OTHER NOTES:

oh and my mother was to remember 'something' around watching a film about the philippines.....in relation to cielo and her family....RH's wife.

my mother was to pronounce 'whatever it was' as the NEURTES.....and I 'knew' that this was linked to something 'deadly' and she was 'very brave' about referencing it....so what was it? something around...well, CHINA ROSE was to reference a triad called N17...go figure. Oh and before I go any further...N17 had existed - until 2003, let us say...go figure.

anyway, I immediately figured 'nuertes - must be Spanish-linked' - a word that sounded like 'neurtes'  must be Spanish 'in a way' mustn't it?...neurtes/cortes or even cortez....to then remember mark r laughing and laughing about the 'neurtes' - "sounds like naughty in a French accent"....anyway, the 'rtes' thing going on there....and not knowing a word of Spanish....I had figured that it must be Spanish-related.

let me see...oh, now I know what my recent CHP plumber had been programmed with:

the ALLGAY wanting to get rid of that whole 'ill cult Jesuit connection' for good? I wonder....well, you need to start by looking at the above, first....I suppose....

let me just say this...the CHP plumber didn't frown once and 'not like that' during the whole time that he was doing a highly complicated as well as manually difficult job....in fact, having been in the bathroom myself 'now and then' to watch the process and looking into the bathroom mirror above the basin taps....I was to think...."we look rather alike - he could be my older brother"...go figure....we are on ill cult Jesuits today.....and war veterans....those who had been 'taken for a ride'....a mind control brainwashing ride....those like 'veteran esl American teacher' for example....the 'kindest of the lot' upon toddy's ill cult Jesuit isle.....do you see how it goes? men who had been damaged by war - who were then taken advantage of...in relation to 'whatever they got into next' as therapy.

oh and upon another note....it is so easy to 'fall in love' with the young and the beautiful (because everybody is beautiful when they are young, as daldry was to say- and daldry was quite right upon that one - to then add "but the young are so boring" - how could you fall in love with a very young person when they are so boring? I couldn't do - let's put it that way)....but 'some of us could do' whilst in 'very young child alters ourselves'....is that right? is that how I should put it?

...and those who want to help and 'treat' mkultra victims...particularly men, as it turns out...need to know that when they....how does one put it? MI6 were to tell 'col the sol' to stop abusing me in an 8 year old child alter and not to approach me again - in relation to that Swedish 'knifing horror incident'....despite the fact that we had grown up together - and I was still treating him as if he were '5 years old and naked in front of a TV with one sock on'....and that is because he had become exceptionally violent, under MOD varro's control and my life had been at risk....go figure.

...it's something of a conundrum  but not that hard to work out.

"she's my girlfriend"

....said at an age, when...he had no real idea of what that had meant....or afterwards...having been switched back, into 'that early age' or something similar...time and time again.