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i rang up my parents to see if they had survived xmas, this morning...they had done...i got my father first...he said that he was okay - and then put me onto my mother...who told me that she had just about survived it but would never do it again....it would have to be the turn of one of the others to do it...they were all grown up now, weren't they?

she then told me that SUSAN had been 'offended' by my refusal to have them over on boxing day for lunch - with no prior notice or warning at all...everybody had seen through my lie about 'having diarrhea'...well, it is true that i hadn't even bothered to lie badly on the phone....my main excuse was that nowhere would be open to eat....all of the cafes were closed although mcdonalds might have been open...i cannot remember now...but they wouldn't have wanted to go there - would they? they have never wanted to go there, before....

anyway, i thought about it all afterwards and refused to feel any 'guilt' at all...if anybody should be offended...it is myself...at having such a terrible family of FREELOADERS....the whole lot of them have benefitted from my ill cult slavery in some way....and so i have nothing to reproach myself with at all...

my mother then told me that susan saw me as a friend and that is why she had been so offended.....i had previously been so 'welcoming'....perhaps like a doormat with WELCOME on it?

i told my mother firmly that perhaps i had been too 'welcoming' in the past and that is why people had taken liberties...and made it clear that the situation had now 'changed'....we then began to talk about other things....

"you had been too nice and not drawn boundaries" replies BI ONLINE.

yes and i can see that you really wouldn't want to do that with my family - would you?

anyway, as far as i can see...ed and sue were helped by winnie's network and far from the worst of the bunch...most probably the best of the bunch....the main problem being that ED was being run by HELEN and he had no idea how 'twisted' she had become....and from an early age....SUSAN however, could see that immediately...ED had told me that the first time that they had met...susan had voiced 'concern'...she didn't like helen....ed asked me why that might have been? i replied that helen had only ever managed to make one friend at school....and nobody else, after that one...i didn't know why...all i knew was that i found helen so boring to listen to...i switched off immediately and then felt guilty about it because she was my sister after all and she couldn't help it...(i might add that INGA had remedied that one, for the doctors' table at my parents' wedding anniversary reception...INGA had researched all of their interests/hobbies and made helen memorise the lot, including giving her specialised information about topics that they were interested in - information that they hadn't got and wouldn't know about - in order to sound 'entertaining' and informed, at dinner - you see how it goes? desperate parents take desperate measures)....

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anyway, my mother was to tell me all about the 'turkey'....how it as 'half-raw' at 2.30pm....and how the party of 9 adults and 3 children then had to 'go out for a long walk' before it was time for xmas dinner....

but after enough CHAMPAGNE.....edna, her sister and so forth.....were all jolly enough - not to mind....

well i don't know....

my mother was then to tell me that EDNA was to serve TAPAS to the entire party on BOXING DAY....at their 'rented cottage'.

Now, LISA from the prague rothschild team had told me all about TAPAS.....i had previously thought that it was a 'special set of dishes' having had 'such' in spain once - at a bar....i had figured that it was a bit like the EAST and middle-east.....an array of tiny dishes....'dips' basically and bread or crackers to dip into the various dishes....LISA was to tell me firmly that it was NOT 'a special thing'....it was BAR FOOD left over from 'whatever the restaurant had served the night before' and that NO SELF-RESPECTING SPANISH FAMILY would ever serve it in their homes....

EDNA served up TAPAS on BOXING DAY....go figure.

obviously my parents would not have been 'culturally aware' of the SNUB.....

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Let me backtrack on all of this....EDNA and the WEALE component - had been thinking that i would turn up - having spent all of my benefits upon 'presents for my family' - but the ROYAL DESK had told her that they would tell me to buy 'for her' and 'her tastes'.....and that she could then steal from my mother.....everything that i had bought....

you see the emphasis here? stealing from me....the ROYALS still wanted to steal from me. I was their 'target'.

and the reality? what really happened? well, instead of me turning up with presents for my mother -which edna would snatch (upon royal command)....and instead of a wonderfully cooked turkey etc....edna had turned up - to be plied with CHAMPAGNE and told to wait.....to retort 'WHERE'S MY DINNER' now and then....

and instead of excusing my parents for 'not getting it right' about their cooker/stove....she was then to serve up TAPAS as a hideous put-down....which they would not get....

the WEALES OF THE ILL CULT GO ROUND AND ROUND.....how petty and how stupidly sad......

you see - in voodoo - the person that you are applying it to - actually has to 'get it' before it works......if they do not 'get it'....it doesn't work....likewise with snubbing them in a SPANISH way....which no respectable SPANISH household would do - particularly not within the xmas season....and that says a lot about the WEALES - doesn't it?

"more RUSSIAN than SPANISH" replies BI ONLINE.

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it gets worse...today i was to walk past QD...where prince william 'in disguise' had taken the two couples...note TWO and not THREE....ed and sue were not included...the princes had chosen 'winter wear' for them all....the two wives were to wear those 'ethnic/mayan/aztec' knitted hats....PRINCE WILLIAM was to tell helen that her's was the 'pink stripey one' with an 'EYE' in the middle of it...."because you will be the ALL-SEEING EYE"....helen looked flattered and blushed pink....

the all-seeing eye? i can almost hear gill choking on his 'victory sip' coffee, in laughter....helen is as blind as a bat....and incapable of remoteviewing etc....'not on her genes'...stunted genes.

the princes had another idea for ED...he was to write up what the two couples were to do in CLACTON (they had been set the task of 'evil pranksters' upon the most vulnerable elements of clacton society and they had to think up their own pranks....weale and jeremy were the best at thinking them up - real wits, those two - and so 'original' - he's got crutches - let's kick them away and run for it' that type of thing)......

