this morning - i began to remember what had happened at that plaza hotel and in more detail....

firstly SP had been standing outside with gill and myself...

it was an under-the-radar point in time....

we told them that we would go in and save A.L. - we didn't divulge our entire plan - which was to fake her death...

once in there, we told AL that when the police detectives came...to go into 'possum'....once declared dead and in the morgue - an escape route had been arranged....NASA was interested in her working for them - after having seen her good work against the ill, elsewhere - brenda was keen to recruit her....and they would do whatever it took to get her out of the country....

as far as i know that is what happened and AL continued to be in touch with her father - at a very subliminal frequency...

as far as SP were concerned....her body had disappeared - and so her father was to realise that something wasn't right...and that she might still be alive....

see previous notes upon prague 1995 and daldry telling me that anybody with the initials A.L. ended up on an ill cult sacrificial list, for some reason...which is why gill knew that we would have to fake her death - in order to ensure her survival - and this time around - it had meant fooling SP...why?

nikki, in a word - corrupted files...being run by petrol nell....after gill and i had told her that A.L. was dead and that we had been too late to save her...she did a very uncharacteristic thing...she hit me around the face, as hard as she could....tracked and traced - petrol nell running her from a frequency desk at BI...

the desk which had traced petrol nell, was a royal one but not in 'royal hands' at that point in time....as far as i know...it was donna who had 'got in there'...dibbens and the army had no doubt, had a hand in that one...they had infiltrated mi6 for example...see previous notes...

after hitting me across the face...nikki then jumped backwards and hit her head so hard against the wall...that it was to stun her....all on cctv...i hadn't touched her....SP had no idea what was going on...the royal desk had overridden petrol nell's desk...and taken control of nikki....

petrol nell was then to try and murder nikki - in front of greenie's son - see previous notes upon daldry having to 'fake her death'...with the crashmats outside...and some cochineal or 'whatever it was'...faked stage blood on the tarmac....it is all rather like faking hollywood stunt action...isn't it?

what else?

let us backtrack a little.....to when gill and i found A.L. in that hotel suite - told her what was going on and what to do....gill then found hiddleston in the corridor and gave him instructions....talk with the police - tell them that your name is KARIM....pronounced KERREAM....CREAM...gill had wanted to leave a 'memo' that it was AMADEUS, who had behind it all...in the hotel somewhere...the 'master' with the masterchip in his brain...he had gone mad again...so had bagley...both were white as a sheet and viewing other human beings as 'walking pieces of meat'....i can remember gill and i finding bagley in the hotel...i can remember sitting on a sofa with gill...gill telling him to lay off.....that i was his wife....whilst bagley viewed me as a 'gold child'...a piece of meat basically...just like tomlinson had done, at the templar castle....

as far as i know...hiddleston was then run in hollywood to catch the entire mossad cannibal gang....these ill cult elite abortionists....run by tomlinson...

hiddleston had been one of daldry's favourites and he had wanted to save him...hiddleston was being run by bagley, the eldest taschmann and amadeus....and so that is why the rebel group then microchipped hiddleston and set him loose in hollywood...and presumably why BRENDA has been giving him encouragement upon ICANHASCHEEZBURGER in relation to 'we love you tom' posts...that type of thing....

OTHER NOTES:

i can remember hiddleston in my flat - in manningtree...along with a couple of other 'sharks'....he had read on a file...one of bagley's files - that i was supposed to be 'henry the baby toothless shark'....and laughed outloud...he then remarked 'you look a bit like me'....as far as i know this was because the eldest taschmann had put me down as a henry the 'baby shark' during the period in which they all believed that i was a HOAG cuckoo and therefore 'related'...

hiddelston was to read out what bagley's notes were.....in relation to that sela the shark cartoon etc...in order to program me with 'shark abortionist attack' and 'scart plug'.....that sort of thing....

anyway, one can see that the ill had gone completely mad by that point in time....and that the royals had taken a decision...i have images back of that one...to continue the abortionist cult...as run by the taschmanns/mossad etc....because it was the most effective tool in keeping slave networks terrorised...and keeping the british royals on top, basically....

OTHER NOTES:

bagley....i can remember BI trying to deprogram him....he had been too terrified to have children himself 'because i might eat them' as he was to tell his deprogrammers...he was 'that bad' around babies....

secondly i can remember him at fort william....gill had been in a child alter until scarlett walked by...scarlett had made a mind control gesture, behind bagley's back which had suddenly put gill into an adult alter....he then began to shout at bagley to keep away from me...he gave a hebrew phrase - to show bagley (who had never met him before until that point in time) that he was jooish....and sephardic too, i might add....he kept on telling bagley that i was his wife and to back off...he must never come near me again...bagley was confused and non-plussed...i wasn't jooish....how could gill have married me...gill shouted that i was a hidden joo and not a secret one....which wasn't entirely true but anyway....i had been through an orthodox wedding at the b'ham synagogue...see previous notes.

gill and i, then made our way into town...to a baker's with a cafe inside...we then made our way up the backstairs...to lock ourselves into a bedroom for the night...oddly enough...bagley was to turn up at that very shop....he had a computer in one of the rooms down a corridor upon the first floor....i have no idea why gill and i had decided to secretly stay the night there....'it just happened' - that is all i can say....

OTHER NOTES

I then remembered scarlett trying to pretend that the entire 'program' had been written by gill and not tomlinson - why? i have no idea as yet but gill had a bad self-image and was to believe it at the time....what 'program'?

well let me put it this way....tanya was trying to help A.L. by leaving clues...however she was also running petrol nell to program people in clacton - see previous notes upon sainsbury's carpark....

and my overall 'feel' for the whole horror - is that we were all running around at 'under the radar times' to find an escapehole out of this ill cult matrix of a program....one that scarlett was to try and get gill to believe, he had written as a teenager...which he hadn't done....tomlinson had done so, in the main...and webb had also written part of it....see previous notes upon the 'hideously horticultural files'....tomlinson admitted to it all, in the end...he had wanted to bring 'intelligence' down...and internationally...because it was all about 'vice'....trafficking children/ dealing drugs...you name it....simply serving the interests of elite ill cult families....he had written it in such a way, as to make the elite of the ill cult - start fighting...which they then did....and that is how so much information is coming out, nowadays....