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I have a file upon my desktop....which goes back to the 4th-14th of august...something that a certain CID boss, hadn't wanted anybody to know about....so who had compromised who, then?

the notes within that file - were notes that I had 'withheld' for whatever reason i.e. I didn't put it all up on the internet.....and therefore, I was to simply use those notes to 'dip into' and 'take out chunks' now and then, to post online - without posting the 'whole lot' online....the FBI had warned me not to - until this point in time - go figure.

anyway, I have just copied that file and am now going to paste it - below this text:

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4th august 2015

i've decided not to post today but i will do later on....let me see....

memories...the following was to come back today...

mcdonald showing the CIA LAB a diagram of 'where the NSA began and where the CIA ended'...he had drawn venn diagrams over CIA bases along with NSA organisations...to then tell us that "these are bush's army and these are my good friends"....meaning? the NSA/bush horror had infected a lot of CIA bases....but not that much....never more than about 40%....in relation to each base. See previous notes upon mark r and 'they never invest/buy shares in a company - more than 40%...you'll never catch them out' etc etc....

"i know some good guys in the NSA" SC was to counter..."you do?"...the 'croc' raised an eyebrow and sat back in his chair....leaning away, as far as he could - from his computer.

a 'tell me more' moment, eh?

what had provoked the above scenario? it was all about israeli airforce intelligence in relation to the 'influx of robots'...you see - they couldn't stem the tide...airforce operatives who had 'chips' but who were not fully roboticised (in relation to the likes of RH/ingabot/jade laing for example)....i can remember gill asking them why they feared the arabs so much....II (israeli intelligence) was to reply "it's not them...it's the CIA..." - go figure. The CIA or the NSA...or what mcdonald had outlined in 'venn diagrams'.

zoolander II...roman numerals?

zoolander II, little colin...have you got your head around that one, eh?

the face that inspired 2001 space odyssey pisstakes....

oh i see....zoolander II is to be released in 2016 and naturally, it isn't funny - is it....little colin?....an abused child who had been told to see 'punters/clients' as 'banks to be stolen from'....or 'cashpoints to be plundered'....male or female, i might add....see previous notes.

"just see him/her as a cashpoint...keep that thought in your head...." ....."said by his handler - and various others...

gill can remember it all - from the 60s, london etc etc...."he never changed".

"he didn't give change"

what do you mean...had he been programmed as a bank or vendor, too?

...let me see...what is this all about?....something is coming back now....you go to a bank in order to get money for a 'utilities card' - loads of 50ps or £1 coins (i used to do that in totnes for the electricity meter - go in with a fiver and get loads of 50ps)....and the card to put into a meter, nowadays? i don't have one and so i don't know about that number....

"jade didn't - it was always your money" replies GILL ONLINE....if there wasn't any money in the meter - she went to H house for a bath or shower".

anyway, what am i saying here? II had figured that the 'total robots' would overpower them in the end....and they hadn't figured that it would be arab 'total robots'....they had figured that it would be...."those like jade laing, posing as arabic" replies MI5 ONLINE...including..."the sephardic boss - russian criminal - who had really been ashkenazim and run by the romanov family"....yes, that type of thing.

gill and i, were not so pessimistic....but then he had come from a 'mad family' and so had i....LA FRANCK....great aunt collette etc....in short, we knew that there were 'ways around everything'....

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a hideously cruel joke...against those who have suffered from acne when young...but in relation to having been one of the COCKLES....COCK-ELS...well who knows the 'rights and wrongs of this one'?

in short, i was to walk along the seafront prom...to pass a man who looked like he had had the same 'skin problem' as dibbens and his family (see previous notes) the pock-marked visage.....the man had been one of the COCK-EL bosses in clacton 'so many years ago now'....one of the seven....all as bad as each other or not? they had all been 'put in' yesterday to kill me off...and they might have managed it....the stats score upon my blog was between 1000 and 2000 (the biggest 'high' yet)...however, today it is under 100....see previous notes upon the 'stats score' upon blogger...in relation to 'frequency control/network interference' rather than 'readership'....

MI6 had coded in the 'cockles' that i had to find on the seashore, yesterday....and one of them was 'full of holes'...go figure.

