the cellar...dear reader - know that he is in a very very young child alter 'in his head' and it is 'not funny' at all...it is serious....rather like the 'paring knife' in my kitchen and 'brian the plumber' comes to call....yes, you can laugh but it is NOT FUNNY.
....for example....that fictional SILENCE OF THE LAMBS killer - didn't start off by being simply 'a repressed gay'...something else....far more serious, had happened to him...PKW webb was to immediately identify with the 'serial killer' in SILENCE OF THE LAMBS...."that was made about me, wasn't it?"....and so - if you make a study of webb's life in terms of MKULTRA programming....you will probably 'get' what the fictional character hannibal - had already 'worked out' in terms of that film plot scenario - worked it all out, before giving 'clarisse the  police detective' clues....that is.
do you see how it goes?
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'colloquialism'.....cathy was to code 'that one' in as:
COL-O-QUILL-ISM....and yes, she was still counting on 'col' to be on her side and pull it off....in order to 'win the game' and continue the ill cult'...by defeating a 13th one...in an ill cult 13th one game....
gill was to point out to me, yesterday...that if you are 'female' then another type of ill cult 13th one game, takes place....something that he had 'worked out' so many years ago now...to then ask his contacts for information....and yes, it was apparently true...according to his sources.
you see - apparently the 13th one, in relation to men...was all about 'jesus christ' as the 13th one....with 12 disciples....
but if this ill cult game was played out - targeting a woman...
well then.....it became a '13th bad fairy' number....go figure....
....because i haven't really 'got it' yet - apart from the obvious sexism.....
i.e. number 13 male = 'holy man'...number 13 female = 'wicked fairy'....
...the 'pink fairy on the christmas tree' to be burned on a funeral pyre together....by the british royal princes etc etc? see previous notes upon what was to happen to caroline hughes and tomlinson 'in that forest' behind that templar castle, in the south of france....anyway, french/monaco intelligence had been  'working it out as they went along' at the time - to then save caroline and tomlinson from 'that fate'....and we all walked away from that 'horror' see previous notes....
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...what about those who aren't like PKW webb-run-under-mind-control-in-a-child-alter....?
 what about those who are really...sadistically-minded and highly violent paeophiles?
today a 'certain note' was to come up about that 'welsh english teacher' at langley seniors...he hadn't known his predecessor in term of 'ill cult power'....
and that had been a certain 'mr jameson' who had been 'best mates' with mr biggs...the two 'arch paedophiles' who had 'ruled the roost' during my first and second year at langley seniors...
simon lyons had been at langley seniors for a while....before his scottish father had removed him from the school...to send him to a better one 'where education actually meant something'....
i can remember simon and RH laughing about the time that simon had spent at langley seniors....simon was to laugh along the lines of "it wasn't that bad...it was funny....two teachers...mr biggs and mr jameson used to have huge arguments....biggs liked trotsky....jameson liked stalin'.....
....i 'know' that simon was referring to that geography teacher...the one that had left early on....not mr o' brien....the 'other one'...who had been the most violent paeophile out...terrorised my class - and let me put it this way - that was difficult to do....the boys in that H class were extremely rebellious....
why had lyons called him 'jameson'? i do not know....all i know is that i cannot remember that 'early on' geography teacher's name....apart from the memory of having to approach him, in a school corridor to 'give him a message'....he was tall, blond, slightly tanned.....rather ugly....and his head was 'larger than it should be' for his body....anyway, he was to bend down....put his face right into mine....to then bawl into my face "SO YOU DON'T REMEMBER MY NAME, DO YOU? THAT'S GOOD...." he then laughed in my face (so much 'bad breath' like a poisonous cloud - i almost choked but 'held it back') and then walked off - leaving me severely traumatised by the whole encounter - i couldn't even remember his name - that is how frightening he had been, to me....because he had subjected me to what i can only describe as 'something like' what col the sol had encountered in dartington....in order for the ill to achieve 'complete memory dump'....

'mr jameson'...apparently simon lyons had found out his 'real name'....more than that....he was to tell the boys at Langley seniors that he was "MR WHIZZ"...

oh I remember now...cathy had 'dug him up' to be the main mkultra programmer at that Colchester castle horror....see previous notes.....

anyway, let us remain at langley seniors....but go on a few years....i can remember 'the new english teacher-with-dark-eyes-set-close-together'...talking to his colleagues about how he looked a bit like 'young colin'...the 'eyes close together'....a bit like 'monkey'...perhaps i would trust him....he was then to learn that 'griffiths' was the name to dig up ...but in relation to what?
gill was interested in digging up the 'baby-eating cult' in to melanie griffiths' father...the jooish orthodox family who were to move into number 1 saint bernards road.
...their 'shavot number' (jooish religious festival)...and a 'chou croute' number ('eat the whole of a pig' european village tradition)...i.e. the two had been conflated - to call it 'the eating of pig' as in gentiles....goy babies....foetuses. Oh i remember now, melanie griffiths - in my year at langley seniors - apparently jooish ashkenazim orthodox....her father had imagined that he had thought up the 'whole idea' to then implement it, in solihull....'imagined it'? he was a bit of a 'mystic'....done a bit of meditation...and then got in touch with the 'sephardic russian criminal rabbi in jerusalem' vibe which had 'told him what do to'....see previous notes....can you guess what he had been told to do...and then did? yes, you are right - he had 'shavot' dinners all year round....eating the foetuses of the goyim.
...anyway, to cut a long story short...the new 'welsh english teacher' was to call himself MR YATES at first....to then do a 'toby' upon his adoring female 'young teenager base'...namely those like helen browne and from her class.....
what do i mean by a 'toby'?
well - remember that 'bank letter' addressed to 'norman macklin' left upon toby's desk at the prague dto?
well toby was to tell us....'very awkwardly'.....that his mother used to call him 'toby' when young - in relation to his ears....and that norman had been his real first name...even though i can remember him, looking at the letter....and thinking 'norman?'.....it hadn't seemed to register (as if he couldn't remember the name 'norman' at all), at the time...go figure.
well, 'welsh teacher' was to do the same to helen browne's fan base....who used to follow him around at break-time...a letter was planted...helen browne's group of friends were to 'find him out'....and then he admited to them all that for 'certain reasons' he had gone by the name of MR YATES but now he was MR GRIFFITHS and that they should address him as that.....
go figure...honestly....go figure what had been going on at langley seniors - during 'those years'.


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Griffiths had been programmed with 'this image'...the 'off of your head' symbolism in relation to what the ill cult had wanted him to do: