OTHER NOTES:


...all I can say is this....after having skimmed through 'what I had written/typed'  from 4th to the 14th.......you have to have the big picture.....and you gain it after you have 'watched this sort of horror' as a replay of your past - since you were tiny....and noted it down...collected the fragments...put the picture together....like an extremely elaborate jigsaw puzzle of many pieces.....and that was my 'specialist skill'.....see previous notes upon my father watching me build a 3D new York skyline from 'nothing'.....because 'upon this side of the mirror' and whatever the F.O. might say....somebody who can do that....knows NY rather well, don't they?