and ED? the princes had other ideas for ED....i.e. to run him as 'joker GYDE' (his pre-teenage years at warwick school for boys - his form teacher had nicknamed him as such)...once installed in this flat....and using this laptop. i have no idea what they had planned for SUE....

anyway, what was it about winnie's influence? her clique had a military attachment....and they were very good at keeping people safe...or at least away from 'the worst of it' in terms of what the ill could do....and no, winnie didn't like helen either...but then nobody did...only ED - who found it all bemusing - and as her slave, he would do, i suppose....somebody had bought ED for her and it wouldn't have been my father...most likely to be INGA then.

so yes i felt sorry for sue if she was offended...but she didn't actually sound 'offended' upon the phone....i had remembered that at a very subliminal level....her conversation with myself and then ED's....had all been coded out....and i am still trying to work out what ED had meant by 'we have a very SMALL present for you'.....he had emphasised the word SMALL....'perhaps we shall put it in the post?'

i had no idea what he meant by that one...and replied that i would leave their presents with my parents so that they could pick them up - whenever they next came to manningtree....

anyway, last night i had a very odd dream....i am unclear what it was about....i was in cambridge with roberto cipolla, sitting on a bench, LIGHT GREEN leafy trees/bushes/grass all around....and 'out of the blue' he took a small jewellry case out of his pocket....and opened it....there was a ring inside it - which i recognised as 'one that rimington used to wear'...he then told me that it had been his mother's.....well that was a lie....it was a ROCKEFELLER ring...an 'ENGAGEMENT ring'....

i refused it...he asked me why....i told him that everything that i was given....ended up being taken off me and being sold/melted down by MARK R and co...

see previous notes upon the CROIX DE GUERRE (from my swiss grandmother) that rimington was to take off me - in ipswich 2001, to be melted down....

she had sniffed about 'sentimental value' - apparently 'they weren't interested in that' and that it 'wasn't much' as if it were a 'poor contribution' from myself, to make me feel guilty and ashamed - not that i had volunteered it - she had stolen it....

...however 'they' didn't melt it down.....HELEN BROWNE then ended up wearing it, around her evil neck....along with the equally evil SAWER - whilst drugging and torturing the victims that they had kidnapped.....sawer had asked her why she wore it during the 'reprogramming of slaves'...she replied that it made slaves 'trust' her more....a small gold crucifix upon a golden chain....

so what was that 'engagment ring' all about? that ring that RIMINGTON used to wear? well it had a line of SMALL stones....some clear and one LIGHT GREEN stone...tiny stones....

who knows what it was about....all i know is that great aunt collette had warned me 'many years ago'...when they offer that ring to you (she flashed me an image of the ring) 'you MUST refuse it'.....

and in my dream...i saw the same ring....and immediately followed her advice....although the reasons for refusing it were, perhaps....not the ones that i should have been refusing it for....why?

for the simple reason - as i can now remember....that the PRINCES/ROCKEFELLERS would have then stolen the ring....told me that it was INVALUABLE.....and that it was THEIR RING....and that i would have to 'pay and pay' for the rest of my life....their insane idea around kidnapping, torturing me back under control....and then figuring that i would accept such an insane reason.....to keep on letting them steal from me....instead of continuing to ask for my money back.

....and upon the note of asking for my money back....i can remember 'inquiries were made' about ROWLING at the TEMPLAR CASTLE....and i can remember prince william saying that j k rowling was a distant cousin of theirs....a DISTANT COUSIN.....of the 'we don't work - we steal' royal brigade.....i can believe it....and they all obviously believed it.

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anyway, my brother ed told me firmly that his family would be down to visit me in APRIL....what did he mean?

why april? is that the next school holiday?

the ROYAL tannoy has told me 'PARIS' for some reason....and yet having dug a bit deeper....it appears to be about a 'TAX YEAR'....

the ROYALS have given their 'couples' an extended lease....they have to 'steal from me' before the end of the tax year in order to collect their 'cash in hand' from the BRITISH ROYALS....rather like 'charlie' from the CHUDLEIGH.....

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and upon the note of 'charlie'....keith chegwin felt sorry for him....the stun-gun and the rifle in the back - which the army then took away....he was only trying to protect his family by joining the royal ill cult....and if the rebel group exposed him and the royal 'cash in hand' business was stopped....his business would go down....'cheggers' had wanted to give him a chance to start afresh.....

well, if he gets rid of those xmas demonic 2D figures - that would be a 'start' - wouldn't it? to show 'normal people' that he is no longer ill and supporting the royal ill cult....

i mean to say - how many people would want to book into a B&B with a demonic gold 5 star pentagram in the living room window?

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the BRITISH ROYALS are 'asking for exposure and you have to work out why that is' replies BRENDA from NASA.

i have 'seen' what they are 'like' nowadays...the army keeps them 'trim' but after that - they go back onto every drug they can take....yes you can stay healthy by 'military exercise' but the amount of what one calls 'street drugs' that they all take.....well, it is a burden on the heart, lungs etc.....in short, 'healthy body versus unhealthy intake of street drugs'....is always going to shorten your life, isn't it? 'but then if they are like prince philip - they are going to live a long time' replies brenda.

where is this line of conversation going?

perhaps simply to expose the above...

and....'why jacqui carroll liked them....she saw them as CHAVS at heart....' replies BRENDA....who had been greatly entertained to learn the UK meaning of the slang derrogatory term 'chav'.

So the reality is that the BRITISH ROYAL FAMILY is a 'bunch of chavs' - where does that get us in any argument? I do not see the 'humour' in the above. That is the reality of the WINDSOR family. I do not laugh at 'chavs' on the street and i do not laugh at them in BUCKINGHAM PALACE.

They are simply 'not funny'.....

"but maybe they are to US INTELLIGENCE" replies BI OLINE.

A cultural difference, then?