I also remembered how I had begun to work out how to heal GILL at MANCHESTER UNIV....simply by making sure that he was kept warm in bed...MR ICEBLOCK...hot water bottles...making sure he ate enough and slept enough...telling him that he mustn't worry about tomorrow and forget to eat or sleep properly because that made him weak...he had to eat, exercise and sleep well...and then there was 'always a way'...he could deal with anything tomorrow...

You see - we never knew what tomorrow would bring...and one night GILL was horribly depressed...I didn't know why but reviewing that time, in the CIA LAB, I was to find out...

MARK R had been recalled to NY for 'training' and so he wasn't around to bother or terrorise GILL during those early days at MANCHESTER...however, one day he did turn up to tell GILL that he had to marry a very rich jooish princess...and in retrospect, that probably wasn't a threat in relation to LAING...we are really talking CLEOPATRA here, aren't we?

GILL went to bed...that evening...he couldn't remember the meeting with that evil mouse...he couldn't remember anything but what he had been told...GILL was stone-cold, heavily depressed...he had self-medicated with heaven knows what from his pill/tincture cupboard (I was particularly suspicious of a PARACETAMOL preparation for coughs and colds) and then he told me that he had to marry a wealthy jooish princess and began to cry...so I told him the above to comfort him...and that it didn't matter...I would always love him...not to worry...there is always a way...not the end of the world...

CETA is a soul-trapping reference and linked to the image of a KILLER WHALE. MARK R had turned up in his most 'negative energy' form and sapped the living daylights out of GILL...a real energy leech...

PA-RA-CETA-MOL

i was reminded of the above in BOOTS CHEMISTS the other day...the assistant was reminding a customer that according to the drug that they were on...that type of cough mixture or whatever it was...actually it was pills that were a mix of paracetamol and something else...that the woman should only take one...so as not to overdose on PARACETAMOL...

Apparently PARACETAMOL was a programming command used by the TASCHMANNS...

PAR-ACE-TA-MOL then?