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cathy was to ask me to put up PAINT JOBS today...cut and paste jobs...she had wanted me to paste colin farrell's face 'in tiny form' over a large image of a JACK RUSSELL? well if i were going to do that....i would also have to paste my own face-in-miniature over a red long-haired bejinger/pekinese, wouldn't i? just to be fair....and i am not going to do either....there you go.

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..."and possibly the most important information for us" replies a certain police quarter online....

Okay you wanted to know about the 'yardies' in terms of their relationship to SCARLETT....'not good'...

in short, the 'yardies' had originally been 'the brightest and the best' at SCOTLAND YARD....a black team...who then gained the 'overview'...to realise that if the ill cult were to be stopped...that they had to join...enlist upon the ROYAL MAFIA COMPETITION....which they then did...as experts in police/military matters....including telecommunications/radio/computers etc etc...

and you wonder why RH was so irate about what an 'afro-caribbean team' had done at london university? - exactly what VARRO and his mate 'andy' the head of the technical department had done, whilst at dartington..stolen a large amount of computers/electrical equipment and then sold it off...fenced it off...

varro and 'andy' head of technical services at dartington theatre department...had shoved everything 'electronic' into the back of a large lorry -and then sold it off upon the black market in torquay - to then claim it all back as 'stolen' upon the insurance....i might add, that i was to watch them doing it, outside of dartington theatre department....and in broad daylight....having just walked up the road and asked them what they were doing....i was then handed an old TV set and told "...you want a tv?" etc etc and after i had taken it home - a few days later i was to be told "you're part of it now"....anyway, at the time - i had realised that there was no way to refuse....and besides...it was only an old, secondhand tv monitor...something that they had wanted to get rid of (they wouldn't have been able to fence off)....but it would 'do' as a monitor to watch my video8 tapes upon....etc etc...besides varro and andy had 'burnt the serial numbers' off of everything...later on in exeter, cathy was to double-check...true of that tv, as well...

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cathy was online today...to ask me to talk about her 'dog alter'...almost definitely a ST BERNARD DOG....

5th aug 2015

DUN-KIRK and DUN-SPOCK...two MI6 men down their 'timewarp' corridor - within that building....upon that paris street - where we had been held prisoner...ling, miriam and myself - see previous notes....

"two sado-masochists who liked to dress up as kirk and spock, with 'alien antennae' on their heads"......and what had they chanted? i can remember... "we are your AN TEN I"....?

"i heard 'antony'" is the reply from somebody in MI5 who had been put through that particular 'programming horror'...

....the pentagon won't admit to involvement and so why bother putting it up on my blog...but anyway....getting rid of 'total robots' is so easy...DUN-KIRK and DUN-SPOCK (and a variation? i can remember DUN-COCK and a cockerel's head mask) were supposed to both shoot each other at the same time...with silencers on their guns...however, as it turned out...one was faster...the other didn't have time...and so the survivor then shot himself...through his own chest....go figure.

...and i might add that they were the only ones, who had the code (their own personalised one) for that 'timewarp' corridor keypad....and so it was weeks...before anybody found their decomposing bodies.....french intelligence/police along with MI6 were to eventually find them...french intelligence was then to suggest something around the possibility of a lovers' tryst because it was all so puzzling (nobody else could have entered that corridor unless they knew the code)....crime passionelle, then?....

however, scarlett knew different...didn't he? "by that point in time, he certainly did" replies MI5 ONLINE...."and he would have guessed right".

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today was a 'frum' day again...assassin code red...scarlett's frum e.g. those like NEW HORIZONS....out to murder me again...and this time? something around 'low pressure'....high pollution count in clacton....high blood pressure and a tannoy system attempting to trigger a 'cilla'...i.e. heart attack/stroke...'hit your head on the pavement time' and death, basically....

i suppose that it won't do any good, to refer to scarlett's 'frum' in chicago... (as outed by rickson, so many years ago now - see previous notes)....because 'how does one say it'?...they were to go the same way as DUN-KIRK and DUN-SPOCK...."they took each other out" replies MI5 ONLINE...exactly.

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what else? crazier and crazier....that plane crash which had included the supposed deaths of members of the 'bin laden' family...or the laden bin, as mark r had laughed to mcdonald...having thought up that surname for his unknown-masters-at-the-time i.e. japanese military intelligence..."at that south of france templar castle" replies MI5 ONLINE.

