...and this morning i can remember what had happened at that bristol MOD/BBC training centre, let us say...the one where satanic princesses earned credits to buy fashionable dresses by 'being evil'....gill was to join them..."he had always been a cross-dresser" as 'crow'.... had known...and as part of the initiation rite, the ill were to radiate his balls - rendering him infertile..."no happy ever afters"....the satanic princesses were to call me 'penelope' in relation to odysseus...."because he said that he would come back for you"...they were talking about toddy, at the time...an eagle amongst the beebie demonic sheep...you see i had had a bit of that download but not much....and was therefore seen as an aberrant 'sheep'...nobody knew about my eagle alter....released as a child...see previous notes....

nobody knew about other 'eagles' in the 'owl' nest....because that is what the satanic princesses had decided to project...a nest of owlets....sonia fisher and mark vizard, for example..."little colin and david icke"....so yes, it wasn't all bad...but i couldn't stand being there...watching what was happening....for example those 'no sleep' experiments carried out upon the satanic princesses 'in their pods'....see previous notes...."i dream of electronic sheep"...yes, that is what we had called it...for a 'laugh'...to make light of it....

anyway, the MOD were to visit...the man in charge, had decided to terminate the lot of them...and i had to think up an idea to keep them alive...."how can i be sure?"...my idea was basically, a performance of a song and a projection of lovable baby owls....the man was visibly moved...he walked down the line...to have a look at all of those women...those who used to dye their hair black/dark brown - and wore it in longish styles, at that point in time...see previous notes upon marr's journalist 'witches'....those like susannah, burchill....nigella....the man was to comment upon how they all looked the same but that their eye colour was different...he waved the 'execution' as it were....not long after, i was to get dechipped and leave the centre....somebody at the MOD had been looking out for me...the man was to talk to me about it, later on...i had been lucky to have been saved from that sort of thing...not that my parents were pleased...to see me back at home again...early days...they were still living in solihull at that point in time....oh and one other thing - one of those satanic princesses was to 'get it' early on...to see what danger she was in...she then ran away...i have no idea what then happened to her....