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...this morning i was to have a long conversation with my mum on the phone...about what has been going on in her neck of the woods and mine...she was to tell me about 'boydens' (they take care of the estate, around 'the maltings' residences) who have warned 'the maltings' residents, kiln lane, manningtree...of two men...two men, who are apparently pretending to be ex-prisoners and now 'on probation' who are selling highly expensive cleaning fluids door-to-door...doesn't sound good, does it?

my mother appeared to be at a loss - as to what to do....

and as she had just talked about her local conservative MP called 'jenkins'...i was to remember ed (my youngest brother) saying:

"use your local MP - that's what they're there for - make them work for you"

....and so i put 'that one' to my mother...who then replied that she could get the leader of the malting's committee to get in contact with jenkins, to see what he can do...

oh no...the footage that i have just got back...isn't good...something about an..."unhealthy connection between jenkins and those two imps..." replies BI ONLINE...you mean 'imposters' or demonically programmed 'imps'?....anyway, what else do you know about 'this one'? "no further information at this point in time".

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what else? well my mother was to talk to me about as residential home called 'mon repos' in neuveville, switzerland....

....and great aunt emilie aka 'tante fisherman' see previous notes...who had had a very hard time at 'mon repose' in neuveville (nini had 'put her in there' after she had had a fall - she had been over 100 years old, at the time but still in her right mind and able to get around)...in short, she had been microchipped, whilst 'in there' (by tomlinson) and then the ill had tried to 'scan her thoughts'...which was to leave her 'too angry for words'...you see, as a remoteviewer she had known what the ill were up to...suffice to say the ill were to find no 'backdoor keys' to her mind or thoughts....her mind had been like a steeltrap, as it were....now, that is what the historical SOE were like...go figure....

....and after having been 'incarcerated in that joint' eh gill? tante fisherman was to write upon her door "MON REPOSE!!"....as my mother was to relate on the phone, this morning...exclamation marks after the letters....remember how tomlinson used to program himself in as an 'exclamation mark'? two exclamation marks !!...let me see...tomlinson had visited her there, in order to microchip her...along with petrol nell's 'idiot brother' (who looked very like him)...hence the second 'exclamation mark'....do you see how it goes?

anyway, tante fisherman would have approved of my move, to request that the 'twins' be removed....see previous notes upon my refusal to be cast as either 'a mother who murders her own children' or a long-suffering slave of colonial rule i.e. 'a madame monarchy butterfly'....you see the ill had 'planned that one' in order to gain a foothold within the rebel camp....if they had got me...they would have been able to get others...and eventually get the whole lot - who knows?...anyway, that was something that i could not allow....and i have no regrets at all - see previous notes. my heart is in the right place - but it is not swayed by extreme emotional blackmail....."designed to bring the whole rebel group down" replies BI ONLINE.

...funny how the 'recent past' is now being echoed, within the present - and in the daily news, as it turns out...you see - today, i was to have a look at the frontpages, upon the newspapers-stand in sainsbury's....to see a frontpage photo of a woman...who was apparently being taken to court by an ex-partner...in relation to their frozen embryos...apparently he wants to have 'one of their embryos' implanted into a surrogate mother....and she doesn't....do you see how it goes?

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what else? that entertaining swedish movie about an SOE 'type of guy' let us say...the bomb expert who had worked for 'all sides' in WWII etc etc....well, i can remember now - and it runs as follows:

...the teenage pewdie, in oxford - circa 1999.... starting to write a novel....one that was to require lots of research....an ongoing project as it turned out...one that was to run for a long, long time...and it was the eldest taschmann who had first noted 'the whole thing' in oxford 1999....pewdie's first creative project/piece of writing...and it was of 'such importance' to him - although the eldest taschmann hadn't quite worked out why, at the time....

"he'd f***ing written it" replies BI ONLINE...yes, he certainly had...but i am unclear as to whether you are talking about the novel or film script....it is likely that he was then allowed by swedish intelligence to write the film script as well - let me see...yes, he had been allowed - with a bit of editing here and there....

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anyway, so let me see...what is swedish intelligence laughing at here...but it is no joke....

firstly i can remember BI ascertaining that the reason that i had got on so well with 'pewdie' in oxford and elsewhere....was that i had a background 'country' to my 'life in england' and that had been switzerland...except that i couldn't escape back to my 'ideal country background' having no swiss passport...whereas he could do so, to sweden....having a swedish passport.

in short, i was 'stuck' - and he wasn't....we both 'gelled' upon that sole principle...i yearned for that escape...he had it...i didn't....and i suppose that he 'sort of' understood it, at the time...

you see...i can remember being at his mother's house in the countryside, in sweden...it was so beautiful...the sunset...walking through the countryside...not like switzerland but 'of a similar feel' to myself....the beauty of it all....tangible...every sense engaged with the beauty of nature and 'being in love' at the time...although of course, i was old enough to be his mother...and not a CIA 'whatdoesonecallit'....a beautiful 'older' woman who preys upon young men, in terms of a 'big cat' alter (simcha/simba time?)...that was not my game, it never has been.....and yes, i can laugh, in relation to the 'cougars' of DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES - i would never want to be that goodlooking/sexually attractive - too much of a liability...."too much unwanted attention" replies BI ONLINE.

anyway, yes - i had been sent to sweden, by mcdonald to 'make contact' etc etc....the affair lasted less than two weeks, before the rest of the CIA LAB turned up, to occupy every bedroom in his mother's 'large house in the countryside'....anyway, pewdie was taking heroin at the time...i was not....i advised him to stop that number...for obvious reasons....and it wasn't difficult for him to stop...he then 'just stopped' - that simple...not a 'jade laing' type, then?

"a habitual user" replies BI ONLINE....but if you get 'onto that line' in terms of an old-style pentagon chip - you are into 'really difficult waters' aren't you? i mean to say...what you might 'download' isn't restricted to satellites, is it? other microchipped people interact with you....and can download too, to your chip....

and so what is swedish intelligence laughing at here, although it is no joke....

...and what about tante emilie and the SOE?

....tante emilie had understood me....i had understood her....i therefore 'knew' that if the ill were to steal my 'embryos' and to use a surrogate mother for them....that they were up to 'only one thing'...i was then to read their agendas and 'listen in' to their conversations....the likes of 'wolfgang' and his mates.....and to realise the 'worst'. yes , mcdonald - sometimes it is 'the worst' in relation to certain people....and not just a case of 'worst possible scenario'.....

the ill had wanted to eliminate people like me....people like those upon dartington courses....those who could 'remember'....those who could remember what MKULTRA programmers had done to them.

"in whatever form" replies MI5 ONLINE....well, isn't that the case? portillo and his wife were brilliant, in forwarding the whole 'pattern recognition' idea....which then lost them their jobs at MI5, i might add....

and to who? who replaced them? Norwegian intelligence replaced them - that's who.....and so that is our loss - as a country.

MI5 - go figure or 'go lose' as the ex-MI5 pool states......

the 'Inga pool'...and 'behind the curtain'...I can even track and trace what their current 'wolfgang' is thinking now...."they've traced us....DC10 use DC1O....that's not available....use...E1013...."