....and you wonder why i keep on checking up on the state of belle court bins room?...the laden bins...ha ha ha....

anyway, apparently they were all 'british royals' doubles....upon that death list..."including the pilot" replies MI5 ONLINE...sent over by the bush family/new horizons team (from the following locations...a factory and a training centre - in north and south carolina)....and why did that plane crash, you might ask? i don't know...there are so many possible answers in relation to motives - to that query...and to be honest, i do not even know 'who did it'....never mind what their reasons were for doing it....

all i can say is this...i was to identify who was 'responsible' overall for most of this ill cult horror, in relation to satanism....and it all goes back to NASA....trace the history...early scientists (alchemists) hadn't wanted the masses to know about what they had found out via mind control...and telling the masses to believe in a 'bunch of marbles' which constitute a 'solar system' must have been a 'harmless visualisation' at first....until..."radio wars began...and each marble was assigned a different brainwave state...." replies MI5 ONLINE...you are talking about microchipped slaves...."fragmented brains...butchered brains...reduced to mind control slaves...owned by the super-rich...to be run within their private armies"....

....i am not concerned with talking about many things that the ill cult have done - here, upon this blog because i know so little about them (invading vietnam for example, both frost and nixon were programmed 'suns' - set upon a collision course, on an MOD constellation program or MI6 cosmos program, if you prefer - because both are linked) - my focus is upon exposing the zygote slavery trade and exposing the whole horror (what else can one do? one has to do something 'well' in life - rather than do 'everything' badly)....anyway, my focus of research in relation to the zygote slavery trade....was to lead me right up to the OVAL (washington) in terms of OVA....the washing...brainwashing...the watergate....etc etc....

let me see...and for example? what that the FROST/NIXON film was to bring up....green tower were to find out that frost was a practising gay paedophile....not a 'womaniser' at all...just a great 'performer'....and that is why obama's people were to make nixon seem 'not that bad' in relation to a sort of 'tony blair interviewer' characterisation of frost..."a very lightweight sort of person" replies BI ONLINE....yes,.....i loved the line, near to the end...all about 'that number'...nixon should have been on a journalist 'investigative reporting team' in terms of his character....and frost should have been a politician....

....compare and contrast the early 70s with today's 2015 reportage....for example - what was nixon really 'had up for'?....i would guess.....the fact that he didn't live up to what people expected a politician and a president should be all about....and today?

.....watch capaldi in his 'political expediency' roles on tv (and on film)...everybody (as far as i know) within the UK....believes 'that one' and nobody questions it as 'how things are' - as a sort of 'norm' nowadays because it IS like that, that's why - people are rarely wrong on 'gut instinct'...i have seen the whole 'behind the scenes number' (see previous notes upon gill doing the PR/filming for cameron's campaign around the city of london - before he got elected)...the only thing that is missed out of capaldi's 'political roles'.....is the drugging and the mind control number....but i suppose that is a whole subject 'unto itself' isn't it? you couldn't possibly cover that as well, within a comedy tv series...or film-of-it.

...and in real life?...nobody hangs those politicians out to dry 'who are like that' in public...because we now accept 'that one' as 'normal behaviour' within UK politics..."that they are all lying toadies...blackmailed into submission" replies MI5 ONLINE....which is generally the case, isn't it?

...which is the point that i am trying to make about nixon...he was the 'first one' to be found out...in relation to 'how politics really is'...."take him out" etc etc....and the CHANDLERS were the most important reference point of all.

MI5 will have probably done the research upon that one - i have nothing further to add...except to repeat the following....candlestick makers (none in the UK anymore - my research at bournville - see previous notes).....the australian couple in that oxford rented room, OXI...the woman had come from a candlestick-maker family ....what else?.....along with the 'bone people'/deeper well reference - their satanic oujii board for abusing slaves like hanni (which they were then to do in that large rented room - i can now remember 'watching' what they were up to) ...the couple were to buy a 'cherry board' as in a kitchen wooden board (i was to see those boards, myself and think 'so cheap at the price - too cheap')....the cherry network....i had thought those boards to be made of rosewood at the time...to then be corrected by that woman - "cherry board"...the woman knew all about 'woods' apparently....

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....anyway, that is what colin had found out...after finding out so much about 'everything'...CIA drugs/remoteviewing....as "in nixon wasn't that bad...look at the real history...."

...and those like FROST were out to get nixon....which means that frost was quite definitely a puppet and from a side 'far worse' than that of nixon's (a side that were also running nixon as a puppet i.e. the mob)...and we aren't talking politics or political beliefs here....we are talking about 'two programmed suns' having a 'run-in'....nixon and frost.....frost won....

frost then doused nixon's flames...nixon then became a 'moon'...a moon is one who 'remembers'....the first obama at green tower 'got interested'....colin and i were then sent to interview nixon....see above...do you see how it goes?

"is colin farrell a doused moon?" replies BI ONLINE...you are mixing your metaphors here...he was a programmed 'sun'...and now?

6th august:

OTHER NOTES:

'the pause/paws button' was on today....MI5...and in relation to a purple 'sign' left out on the prom by the masons...and a woman 'in purple' seated on a bench....

"we spotted that"....

OTHER NOTES:

something 'else' was to come back yesterday...rimington in 'one of these flats' talking about how if you took the 'plug off the chain' symbolically...that, this was the best way to survive ill cult attacks....she then tried to get a plug off of a bathroom basin chain but failed to do so...two uber-programmers rushed in...."MI6 ROBOTS" replies MI5 ONLINE.....and she was horribly punished for doing so, afterwards....so what was that all about then, eh? symbolically, i mean.....plug off chain?

do we really need 'plugs on chains'?.....apart from in public-use venues such as hotels/pubs where people might steal them? you might think that, amusing...but as a student living on £20 a week...i used to steal toilet paper from the local pubs/hotels etc in totnes....and it saved a lot of money, i might add - every month....around £8 or more....which i could then spend on 'something else'.....such as the meter for 'hot water' and 'showers'....50p 'on the meter' for 3 minute's worth of shower-time....in bathroom of that totnes flat, upon the high street - see previous notes.

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the boiler in my flat - was to 'go into action' this morning - as i turned on the kitchen sink 'hot' tap....but that boiler wasn't sounding 'as it normally does'....because i could hear a very faint 'far away alarm bell - ringing'....as if the sound coming from the boiler was actually coming 'down through the pipes' - from a flat above my own....go figure.

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little colin (camera device) was to tell me the following...but i have no idea what this might entail:

'bottom is magician'?

...go figure....something around the templar cult?
http://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b04vfc5g/am-bfgthe-bfg



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7 august 2015

satanic princesses' day and 'hair saloons'...clues everywhere....

CLAIRE's in clacton for example...the 'floral hair clasps' (they had been hidden - the 'colourful flowers' clasps) and the second-employee-that-i-was-to-meet...having gone back in relation to having thought up a 'bogus query'....i.e. to ask about my purchase in relation to their 'two for one' offer...in order to 'find her out'...flowers...chemistry...hair....hairdressing...petrolnell and mcgowan - who had conspired together...to then drug 'mr tom' and 'give him a bath'....they shampooed him in flat 1, eagle house...did they do the same to me...to gill? i wonder now...yes, that was the symbolic intent...telling gill that we were all 'washed up'....later on.

a woman in a red teeshirt, smoking...using a white apple phone....projecting ingabot....at just before 11am this morning...do you see how it goes?

oh and i was to buy 'salmon pink' jeggings in M&S today...a sale item...£5.99...extremely comfortable and a 'good buy' even if there are those who hate the colour...helen browne for example...who hated anything 'salmon pink'...although she was to buy 'barbie pink' skin-tight jeans, as a teenager....despite having put on a huge amount of weight (tomlinson adored 'big butts' and so i wonder now, about 'that one' - who or what had prompted that unwise choice?)....and so 'go figure'...the shade of a colour, obviously matters - doesn't it?..rose pink...salmon pink....barbie doll pink....oh and heather kempson taking the piss out of ingabot and browne in relation to 'magenta pink knickers'...i can remember her flashing her knickers at a british council DTO staff party, held by the DTOM boss peter smith....the men were entranced...normally they used to run when heather made 'advances'...but not when she was wearing the 'magenta knickers'.....they were like 'bees to honey'...and so was peter smith, oddly enough...a gay man in a gay partnership - but he couldn't resist heather when she 'got going' though, could he? "NO, i mustn't encourage you" he used to chortle as he walked away...and the party had been held at his flat....they were all to crowd around heather, in the kitchen....

caroline hughes and her 'red lacy knickers'...she also owned a 'magenta pink' pair...the art of seduction through 'traffic light control'? see previous notes upon ingabot flashing 'red/white' etc in order to get her gay-biker-on-acid...i.e. mike weale...to get him to...i falter at the description but there you go....get an erection - after SIS 'pavlovian dog' techniques had been used upon him....see previous notes.

....oh and ROZ - who had been programmed as 'tank girl' and used to project 'that number' quite a bit....the latest PRIVATE EYE edition - figures that a certain 'deputy speaker' exposed in the UK tabloids....had a 'thing' about tank girl i.e. he wanted to be her - either that or 'tank girl' was his child alter (something around a bid for power - to be an 'anchor on the system' - like roz?)....go figure.

9 august

anomalies....

dr jenny ramsey and my mother...both claimed to have been aborted at a very late stage...and that 'sticks' had been put up them to do it...apparently it was because of contracting a childhood disease but i cannot remember which...mumps, measles etc...which would have had a really harmful effect upon the baby...disability, brain-damage and so forth...

now those 'abortions' would have been against the law, wouldn't they? secondly my mother was to claim that her baby was due to be born...'only a month to go' or something like that...

....and why were 'sticks' put up them? we are talking about the 60s here... why were they not put through a normal 'induction' of the birth/abortion in question?

yet another anomaly...my mother was to tell me...and i was in my twenties at the time...that i had not been her first child...and that she hated me...she hadn't wanted me at all - she had wanted her first child...i was not her first child...i was not the eldest of her children...she then burst into tears and stormed off...we were in 14 st bernards garden, at the time....

the CIA LAB then found out that RH had been her first child...and he was still in the land of the living...very much so...fat and gloating, as far as i can recall...from his 'ivory tower existence' provided by scarlett...see previous notes upon scarlett's oxbridge number...magdalen college, oxford etc....where RH was to join scarlett's 'radio quaker' number...see previous notes....

i mean to say...how many 'mind fucks' did i have to go through?....to get through, in life...'lies, lies and more lies' and from all sides....

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anyway, today appears to be all about tatting the rockefellers...the 'white brotherhood'...

first up - i was to remember the 'rockefellers' walking through clacton prom gardens and taking photos of what they had wanted to program others with....

they were to choose a green leafed plant/bush/tree...with that bluish tinge...common to the mediteranean...but and a big but..."he'll never guess..."...located in the 'senses' garden....to program gill with...or would that be the GAF?

and there is something about the 'new wine carrier' in M&S today...a green/bluish tinge to a shiny plastic number...the shiny plastic is dark green but has a bluish tinge to it....carriers...signals...radio...go figure...the design is dangerous - according to BI 'aristocracy'....you put one of those carriers into the back of your 4-wheel drive and at least one of the bottles is broken, by the time you get home...unlike the old M&S boxes....and as the M&S till assistant was to note...and i was to agree with her - somehow the bottles seem heavier in plastic than in a box....now why would that be? 'lack of friction'....energies constrained or loose...whatever....

plus the new 'dark green plastic' wine carriers...look like umbrellas or 'plastic flowers' in a way....not a good sign...a sign that scarlett had created them, i would say...and for what purpose, i might add?...see previous notes upon him ousting rimington...and yes he had flashed 'oust house' torture....at the time...along with 'smashed on a travel-line'....go figure.

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what else? well i was to get a replacement for that white 'visor' fan heater/blower in ARGOS today...the 1 year guarantee hadn't expired, luckily....the fan was still working but it would only blow cold air...the heating function, no longer worked...not that i use it at all, during summer...only during 'cold snaps' at around midnight....

oh and an 'odd one'.....for some reason, i was to forget something...let me explain...after having been asked by an ARGOS assistant, what my postcode was... i answered correctly CO15 1FH...and when asked for the second bit again..."F for FISH"....to then be asked for my house...."and what is your house?"....i did a double-take and then said "flat 3..." thnking that i would then be asked for the building and a bit more information - but i wasn't....that didn't happen...the new receipt for the replaced heater - was then printed out for FLAT 3, CO15 1FH...

....instead of for flat 2...let me see - now why did i say "flat 3?".....for some reason, i was thinking about flat 3, eagle house, harwich....or somewhere else that 'flat 3' was important but i cannot remember now....oh and this morning, i was going to see if google maps had updated their streetview of west street, this morning but forgot...anyway, i have no idea, what this is about...although somebody like gill had told me to reply "flat 3" and not flat 2...go figure.

all i knew...after having had a look at the receipt was that it wouldn't matter what flat was on the top of the receipt...if the next blow heater didn't work properly...(which it does, i have just checked it)....i could just take it back and ARGOS would exchange it...

"changing your address upon a receipt"...is that what MI5 had found out 'something about' - on a macro or micro scale...at shops like argos? is that how a certain 'scam' worked? (george osborne had nearly 'got it' i.e. caught that 'ball' but not quite).... i.e. you take something back...you give the right postcode but the wrong address....the system then replaces information...does the system then over-write existing data in relation to 'address' within banking details? that would be very silly, wouldn't it? but you can imagine some 'over-zealous' person in a 'shop full of fools' telling their accounts dept that 'keeping up with the addresses of your customers is all important - ever-changing adddresses and that sometimes those people don't bother to notify the banks...their own bank, for example'....

jacqui carroll knew 'something' around that number (minor incorrect details)...by changing a letter in her name...to enable her to open new bank accounts...but this is something around a much bigger fraud...and i am tracing it back to the 'young woman' who had handed me the new 'fan' at ARGOS this morning....her real daddy was very, very wealthy - wasn't he? (she had a caroline hughes, sort of smile)...and she had been trying to prove how evil she could be - hadn't she?

gill - is she one of your network ? that young woman had decided that 'being evil' within a banking framework was 'too boring' for her...she had wanted to be 'really evil' within a framework which suited her....in somewhere like clacton, for example....see previous notes upon mobs/mafias/aristocracy/royals...training up their 'young' upon the streets of totnes....along the lines of 'pose as a beggar'...see previous notes..."and learn how to hate the poor, underprivileged...and 'working classes' including the middleclass" replies MI5 ONLINE.

...young aristocracy begging....and the hatred that incited - when 'nobody obeyed them'...can you imagine it....young aristocrats...born with a silver spoon in their mouths...believing that the working and middle classes are 'born to be obedient to them - or else'...then made to sit on a sidewalk and ask for money...from these hard-working classes...the classes that they steal from...in order to 'rule from above'....and then? what happens?

....and from which side? i.e. are we looking at it from the view of the aristrocrat on the pavement, pretending to be a beggar - or from the view of somebody rushing by...somebody who 'works for a living'....

.... well from the working class/middleclass side.....most people look at 'those begging'...to then see that the 'aristocratic beggar' is looking rather healthy and not in need of medical care, food, water, 'a bed-for-the-night'.... (unless they happen to be rundown by drug addiction/hereditary health diseases which is increasingly becoming the case)....and so 'no problems' there..and therefore, those who seem them...tend to get annoyed....along the lines of "pull yourself together"....but aristocratic offspring do not have a background of "pull yourself together" do they? nobody tells them to do that - do they?....and if they do - they face 'certain death'...you have been warned.

the above will be something around the 'white face' of the 'white brotherhood' i suppose...."definitely linked" replies BI ONLINE...but i haven't 'enough' to work on what i have got, at present...in terms of the old 'it all adds up, doesn't it?' number....you don't see black people begging on UK streets, do you? only white people.... is that a big difference between other countries and 'this one'? i wonder....because i have no idea why...it just 'is' that way....that's all i'm saying.

what else? well somebody had left out a PIXEL BRAVE children's hardback in ARGOS today...all about a witch and a queen, a red-headed daughter/princess, an unwanted marriage and an 'all-seeing green eye'...who knows what that was all about...


10 august
HR...human resources and a discussion about those 'personality questionnaires' by the prague rothschild team....

lisa was to retort to gill "but that's suicide!"...he was to reply that it wasn't...because if you ticked the other box..."they kill you, at the end of the interview"....

he had been talking about MI5 recruitment, apparently...the above must have happened before we all left prague and returned to the UK - lisa left prague in 1995, to then move on to spain with the rest of the prague rothschild troupe...

anyway, gill was talking about once we had returned to the UK....to seek 'proper employment' rather than what had amounted to little more than 'foreign office mind control enslavement'within the employ of the british council....

so what was gill on about? it had been something around 'foreign spies' and a 'dead cert' question....which elicited two possible answers...you ticked one of two boxes...and if you ticked the wrong one...

.....now what was that question, again?...the one with two boxes.....

what else did we discuss? the way that things were going...in the UK employment market...along the lines of 'they put you through all of that...and then they hire a deadhead cabbage on scarlett's network'....the ill like their 'cabbages' at the top of any endeavour..."remote-controllable" replies MI5 ONLINE.

...let me see...what had brought the above up? well, firstly i was to think about questionnaires relating to personality....and a couple of 'new age' ones, then came up...that i had shown that british council DTO staff, in prague....i had shown martin pope, the ADOS - and whoever else was around at the time, in that prague teaching staff room....and one of those 'personality/character tests' had been an eldest taschmann 'job'....a mandala of 9 personalities...

i can remember having a look at it and thinking..."well most people would call me that number (they then confirmed 'that one') but in terms of a personal assessment, i identify with the following numbers...in fact all of them...more or less...now and then...depends upon the situation and...well, when i was young, i was like that...and when i was a teenager, i was like that...and now i am over 30, i am like that...but give me a new context, environment and a few more years" etc etc...

"it is not static" replies MI5 ONLINE...exactly...personality/character....nothing is static, is it? we all share the basics...every single attribute mentioned upon those silly personality tests...and some things 'come to the fore' at different times, in life....it doesn't mean that you have changed character/personality...it just means that you have 'adapted to suit'....or to accommodate and facilitate whatever you want to get out of the 'changing environment' around you...which you wouldn't have got previously, without a subtle character change...

character change - that isn't what i had been thinking about before i got onto the subject...what i had been thinking about earlier?...personality and character, in relation to changes in behaviour...gill had that one down to a fine art....he had the personality to do it....clever enough to do it..."socially aware enough" replies MI5 ONLINE...gill would look at me and tell his gang that 'the way that he had been behaving towards me' hadn't got the required results...he would then change his behaviour, accordingly....see previous notes. my reaction to his changed behaviour was usually 'positive'...along the lines of "he knows i'm upset and he has remedied it...changed his behaviour...a really intelligent bloke - maybe he isn't so bad - i'll go back to him"....etc etc.

and 'character'? what does that really mean?

character change is a bit like 'alter change'...

do alters change character? no they don't...a child alter always demands what it has always demanded (like a screaming baby/upset child)...unless deprogramming takes place to enable the 'child fragment' to grow up....did CF ever go through that type of deprogramming? if not - why not?

i suppose that 'character' is also rather like a 'mask'...he or she is a 'real character' etc etc...an actor/actress on a social stage, performing for everyone....whether they can help it or not....

14 august

OTHER NOTES:

for no apparent reason...it was a 'petrol nell day' in the flat...let me think....what is this?...some sort of random merry-go-round? she was only an automaton...besides, she hadn't got one up on the prague rothschild and it had been his day, yesterday - in relation to his mate - that antiques dealer in devon - see previous notes..."scarlett trying his luck - a replacement on the system" replies MI5 ONLINE.

....which is why the CID were to advise me, along the lines of....get rid of all of those old 'remotecontrol' manuals along with the others, in that blue bag - in your flat....my mother had given me a large blue paper bag, filled with old 'electronic item' manuals...most of which - as i was to see, this morning...were for remotecontrols of various description...anyway, i could then remember 'who had programmed me with what'...whilst flicking through the lot of them...to then throw them all away....

...and having done the above...i was to remember petrol nell and mcgowan in my flat, in eagle house...fitting something into the monitor for my computer hardware - that i was using 'at the time'...mcgowan was to say that the device would be all right if it wasn't jiggled around...apparently a very delicate electronic device....which might break easily....

guess what i did today?...i got rid of that monitor screen along with the manual which had accompanied it...to then do my usual 'walkabout' around clacton....to see petrol nell's gang 'here and there'...and perhaps more interestingly - i was also to spot her controllers i.e. scarlett's people 'here and there'...those above petrol nell in his 'stratosphere' of ill cult puppets....

OTHER NOTES:

what else? well last night i was to remember MI5 heavily involved in uncovering what RICHARD HARRIS had been up to...and it began with a study of 'marr and ross - caught on camera'...talking about that all saints primary school nativity play....see previous notes...

marr was to say "what a fucking farce that was..." - i will now explain why.

firstly there was the rehearsal, in blackheath all saints church - see previous notes...attended by princess margaret and two of her cronies....nobody else...she was to approve this new MOD project as a 'lark'....let me remind you....the rehearsal, in which mcgowan had stood by the altar table, swamped in an adult's shepherd costume....to then be dubbed a 'dwarf star'...upon the MOD 'constellation' program system....

next up...there were two other versions of that staged nativity play - not just one rehearsal either....miss jones, the headmistress - was in charge of the first one...and it was a complete failure...see previous notes upon me remembering what had happened in that first performance i.e. mrs fishwick laughing and laughing, in a front pew...."unkind laughter" replies MI5 ONLINE...yes, she was always like that - had a 'downer' on me for some reason but i always liked her, despite that one - besides her laughter was a relief in a way - if you get my drift (it lessened the load - turned a serious drama/horrorstory show in relation to ill cult programming...into comedy - you see, we were only children - and i was about 8 years old)....and i had been picked to be 'mary' see previous notes...marr had been picked to be 'joseph'...and somebody-on-the-staff but i cannot remember who, now - had ordered adult-sized costumes instead of children's costumes...and as a consequence, i was unable to carry the 'baby jesus doll' up the altar steps whilst holding up that voluminous blue gown because i was having to hold up several feet of it whilst trying to 'nurse the doll' in the crook of one arm....i then tripped on the folds of that gown...fell over into the next altar step - and at the same time and dropped the doll....which went flying and then rolled a bit...eerie, in a way...that plastic lifeless doll....at the top of the carpetted steps...to the altar.

...anyway, what i had not remembered until now...was the second performance of that all saints primary nativity play...and yes, two had been planned...upon two evenings of the same week, as far as i can remember.

miss jones was to then choose a blonde girl called donna, from the oldest year - in that school - to play mary...i was so relieved - i hadn't wanted to play mary in the first place - it had been forced upon me - despite very real protestations - and from all and sundry - not just myself...

anyway, i was not to be allowed to escape miss jones' 'drama' .....because she was then to 'relegate' me to an added scene in her nativity play...in which mary visits the pregnant mother of st john...whilst allocating the part of 'my husband' to 'little michael' in my class...see previous notes upon 'adult michael and the pink furry handcuffs' along with his expertise at ill cult radio telecommunications desk....in relation to UKIP who had realised that unless you had 'somebody like that' on your side...you would never get anywhere in politics, within this country.

if i were to tell you how 'little michael' escaped ill cult control...during the second nativity performance....in order to remember 'so much'...."beyond the partition" replies GCHQ ONLINE.....in order to be able to do what he could do, for UKIP 'in terms of radio wars' decades later on....well, it would be spoiling the whole story, wouldn't it? giving you the ending, first.

let me reiterate...marr was to tell ross 'on cam'...."such a fucking farce"...now what had he been talking about?

he had been talking about the second performance....and he had been talking about a photograph that he had just shown ross..of 'little colin' as the angel GABRIEL....little colin had been dressed in a choir-boy's outfit (black dress, white smock, black boots underneath)...little colin also had a gold 'cardboard' band around his forehead with a large gold star, stuck onto the front of it.

...and having remembered 'so much' from just remembering that photo...i can remember little colin telling miss jones "i don't need wings...i can fly anyway"....in short, he wouldn't let anybody put those 'stage prop' wings upon him...jones was to give up...minutes away from when the performance was to begin....and why was she in 'such a hurry'?

simply this....marr's gang had poisoned 'catherine' (tall blonde child, who had been the sister of the little girl who had been barbecued and then eaten by a 'money-man' as little colin was to call him - at an ill cult event - during harriet butterworth's birthday party - see previous notes - not the same 'harriet' that was to turn up at dartington)...so that she would be unable to act the role...

marr's gang had found out that catherine was allergic to nuts....marr was to think hard....ask his gang for clues....."think...nuts..." - mcgowan then offered his biscuit-making techniques....marr became irritable..."what do you mean?"...in short, it was all about hanni....see previous notes upon hanni collecting all of the hazelnuts from a tree, in the courtyard of my parents chateau...to then grind them into a powder, for various sweet delicacies....swiss-german cuisine, i suppose....and a liking for nuts.....ground nuts....almonds in particular....